Thursday, 30. August 2007, 01:02:31
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Alwin, I learn to be kind and patient and happy. (it' not an easy lesson, I'm still trying)
Phebe, I learn to control myself more. What should be done must be done that day. No shortcuts, no buts, and no laziness.
Kelvin, I learn to forgive but not to forget, and I learn to know God a little more.
Charis, I learn to be a pure and sincere friend.
Alice, I learn to be a cook.
My elder brother, I learn to be stronger and computer stuff.
Kah Keong, I learn more computer stuff and about silkroad.
My little brother, I learn to be carefree and how to control my temper.
Yan Xi, I learn how to be wiser.
My mother, I learn how to let things go and how to cut my own fringe. (and probably tons of other stuff)
My father, I learn to respect other people's privacy and be more responsible.
Ei leng, I learn to be true to other people.
Gillian, I learn to be more generous.
Oi leng, I learn to be hardworking.
Gabby, I learn to love music again.
Sue Lyn, I learn to be grateful.
My kakak, I learn to be humble and appreciate what I have now.
Jin Ling, I learn to be a good friend.
Cong Rong, I learn NOT TO IGNORE UR BEST FRIEND SO OFTEN. haha....
Wei Sheng, I learn to whine less.
Alex, I learn to be less arrogant.
Amelia, I learn that it's important to make notes.
Ethelene, I learn not to be so calculative.
Von, I learn not to be so selfish, and more about china and its history.
Romayne, I learn that distance is not a barrier.
Shawn, I learn not to say words that I will regret.
Rajiv, I learn to appreciate scenery more.
Pauleen, I learn to be more giving.
Carol, I learn to be more friendly.
These are all the people who have touched my life. Some of the things I failed to learn it, but I still know what I should do, though it's hard, but thanks for teaching it to me. Some of the things I'm still trying, and some I've forgotten. I can't think of anything else right now, but I will update the list from time to time. Thank u all for making me a better person.
Wednesday, 29. August 2007, 11:26:02
I just started using IM messenger today, cause I finally figured out how to use it. so I started asking people around me to use them too, since they're for a good cause. It supports various charity groups, some for war victims, some for the environment, and even the homeless children, and I was thinking, since we're all using the messenger to talk to each other, why not do something and change the world when we are lucky enough to own ur own laptops and computers while some people are actually dying out there?
Well, apparently somebody didn't think so. They thought, since it wasn't my country fellows dying, why bother? I really don;t know how that person got so selfish. yes, they're not ur country fellows, yes, America's leaders are jerks, yes, America is already a rich country, and yes, Americans may have somehow offended ur country, but what does that have to do with all the innocent people that are dying? For all we know, we may be the people who will be needing their help in the future. does being in that country make their lives worthless? what made u so inconsiderate and thoughtless? U can't choose where u will be born, u don;t choose to be a chinese, or a malay, or an indian, or anything. U just are, but who u are inside, that's what u get to choose. when u tell me that ur not going to bother urself to save people who are not from ur country, I can't help but feel so disappointed in u.
If ur just showing ur anger at the country by just being mean to the citizens in it, ur not as great and worthy as u think of urself. if u don't believe in karma, then at least try to fake it, so that people won;t go around ur back and say what a loser u are.
Friday, 28. July 2006, 05:04:00
不要以为我没发现你又偷偷跑去跟她见面
不要问我什么意见你的眼神明明就是有鬼
我的警告可是最后一遍
如果你还一样不知检点
跟那个狐狸精闪一边离开我的视线
又怎么了我的大小姐
不必谄媚
我不过是去喝杯咖啡
鬼话连篇
电话不接还摆张臭脸
看你表现
你不要又来借题发挥
one two three ho..........
狐狸精她不要脸阴魂不散真的讨厌
会吗
女:走在路上不管是谁她都一样乱抛媚眼
怎样
我的警告可是最后一遍
如果你要分手我也随便
你最好快道歉不要再装可怜
不要再拿分手当威胁
谁又怕谁
整天把狐狸精挂嘴边
是她犯贱
反省一下是你小心眼
你不要脸
还是嫉妒她比你更美呵呵
one two three ho....
因为你每次都爱大惊小怪
自己乱想乱掰怀疑我的清白
是你不知好歹
切所以我每次跟朋友吃完饭即使是男生
我也懒得说出来你说你应不应该
奇怪改一改
或许我就不再耍赖不耐烦
然后我就学学别人怎么撒娇
一昭嘴巴碎碎念这么快赶着去投胎丫
one two three oh
show: oh yeah
她以为她自己很美男人看了都会为她心碎
有吗
我是越看越不顺眼你到底要站在谁那一边
中间
我的警告可是最后一遍
如果你还一样不知检点
跟那个狐狸精闪一边离开我的视线
是谁会气到七窍生烟
算你倒楣
只想要直接给你一拳
你想得美
丢到外太空去吃大便
你猪八戒
眼不见为净比较干脆
狐狸精狐狸精狐狸精真是讨厌
狐狸精狐狸精狐狸精快滚一边
狐狸精狐狸精我就是看不顺眼
狐狸精狐狸精狐狸精我最讨厌
麦再碎碎念麦再碎碎念哼
麦再碎碎念麦再碎碎念哼
麦再碎碎念麦再碎碎念啊
麦再碎碎念挖谋咻咩听
OMG, things can get ugly...
Thursday, 27. April 2006, 13:24:08
不是英雄不读三国
若是英雄怎么能不懂寂寞
独自走下长板坡,月光太温柔
曹操不罗嗦,一心要那荆州
用阴谋 阳谋 明说 暗夺,淡薄
东汉末年分三国,烽火连天不休
儿女情长没法执着,有谁来煮酒
尔虞我诈是三国,说不清对与错
纷纷扰扰千百年以后,一切又从头
Please translate for me? I like this song so so much! but sadly, I don't understand most of it.
Thursday, 30. March 2006, 14:29:36
the title says it all. sigh.....
Monday, 27. March 2006, 12:00:09
It has been such a long time since I poseted anything. My third sem has come and go, and I am pleased to say that I have put in everything I had. It still wasnt enuf for me to get in medic tho, bt I got in dentistry with very high marks. Cause I was just away fr medic 5 marks. Haha. Well, I realized what I can do and I have no one to blame but myself for being too playful and lazy. But was has passed has passed, so there's really no need to say anything about it anymore.
Anyway, I have found a job at the clinic which my uncle works at, and the working hours are quite flexible, making my job as my bro's chauffer a lot easier. As I was just working as a voluntary worker (in other words, I don get paid =.= ) I can take as many off days as I want and go back whenevr I like. haha. I guess this is the upside of it. but I don get much rest now days too. with my bro around, my timetable is full. Yet I am always still looking for a job to keep myself busy. Can't wait till this long holiday is over, I am starting to rot of boredom.
I miss my Penang friends tremendously. Though I thought nobody can replace my happy moments at AIMST, but I was wrong. I was so so so attached to my friends in Penang, but I dare not say it. Somehow, I feel like if I told them, I would miss them even more. Besides, they are sitting for their AS soon, wouldn't want to distract them.
I guess that's the beauty of friendship. When 1 ends, the other will appear. when you thought you can love your friends no more, you discover another cute spot of them and find that this friend, each and every one of them, is irreplaceble, yet replacable, in your heart. Complicated huh? but when is love easy? haha.
Ethel is going to NS. I mean, she has already gone. This is her second day there, and I wonder hoe she's doing. I really hope she will take care of herself, bt I think she will. She's a really good gal, but god knows what she's going through at a moment like this.
Well. this is kind of a pointless blog actually. just trying to vent off some of my anger here. haha. and I feel a bit better d. thank god. but I knw it's never really cured.
Saturday, 26. November 2005, 02:41:27
機槍掃射聲中我們尋找遮蔽的戰壕
We search for a sheltered trench in the middle of the sounds of machine gun fire
兒時沙雕的城堡毀壞了重新蓋就好
If our childhood sandcastle was destroyed, all we had to do was rebuild it
可是你那件染血佈滿彈孔的軍外套
But in your bullet-ridden bloodied army uniform
卻就連禱告手都舉不好
You can't even raise a praying hand
* 在硝煙中想起冰棒汽水的味道
In the middle of the smoke I think of the taste of soda drinks and ice blocks (ice cream)
和那些無所事事一整個夏天的年少
And when I idled in the summer when I was young
我放下槍回憶去年一起畢業的學校
I put down my gun and reminiscence about the school we graduated from last year
而眼淚一直都忘記要掉
I even forget to let my tears fall
嘲笑的聲音在風中不斷被練習
The sounds of laughter are continuously being practiced in the wind
這樹林間充滿了敵意
These woods are full of hostility
部隊棄守陣地你堅持要我也離去
The military has given up defending, and you insist that I leave too
我怎麼能放棄
How can I give up?
我留著陪你強忍著淚滴
I'll stay with you, trying to stop my tears
有些事真的來不及回不去
Some things are really too late and we cannot go back to them
你臉在抽搐就快沒力氣
Your face is moving in pain, you're nearly out of strength
家鄉事不准我再提
Forbidding me to bring up business about our home
我留著陪你最後的距離
I'll stay with you the last distance
是你的側臉倒在我的懷裡
Its your face falling into my arms
你慢慢睡去我搖不醒你
You slowly fall asleep and I cant wake you up
淚水在戰壕裡決了堤
The tears in the trench burst it open
Repeat *
Translation: Quiet Boy - www.jay-chou.net
Not really the the translation I would do, but, meh... No time ^ ^() Sorry guys. Will translate the lyrics myself when I have time.
And this is why, I want to be a doctor.
这就是我要做医生的理由。
Friday, 25. November 2005, 01:57:11
I got my term two results, and they are like hell! I was really frustrated at myself, I know I could have done better. My future was placed in my hands, but I threw it away. Now, maybe I have no hope of getting in medic anymore. I saw Jia Qing's face when she got straight As, and I knew it's all my fault. I have never work hard, how do I expect to get good results???? I cannot look at my parents in the face when I told them my results, and I know the only way to to work extremely hard to get into dentistry now. I cried the whole afternoon, but I know no matter how much amount of tears I drop will never turn back time again.
Therefore, I am going to put 1000% in this term. I am going to work my ass off, and I'm not going to care if I miss out all the gossips and fun of university life. I am going to pay back my debt and I'm going to make my parents proud. So, first and foremost, I would like to apologize to Von, cause I will not online anymore. I mean, I will chat only when I'm very very very tired and cannot study anymore. And also to Romayne, cause I will not be able to write to you as often anymore. In fact, I might just disappear for a few days and resurface again. Hope you guys will understand. I really need to ace this test. I didn't want to go online today, but I'm worried that my long disappearance will cause some uproar in the net =P So I'm giving you guys an explanation now.
I found comfort in Shin. He really calmed in down and was there for me when I need him. I don't know what I'll do without him. Thanks.
Sorry that I have to revert to rude words in this blog. I'm just so angry at myself.
And this, specially for Von, since you like it so much ^ ^ : Feng 2 Dun 1, ni 3 yao4 bao 3 zhong 4 o!
Friday, 18. November 2005, 02:19:04
A lot of stuff happened yesterday, and I was thrown this way and that till this morn
Even when I was sleeping, I keep waking up, and tossing around in my bed. Today I'm going homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!! Yay~~~~~~~~~~
there's no place like home. And I talked to my little brother thru the phone just now, and he sounded sooooooooooooo cute!
I almost cried when I said goodbye to him on Sunday nite. I know I'm just going away for a week, but this week has been so eventful till it felt like a month. Since I've came here, I've been surrounded by my past memories that I've been trying so hard to let go. Even Ethel tot I looked more and more depressed by the day. So much has happenend, yt so little is said. So, hm... let me think...
Wei Lik's not going to England anymore. Something I greeted with little enthusiasm... He's been bothering me ever since, and I just replied his msges out of courtesy. "For civilized sake" as JL puts it. Haha... 1 of these days, I might just not reply him anymore.
And... Zhuang's been getting more and more dependant on me lately. He would call and msged me whenever he wants something done. Erm... I guess I don't really mind him, since he helped me a lot last time, and he's such a funny guy. Afterall, he IS going through a very hard time.
Shawn DEFINITELY has a new gf. Not that I care, but I'm just curious who she is. Hehehe...
Anyway, I sincerely hope that he and whoever she is will be happy. I guess he deserve it also. Everybody deserves happiness.
Homework has started coming, and I have a feeling that I might not be able to complete my revision in time. So I'm going to cut back on my internet time, and start revising.
I haven't logged in into Friendster for quite a while, and a lot has changed. I know Chee Wooi has a gf now. Bless him, he's always been such a sweet, kind guy. Joo Wei has added me into his friends' list, and I haven't really got the chance to thank him for making that puzzle for me. And I've been thinking of closing down this account, cz I really got too much accounts d! Haha... So I'll start transfering pics out of this account.
That's all for now. Got class d. Gonna go watch the exorcism of emily Rose. Brr... I HATE horro movies...
Tuesday, 15. November 2005, 04:27:36
I really hate this webmessenger!
It keeps disconnecting and it's very VERY eXtrEmEly slow in loading! I really apologize to all my friends, who have msged me, but I signed off without saying anything. IT"S NOT ME!!! It's this webmessenger. Malaysia's (or mayb it's just AIMST's. hihihihihihi...) connection's really bad. I apologize once again
Looking forward to chat with you guys! ^ ^
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