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TOTAL FIRE STORM



i know it but can not see it
i hear it but can not speack of it
i smell it but can not tell from were
i tast it but have never tasted any like it
i feel it like fire in my soul
burning all i know
it burn my happeyness
and lives off my rage

if i let it it would kill me
but if i dont let it burn ied feel that ied lose a part of me
is it a part of me or is it just my rage burning like a fire storm
consuming every thing in its path

if i let it it would die
but the fire it seem's to dance in a way
a way as if to say keep me alive
and i will keep you alive

iev been liveing in fire but ice is no better
ice is cold and hard as fire is warm and dance's

this fire is it good or its it bad
iev never seen it before i can not tell
a fire of good
can it be
but it cant all be bad can it

this may be my fire to let burn but one day will i not
lose all it feeds off of

my happeyness run's short now
how long will i last before i lose all

is this fire good or bad
i still can not tell

maybe in time i will know the ansrew

to me total fire storm question


BORN OF FIRE THROWN TO ICE



BORN OF FIRE THROWN TO ICE
NEVER WANTED
NEVER NEEDED
NEVER LOVED
NEVER SEEN AS BEING OF ANY USE
BUT ALLWAYS KNOWING OF SOME THING BETTER
BUT NEVER KNOWING WHAT
I LIVED THIS LONG
ILL LIVE MUCH LONGER
NO ONE WILL HEAR ME OUT
NO ONE WILL SEE ME FOR ME
NO ONE CARED FOR ME FOR SO MANY YEARS
BUT I LIVED THROW IT
AND NO MATER WHAT I WILL KEEP ON LIVEING
BUT THROW IT ALL I COULD NOT BE BROCKEN AS THEY WANTED
I WOULD NOT STOP
I WOULD NOT STAY DOWN
I WOULD NOT GIVE UP NO MATER WHAT THEY TOKE FROM ME OR WHAT THEY DID TO ME
I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO WOULD NOT KISS THERE FEET
I WAS THE ONLY ONE THEY COULD NEVER STOP
THE ONLY ONE THAT WOULD NOT BE STOPPED
I WOULD NOT AND STILL WILL NOT STOP
I WILL NOT BE HEALD BACK NOT BE ANY POWER
BORN OF FIRE
THE HATRED THE WORLD HAS SHOWN ME
THROWN TO ICE THE
COLD TRUTH OF THE WORLD AND ALL IN IT
I WAS BORN STRONGE
I WIL DIE STRONGE
I WILL NEVER BE BROCKEN TO THE WILL OF ANOTHERS
BUT THEY STILL DONT STOP THEY POKE AND PRODE AT ME
THEY MUST THINK ILL BRACK SOON ENOGH
BUT I WILL NOT
I WILL NOT BE BROCKEN
I WILL NOT BE STOPPED
I WILL NOT GIVE IN TO THE POWER OF ANY ONE
I AM STRONGER THEN THAY THINK
STRONGER THEN I EVEN KNOW
SO WHY WHY DO THEY PUSH AND CUT AT ME AS IF IL GIVE IN
THE MORE THEY PUSH THE STRONGER I WILL GET
THE MORE I WILL LEARN OF THIS WORLD AND THE FIRE I WASA BORN FROM AND THE ICE I WASN THROWN TO

DARK LIGHT OF TWILIGHT


I STAND BEFORE THE MIGHTY MOUTAIN TO SHOW ALL OF MY STRANGTH

I STAND BEFORE THE FLOING SEA TO SHOW ALL OF MY SKILL'S

I STAND BEFORE THE SETING SUN AND THE RISEING MOON TO SHOW I HAVE TO FEAR

BUT AS A STAND I SEE THAT TWILGHT HAS COME TO ME

LIKE FIRE IN THE SKY I WATCH AS THE SUN MUST DIE

AS THE MOON SOON COMES BACK TO LIFE

AND IN THE INTWINEING OF THE LIGHT AND DARK

I KNOW THE SUN WILL LIVE AGAIN

JUST AS THE MOON WILL DIE AS THE SUN WILL RISE AGAIN

AND ITS IN THIS TIME I SEE

THE DARK LIGHT OF TWILIGHT

AS THE SKY DANCES WITH COLOR'S IEV NEVER SEEN

I SEE THE FRIEND I NEVER KNEW I HAD

THE BUEATY OF THE WORLD AS I SEEK

WHAT WAS ALLWAYS DEEP WITHIN

THIS IS MY FRIEND THE

DARK LIGHT OF TWILIGHT

AND ALL IT HAS TO SHOW TO ME

AS I WALK IN THIS WORLD

I MEAT NEW FRINEDS EVERY DAY

THE MOUTAIN AND THE MIST
THE SEA AND THE ISLANDS IN THEM

AND NOW I SEE I DONT NEED STRANGTH

I DONT NEED SKILL

ALL I NEED IS THE

DARK LIGHT OF TWILIGHT

AND MY NEW FRIENDS

MY IRON WORDS

THIS POEM IS FOR ALL HOW NEED TO FEEL THE STRANGTH THEY CAN NOT FIND IN THEM SELF
MY WORDS ARE AS HARD AS IRON AND THEY WILL NEVER FALTER
IF YOU ARE SICK HOLD ON TO MY WORDS LIKE A SWORD AND SHIELD
I MADE THIS POEM CUZZ OF ALL MY FRIENDS WHO ARE SICK AND NEED TO SEE THE WORDS OF IRON
I HOPE'S OF ALL MY FRINEDS WHO ARE SICK
THIS POEM IS MY HOPE YOU GET BETTER SOON NEVER GIVE IN
NEVER GIVE UP
NEVER SURRANDER NOT
EVEN TO CLOSET OF KIN
NOT IF IT MEANS
YOU LOSE WHAT
YOU HOLD SO DEER


I HOPES OF A BETTER DAY LET MY WORDS HOLD STRONGE
LET THEN HOLD AT BAY ALL EVIL IN THE DARKNESS
LET THEM GIVE YOU STRANGTH WHEN YOU NEED IT
AND THE LIGHT TO SEE A BETTER DAY
LET MY WORDS BE AS STRONGE AS IRON
BUT CONFORM TO YOUR NEEDS
LET THEM SHOW YOU THE LIGHT WHEN THERE IS ONLY DARKNESS AROUND YOU
LET MY WORDS BE YOUR SWORD AND YOUR SHIELD
LET THEM HOLD TRUE AS THEY HELP YOU FIND THE WAY OUT OF YOUR DARKNESS
LET THEN BE THE SHIELD AT WITCH YOU STOP THE DARKNESS
LET THEN BE YOU SWORD WITCH YOU US TO FEND OFF EVIL
LET NO EVIL FROM THE DARK TWIST THEM TO ITS OWN ENDS
LET THEN BE AS HARD AS IRON BUT STILL BE CLEAR AS WATER
AS BRITE AS THE SUN TO HOLD THE DARK AT BAY
LET MY WORDS HOLD TRUE AND STRONGE
LET NO EVIL TOUCH YOU WHEN YOU THINK OF THEM
LET NO DARKNESS BE SEEN WHEN AROUND YOU
LIKE A SHIELD OF LIGHT AND A SWORD OF FIRE
MY WORDS HOLD TRUE FOR ALL HOW THINK OF THEM
IN TIMES OF NEED
LET MY WORDS BE LIKE IRON
STRONGE AND TRUE !!!

I WILL COMPROMISE FOR YOU NO MORE

I GAVE EVERY THING I HAD FOR YOU
I GAVE HE LIFE TO YOU
BUT IT WAS NEVER ENOUGH FOR YOU
IF I ASK EVEN THE SIMPOLIST OF REQUEST OF YOU
YOU WOULD HEAR NOTHING OF IT
YOU SAY THAT YOUR LOVE SHOULD BE ALL I NEED TO BE HAPPY
BUT IF LOVE IS ALL YOU GIVE IAM SORRY BUT NO
HOW CAN YOU ASK SO MUCH AND LOVE ME
ALL YOU DO IS USE ME !!!
AND SO I SAY I WILL COMPROMISE FOR YOU NO MORE !!!
NOT IF LOVE MEAN'S I HAVE TO BUT UNHAPPY TO PLASE YOU
WHY CANT WE BOTH BE HAPPY ???
IS IT ME ???
IS IT THAT I HAVE GIVEN ALL I HAVE NOW AND HAVE NO MORE
YOU LEAVE ME ALONE IN A VALLIE OF UNHAPPYNESS
I WOULD NOT COMPROMISE FOR YOU BECUASE YOU WOULD NOT COMPROMISE ME
LOVE MUST GO BOTH WAYS IF I DO NOT GET THE SAME LOVE I GIVE TO YOU THEN I AM BEING USED
I WILL COMPROMISE FOR YOU NO MORE !!!
LOVE MUST BE GIVE JUST AS IT IS TAKEN
LIKE YIN AND YANG
LOVE AND COMPROMISE
STAND AS ONE
BUT IF NOT GIVEN IN EQUEL AMONTES IT IS NOT LOVE AT ALL

THE FLAME OF LIFE

IT BURNS IN ALL OF US SOME MORE THEN OTHERS
IT KEEPS US GOING THROW PAIN AND LOVE
IT LETS US SEE A BETTER TOMMORROW
BUT STILL EVEN WHEN A BETTER TOMMORROW DO NOT COME IT BURNS
AS BRITE AS A MILLION SUN'S AS THEY BURN OUT AND BECOME NO MORE
BUT EVEN WITH NOTHING TO BURN
WE STILL LIGHT THE FLAME ANEW
NEVER KNOWING WHAT TOMMORROW HOLDS IN STORE FOR US
AND STILL THE FLAME BURN BRITE
AS BRITE AS THE SUN !!!
AS BRITE THE STARES IN THE SKY
WE STILL HOLD THIS FLAME IN HAND READY TO RELIGHT IT AT A MONENTS NOTES
LET WIND NOR WATER TOUCH YOUR FLAME
LET NO OTHER STOMP YOUR FLAME OUT
HOLD IT IN THE SKY AS A BIKEN TO ALL
A BIKEN TO SAY TO ALL !!!!
I WILL LIVE ON NO MATER WHAT
AS THE DRAGON ONCE DID I HOLD THIS FLAME TRUE
THE GREAT DRAGONS MAY BE GONE BUT THERE FLAME STILL BURN'S ANEW
IN THE HEARTS AND MINDS OF ALL
LET NOT YOUR FLAME BE SMOTHER'ED
LET IT BURN BRITE !!!
JUST AS THE DRAGON STILL DOES
LET NO OTHER BRING WATER NOR WIND TO SMOTHER YOUR FLAME
IF THERE FLAME WILL BURN THEN SO SHALL YOURS
EVEN THO THE DRAGON IS GONE FROM THIS WORLD THERE FLAME WILL BURN ANEW
BURN EVEN BRITER AS WE STILL LIGHT ITS FLAME
TO LET YOUR FLAME DIE IS TO LET YOUR WILL TO LIVE DIE
AND I WILL NOT DIE NOT FROM A SMOTHER FLAME
THE DRAGONS WIL SAY THE SAME THEY HAVE LIVED ON IN ALL OF US
SO LET THE FLAME OF OTHEFS BURN IN YOU TOO
KEEP THERE FLAME ANEW
NEVER TO DIE NOT BY YOU

PURFECT BALANCE STAND TRUE

IF I STAND TRUE WELL YOU STAND TOO
I FEEL WEAK WHEN ALONE BUT STRONG NEXT TO YOU

YOU SAY NEVER BACK DOWN
YOU SAY NEVER GIVE UP

ILL PROTECT YOU IF YOU NEED ME
AND STAND A SIDE WHEN YOU DONT

IF I SAY WE ARE ONE
WILL YOU STAND WITH ME TOO

BUT WHEN I SAY RUN WILL YOU LEAVE ME OR STAY
IF I COMMAND YOU TO RUN WILL YOU STAND WITH ME

TOGETHER WE ARE IN PURFECT BALANCE
BUT A PART WE ARE NOT

WE MUST STAND AS ONE AND LIVE AS ONE
MY YIN TO MY YANG

IN PURFECT BALANCE]




GREAT WHITE BEAST

GREAT WHITE BEAST
POWER AND SKILL UNTOLD
WHEN TIME HAS PAST HE'S SKILL BE HONED
HE KNOWNS POWER I DO NOT
OF A TIME WITH LITTLE KNOWN
WE LEARN OF ONLY HIS POWER BUT NOT HIS SKILL
WE HEAR OF YOUR SKILL
GRACE UNTOLD BUT THE EYES OF THE LITTLE KNOWN
TIME SHALL PASS GREAT GRACE LOST
AND STILL WE MARVEL AT THE GREAT WHITE BEAST
ITS SKILL OF TIME NOT TOLD BY ME
IEV SEEN ITS GRACE AND MAGESTY
AND IT HAS SHARED WITH ME ITS GREAT GRACE

THE GRAET WHITE BEAST


IF ONLY I KNEW



IF ONLY I KNEW THE LOVE OF A MOTHER
MAYBE IED KNOW THE LOVE OF ANOTHER
SOME ONE TO SAY I LOVE YOU
SOME ONE TO SAY ILL HELP YOU
SOME ONE HOWED ALLWAYS BE THERE FOR ME
BUT I WAS ALL WA'S ALONE
I WAS NEVER TRUELY LOVERD
NOT AS YOU WOULD HOPE TO BE
NO I KNEW ONLY PAIN AND HATRED
AND SO I GREW HATEING THE WORLD
HATEING IT FOR ALL IT HAD DENIED ME
BUT IF I HAD KNOWN LOVE WOULD I BE STILL ME
NO IED BE ANOTHER
SOME ONE I'ED NEVER WISH TO BE
THROW PAIN AND HATRED I'EV GROWN STRONG
AND I'ED NEVER CHANGE THAT
THE POWER I HAVE IS THE POWER FEW KNOW OF
ITS A POWER UNLIKE ANY OTHER
THE POWER OF THE MIND AND UNDER STANDING THIS WORLD
I SEE HOW THE WORLD WORKS NOW
I FEEL THE PAIN OTHER'S FEEL
AND I KNOW HOW TO HELP THEM
AND SO I GIVE THE KNOWNLEGE I HAVE
BUT ONLY TO THOSE WHO FEEL THE SAME PAIN AS I
IF YOU ASK ME I'ED STILL SAY
MY POWER IS OF PAIN AND I'ED NEVER CHANGE
NOT FOR ANY THING IN THIS WORLD
NOT FOE LOVE FROM ANOTHER AND NOT FOR THE LOVE OF THE A MOTHER
IT MAY BE TO LATE FOR ME BUT IT WILL NEVER LET IT HAPPEN TO ANOTHER NOT AS LONG AS I LIVE
I WILL HELP ANY OTHER WHO FEEL'S THE PAIN IEV FELT ALL MY LIFE
AND SO I SAY ONCE AND FOR ALL TO HEAR THIS PAIN IS MY POWER A POWER UNLIKE ANY OTHER

A WISE MAN ONCE SAID


IT TAKES A WISE MAN TO SPEACK WISE WORDS
BUT AN EVEN WISER MAN TO UNDER STAND SUCH WORDS

DO YOU TRULY UNDER STAND MY WORDS ???

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