Senti again!
Sunday, 5. July 2009, 14:13:47
Songs from a Secret Garden
Was browsing for an hour now. Nothing pretty much amuses me. Kinda depressed again, a lot of things are goin' through my mind. Thinkin' how to move forward and how to have a peaceful life. If i were to choose, not here. Not here in the Philippines. Sometimes i feel like im in a trap, no way to get out, problems one after the other, its just a cycle. I know i can break that chain and change my life. Right now all i wanted is to get outta here. Just disappear without no one knowing i've left, not even him. Wanted to start a new life, from scratch, a new me, new set of friends. Its a kinda hard thing to do to forget the past. I love everybody here in my hometown where i grew up but somethings has to change. How i wish god will gave me another chance...
Was browsing for an hour now. Nothing pretty much amuses me. Kinda depressed again, a lot of things are goin' through my mind. Thinkin' how to move forward and how to have a peaceful life. If i were to choose, not here. Not here in the Philippines. Sometimes i feel like im in a trap, no way to get out, problems one after the other, its just a cycle. I know i can break that chain and change my life. Right now all i wanted is to get outta here. Just disappear without no one knowing i've left, not even him. Wanted to start a new life, from scratch, a new me, new set of friends. Its a kinda hard thing to do to forget the past. I love everybody here in my hometown where i grew up but somethings has to change. How i wish god will gave me another chance...










