Pickin' up d' pieces....
Tuesday, 26. May 2009, 04:36:31
Had a drinking session last night with my closest friends. Tamang pang pakalma lang haha.
As i went home, grab a cigarette stick and started puffing away. OMG i told myself i cannot define happiness again. As i stare from nowhere i began thinking how i will be able to redeem myself from what happened. I love him but sbe ko nga sa mga friends ko "We can never be happy as long as we are here sa pinas" I gave my last goodbye the day after my bday. Its not being selfish nor being informal
pro dinaan ko na lang sa txtmsg.
The reason why i ended ol things up bcoz im beginning
to demand time from him, na in the very 1st place i know and i'm aware that its not guaranteed.
Most likely after a tragedy struck his mom. What's more left of me. I dunno if im being
self centered but as i told him sa txtmsg i do not want to add to his burden pa. im sorry
if i came across their lives. im giving you back your freedom goodbye! madramang palaka
Im just trying to be cool enough but deep inside me im hurting. I'm holding on even when i choose to let go. Right now im just preparing to leave the PH again. I'll surely miss a lot of my friends who was there and never got tired of me. The last quarter of 08 up to now was the most challenging part of my life. I encountered a lot of mistakes and problems but i know i'll be able to pick up the pieces.
As i went home, grab a cigarette stick and started puffing away. OMG i told myself i cannot define happiness again. As i stare from nowhere i began thinking how i will be able to redeem myself from what happened. I love him but sbe ko nga sa mga friends ko "We can never be happy as long as we are here sa pinas" I gave my last goodbye the day after my bday. Its not being selfish nor being informal
pro dinaan ko na lang sa txtmsg.
The reason why i ended ol things up bcoz im beginning to demand time from him, na in the very 1st place i know and i'm aware that its not guaranteed.
Most likely after a tragedy struck his mom. What's more left of me. I dunno if im being
self centered but as i told him sa txtmsg i do not want to add to his burden pa. im sorry
if i came across their lives. im giving you back your freedom goodbye! madramang palaka
Im just trying to be cool enough but deep inside me im hurting. I'm holding on even when i choose to let go. Right now im just preparing to leave the PH again. I'll surely miss a lot of my friends who was there and never got tired of me. The last quarter of 08 up to now was the most challenging part of my life. I encountered a lot of mistakes and problems but i know i'll be able to pick up the pieces.
WIDGETIZE