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changes in my life,,,our song
Sunday, March 10, 2013 4:56:17 AM
when i met you,i never thought that we would end up together,,,that you and i will love each other this much,,,it had been so long for us to realized that WE are all we need..There are many changes in my life since you and i have been together,,,so this song is for you...i love you...
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HOW I HAVE BEEN WHEN I MET YOU
Wednesday, February 13, 2013 4:55:47 AM
When i met you,,and we became friend,,I was happy,,,Things are shared between me and you,,,heartaches,,views,,,happy moments,,,etc,,,,And then, in the long run,,we became lovers,,teamed up,,partners,,,And i became much happier than i was before,,,When we made our promises,,It gave me hopes,,,And made me going on,,,Everything were so good...Bkoz you were with me,,,Big smiles were always seen on my face..
But as days went on,,,I noticed that you are getting too frustrated,,,Always grumpy,,,I don't know if it is because of me...Things were getting so hard to handle...I always cry every night now,,,The big smiles were about to vanish....The happy feelings were about to fade,,,Because I could feel that you are not happy with my company anymore...
The old you that i loved are changing into someone I do not know...and it is making me sad,,,
I know,that as soon as you made up your decision,,You will not choose me,,,It would be very hard for me to accept it..
Should i still fight for you???when I know you were about to give me up????
Should I still hold on to your hands,,When i can feel that your grip is slowly slipping away????
But as days went on,,,I noticed that you are getting too frustrated,,,Always grumpy,,,I don't know if it is because of me...Things were getting so hard to handle...I always cry every night now,,,The big smiles were about to vanish....The happy feelings were about to fade,,,Because I could feel that you are not happy with my company anymore...
The old you that i loved are changing into someone I do not know...and it is making me sad,,,
I know,that as soon as you made up your decision,,You will not choose me,,,It would be very hard for me to accept it..
Should i still fight for you???when I know you were about to give me up????
Should I still hold on to your hands,,When i can feel that your grip is slowly slipping away????
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HOW TO GET THE FIRE BACK??????
Wednesday, February 13, 2013 4:37:25 AM
When we are inlove,,We all feel the fire or the heat all over us..We all see things so clear and positively,,,We are always happy,,Glow in our aura is often seen...We actually forget all the miseries we have because we are inlove..Sometimes all the wrong things turned into right things,,it is a happy feeling,isn't it???
But,, what if love fades???or love slips away???? What if love turned into doubt???
Everything falls down,,,we get too depressed that we usually forget all the happy moments we shared with the people we were inloved with...All the positive thoughts turns into negative ones,,As if there will never be tomorrow again...We get to hate that person,,And always think what went wrong,,Why did it last like this or like that????
Sometimes,,two persons involved,,tried to bring it back...the love for each other,,,but It is very hard to bring back the heat,,,the fire...
They said that love is sweeter the second time around....Is it???
For me,personally,,I really dont know...Is it possible to bring back the fire????
But,, what if love fades???or love slips away???? What if love turned into doubt???
Everything falls down,,,we get too depressed that we usually forget all the happy moments we shared with the people we were inloved with...All the positive thoughts turns into negative ones,,As if there will never be tomorrow again...We get to hate that person,,And always think what went wrong,,Why did it last like this or like that????
Sometimes,,two persons involved,,tried to bring it back...the love for each other,,,but It is very hard to bring back the heat,,,the fire...
They said that love is sweeter the second time around....Is it???
For me,personally,,I really dont know...Is it possible to bring back the fire????
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REMOVING FRIENDS,,,
Wednesday, February 13, 2013 3:16:31 AM
I want to remove some people in my friends's list,,,Those people who doesn't speak with me,and never interact with my stuffs,,,It is useless to let them be in my list when they don't even bother to look at my stuffs,,,
Thanx for the requests you have sent me,,,But I don't need a BULK OF FRIENDS,,I just need FEW FRIENDS who are willing to share their views with me,,,
But I don't know how,,,
Could somebody teach me or show me where is the remove buttons???????????
Thanx for the requests you have sent me,,,But I don't need a BULK OF FRIENDS,,I just need FEW FRIENDS who are willing to share their views with me,,,
But I don't know how,,,
Could somebody teach me or show me where is the remove buttons???????????
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Monday, February 11, 2013 3:31:04 PM
We started out as friends..We were happy..We were contented..We always respect each other...We cared a lot..We shared each others pain and joy...That's why,we decided to try our luck with each other...And for me,it was a happy feeling...I have learned to love you,,a lot...And i know you do too...But what happened to us now? We are hurting...and about to loose the friendship that we built for a long time..Is this what love really is? How will i suppose to live now?? Without you i am dead..Bkoz you have become my life...my world...This is so unfair....Where are your words now? What happened with your promises??Were they made to be broken,too??
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If Youre Not The One..
Wednesday, February 6, 2013 12:34:14 AM
If you're not the one,
Then why does my soul feel glad today?
If youre not the one,
Then why does my hand fit yours, this way?
If you are not mine,
Then why does your heart return,my call?
If you are not mine,
Then what i have the strength to stand at all?
I dont wanna run away,
But i cant take it,i dont understand,
If i am not made for you,
Then why does my heart tells me that i am,
Is there any way that i can stay in your arms??
Then why does my soul feel glad today?
If youre not the one,
Then why does my hand fit yours, this way?
If you are not mine,
Then why does your heart return,my call?
If you are not mine,
Then what i have the strength to stand at all?
I dont wanna run away,
But i cant take it,i dont understand,
If i am not made for you,
Then why does my heart tells me that i am,
Is there any way that i can stay in your arms??
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Friday, January 18, 2013 12:36:12 AM
3 more days to go...wish u were here to celebrate it with me....
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Thursday, January 3, 2013 4:30:14 AM
2013th,,,New year,new life,new beginning!
as i say goodbye to the year 2012,,i thought of the things that happened to me on that year...and it wasnt a good year for me....more on bad things than good things....but despite of that,,the good things are enough to cover up the bad ones...
i want to say thank u,for the ones who have hurt me,,the causes of my tears,,ive learned a lot..
and to the ones who have shared me good memories,,the causes of my hapiness, im looking forward to a more hapiness with u all...And to my loving kids,, you are my life...and i love u very much....To my opera friends,,thanx for being a part of my 2012...LET US ALL BE MERRY AND START A NEW YEAR RIGHT! GUDLUCK!
as i say goodbye to the year 2012,,i thought of the things that happened to me on that year...and it wasnt a good year for me....more on bad things than good things....but despite of that,,the good things are enough to cover up the bad ones...
i want to say thank u,for the ones who have hurt me,,the causes of my tears,,ive learned a lot..
and to the ones who have shared me good memories,,the causes of my hapiness, im looking forward to a more hapiness with u all...And to my loving kids,, you are my life...and i love u very much....To my opera friends,,thanx for being a part of my 2012...LET US ALL BE MERRY AND START A NEW YEAR RIGHT! GUDLUCK!
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Saturday, December 22, 2012 4:39:40 AM
WHATS HAPPENING TO MY MAILBOX???
I COULNDNT SEND REPLIEZ SINCE THIS MORNING!
COULD SOMEBODY TELL ME WHAT TO DO,PLEASE?
I COULNDNT SEND REPLIEZ SINCE THIS MORNING!
COULD SOMEBODY TELL ME WHAT TO DO,PLEASE?
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Thursday, December 20, 2012 8:26:46 AM
What's the use of being FAIR,
When everything in this world is UNFAIR..
When everything in this world is UNFAIR..
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Tuesday, November 20, 2012 7:36:01 AM
Time is so fast!! Yesterday,Nov. 19,2012....The same date,i became a member of myopera....
I remember,my first day here....i didnt know what to write...i didnt know if someone wld wanted to be friends with me...And then,i after a week of being here,,I started to write...And my friends,started to increase....
Within a year of being a member here,,i have met a lot of people...People,who are very nice....And ive also experienced love here...and heartbreaks...But moreover,I gained MORE friends that i will never forget....And i want to take this opportunity to thank them all..These are the people who were with me through this year...CUTIE ASTHANA,My very first friend here,,AHMED FARAS and BAIJU,,my broS...LEON ALEXANDER,OMREE,,MOHD YUSUF KHAN,,JUMA KHAN,MECHA and BLUE WILLIAMS my sisters, DRIVE SAFE DRIVE,,My funny NIKELDEV,,,GIRIRAJ,,MY HB,,GREG MECH,, UTPALROCKZ,,, and to all my friends here....THANK VERY MUCH TO ALL OF U...I LOVE YOU ALL..
I remember,my first day here....i didnt know what to write...i didnt know if someone wld wanted to be friends with me...And then,i after a week of being here,,I started to write...And my friends,started to increase....
Within a year of being a member here,,i have met a lot of people...People,who are very nice....And ive also experienced love here...and heartbreaks...But moreover,I gained MORE friends that i will never forget....And i want to take this opportunity to thank them all..These are the people who were with me through this year...CUTIE ASTHANA,My very first friend here,,AHMED FARAS and BAIJU,,my broS...LEON ALEXANDER,OMREE,,MOHD YUSUF KHAN,,JUMA KHAN,MECHA and BLUE WILLIAMS my sisters, DRIVE SAFE DRIVE,,My funny NIKELDEV,,,GIRIRAJ,,MY HB,,GREG MECH,, UTPALROCKZ,,, and to all my friends here....THANK VERY MUCH TO ALL OF U...I LOVE YOU ALL..
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Friday, October 5, 2012 10:07:37 PM
If youre going to love me,love deeply,
If youre going break my heart,then break it all,
If youre going to care,care for me completely,
If you decide not to hold me,then just let me fall,
If youre going to stay, then stay forever,
And if you going to leave, then do it today,
If youre going to change,change for the better,
And if youre going to talk,please mean what you say..
If youre going break my heart,then break it all,
If youre going to care,care for me completely,
If you decide not to hold me,then just let me fall,
If youre going to stay, then stay forever,
And if you going to leave, then do it today,
If youre going to change,change for the better,
And if youre going to talk,please mean what you say..
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Thursday, October 4, 2012 3:19:43 PM
Before,my fear was being vulnerable..The ability of another human bein to possibly tear apart your insides at any moment was enough to keep me running..He, however,made my insifs come alive, my smile become permanent, laughter more frequent,He took away my fear and gave me hope..But more importantly,,for the first time in my life, instead of wanting to run,,he gave me every reason to stay..
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Wednesday, September 19, 2012 1:30:57 AM
When u learned how to love a person,, you can do everything...you can give everything,,unconditionally,,you can sacrifice everything,even your own life.....some call that stupidity,,but it really happens...especially if that certain person,,cares bout u nd your feelings...and that is a heavenly,happy feeling when u get bk what u give...but time do change..and so with people....people easily change their minds,,attitude nd even their feelings...when ur certain person,change his or her feelings towards you,and start ignoring you,,thats the worst feeling,one cld ever feel....I wish that people,arent like that...they must learn how to give importance to each nd everyones feeling...cld be less hurt,,less pain,,less tears....
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Saturday, September 1, 2012 11:27:15 PM
Never give up when everything shatters into pieces.
Never loose hope when everybody turns their back at you.
Just remember,
Life isnt about being fair,
It is about surpassing the unfair..
happy sunday,peepz!
Never loose hope when everybody turns their back at you.
Just remember,
Life isnt about being fair,
It is about surpassing the unfair..
happy sunday,peepz!
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I WISH..
Friday, August 24, 2012 12:42:28 AM
I wish,,i cld turn back time...At the time,when i was a little kid..When all things were so simple...The time,when all you do is play,eat,nd sleep..The time,when pain and hurt doest exist..The time when you got hurt or wounded were so easy to heal...The time when all i feel was happiness,....If i cld only go back in time...
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Thursday, August 16, 2012 12:32:21 AM
People may come and go in our lives...In our everyday lives,,we were able to meet new people,,be friends with them,,and we get even close with them nd be emotionally attach...It is a very nice feeling when two people,though distant,gets very close,,and were even get to share their views,wants,dreams,,nd the events of their everyday lives...BUT some friends may leave us without notice,, or even hurt us when everything seems so real..thats the worst thing in making emotionally attach...Kind words cld be deceiving...BUT anyway,that is really life...a part of our lives...when DEAR ones go,,,DEAREST ones will come....for me,, im always happy meeting new people,,nd never regret the people who left me along the way..bkoz i know,,someone better wld come,nd be with me in every step of the way..
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its nice to be back in the system
Wednesday, August 15, 2012 11:51:06 PM
ive been out with the system weeks ago..as usual, heart issues!!! i was so depressed that i almost forgot my passion..which is writting...and over the wasted weeks,,my friends didnt stop caring nd encouraging me that everything will pass nd will soon be ok....yes,i had been so affected with what happened,,but im trying to get back in reality...THANK YOU, to all of you, who had been there for me,in my bad times...And now,hopefully,,my brain works well again,, for me to write an interesting blog again.
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Tuesday, July 17, 2012 1:33:03 AM
Ive been so happy, over the last 7mos...things were going so smooth., over those mos., i regained my self-confidence.,learned to focus on my goals,, knew what i want... learned to trust,hoped,believed and specially had learned how to give my 100percent love...Yes love,,to love again,,,me nd him, loved each other with all our beings...but thats what i thought..or i mean,, he thought....many days back,i felt a sudden coldness in him...i thought,he was just tired nd bz,,,until he told me,whats inside him...i cried...i mean, i wept..alot...until now..its so painful that my love isnt enough to cover up everything he had in his past...i never knew,i wld be hurt this way,again...the unbearable pain...is confusing nd killing me inside nd out...m smiling but my eyes are crying,so with my heart....i still love him with all my heart....
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2013-04-20 01:56:05@roy nelson,,yes,u r right,people in my friends list are mostly guys...but i dont, fling around!!i dont play with them!!its just that, i dont have time,removing them there.,
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2013-03-24 20:40:28See your friends list, all guys. Don't waste your time milking a cow that's empty. You are bright and beautiful.
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