My OperaSo... The WHATHAFUCK effect
Tuesday, October 5, 2010 9:52:39 AM
Somewhere in July, I've met a couple of friends from my high school. A friend of mine has recently graduated from college and now works for a magazine that pays her half of my salary FOR A SINGLE ARTICLE. And we're the same age.
Now, what the fuck am I doing with my life?
Studying? Slower than I should, because I have to work. I'm gonna get my degree in two or three years now. If Murphy's laws don't kick in. And without a degree, I can't find a decently payed job. And no job is college-friendly if you have to pay the rent, the bills and the food.
Recently I had a rush of college enthusiasm, and I was ready to quit the job and do a series of short-term, short-notice jobs such as passing flyers, but that seems too... Uncertain.
Since small radio stations over here buy pre-produced shows instead of making their own, I wanted to found my own radio production, but I can't earn enough money to buy the technical utilities.
So, I'm still on my old job...
Working? At a small radio and TV station struggling with economical crisis, as an audio producer, but also a radio and TV host, technician, video editor, well - as everything except a cameraman. And I wasn't complaining until I've received a TV set instead of salary.
A part of me wants to move to Belgrade, because I think that's the city where things do happen. There was a period when I worked in Belgrade and lived in Novi Sad, but however, I will never exhaust myself again in that way.
I write for the "Rush" e-zine and the "Mons Aureus" literature, arts and social issues magazine once and a while, mostly about music and popular culture.
Blogging? Well, kinda. In Serbian, on my own paramparcad.com. Volunteering at BlogOpen next weekend. My blog post titled "Nebo nam pada na glavu" ("The sky is falling on our heads") entered this year's Blogopedija (a book - printed collection of regional blogposts written from September to September).
Questioning myself and being disillusioned? All the time.
So what's up?
Now, what the fuck am I doing with my life?
Studying? Slower than I should, because I have to work. I'm gonna get my degree in two or three years now. If Murphy's laws don't kick in. And without a degree, I can't find a decently payed job. And no job is college-friendly if you have to pay the rent, the bills and the food.
Recently I had a rush of college enthusiasm, and I was ready to quit the job and do a series of short-term, short-notice jobs such as passing flyers, but that seems too... Uncertain.
Since small radio stations over here buy pre-produced shows instead of making their own, I wanted to found my own radio production, but I can't earn enough money to buy the technical utilities.
So, I'm still on my old job...
Working? At a small radio and TV station struggling with economical crisis, as an audio producer, but also a radio and TV host, technician, video editor, well - as everything except a cameraman. And I wasn't complaining until I've received a TV set instead of salary.
A part of me wants to move to Belgrade, because I think that's the city where things do happen. There was a period when I worked in Belgrade and lived in Novi Sad, but however, I will never exhaust myself again in that way.
I write for the "Rush" e-zine and the "Mons Aureus" literature, arts and social issues magazine once and a while, mostly about music and popular culture.
Blogging? Well, kinda. In Serbian, on my own paramparcad.com. Volunteering at BlogOpen next weekend. My blog post titled "Nebo nam pada na glavu" ("The sky is falling on our heads") entered this year's Blogopedija (a book - printed collection of regional blogposts written from September to September).
Questioning myself and being disillusioned? All the time.
So what's up?
but I can't promiss I'll blog here for a certain period of time... 
