BEING TRUE MAKES A PERSON BEAUTIFUL!!!

Ive been so happy, over the last 7mos...things were going so smooth., over those mos., i regained my self-confidence.,learned to focus on my goals,, knew what i want... learned to trust,hoped,believed and specially had learned how to give my 100percent love...Yes love,,to love again,,,me nd him, loved each other with all our beings...but thats what i thought..or i mean,, he thought....many days back,i felt a sudden coldness in him...i thought,he was just tired nd bz,,,until he told me,whats inside him...i cried...i mean, i wept..alot...until now..its so painful that my love isnt enough to cover up everything he had in his past...i never knew,i wld be hurt this way,again...the unbearable pain...is confusing nd killing me inside nd out...m smiling but my eyes are crying,so with my heart....i still love him with all my heart....