Saysame (Says-a-me)

I haven’t posted any blogs for a long time as I had lots of stuff going on, and also I was also doing a lot of procrastinating. Anyway I feel I am beginning to break out of my rut and things are beginning to move.

After 872 blog entries on Opera since 2007 January, I’ve finally done it. I’ve installed Wordpress Blog on my website. My main concern was in getting the Wordpress theme that I liked and so I hummed and hawed and looked at numerous websites and videos on how to manually install Wordpress on my website.

Finally I decided to just use the cPanel “site software” on my web host and install Wordpress from there and see what happens. To my surprise, it was a lot easier than I thought. I used the 5 minuet Wordpress install and it was literally installed it in under 5 minutes. It also contained two WP themes, Twenty Ten and Twenty Eleven.. and Twenty Ten was one of the themes I liked. It also prompted me to update to version 3.3.1. so now I also have the latest version.

Now it’s just a matter of tweaking it to my liking and I’m off to the races.. I’ve edited all my website links and uploaded them to my website. I checked them briefly and everything seems ok, but I’ll go over it tomorrow and check every page. So now all I have to do is to post this final blog and create a link to my new blog site. You can get to my site in numerous ways, but my blog page is at this link, and my actual Wordpress blog

Thanks to everyone that read my blog and I hope you will join me at my new site.. I plan to leave this and my old Blogger sites up as long as they let me as there is a lot of information on them.

John

2011 Oct. 21 At about 11:00 am I stopped in at Superstore to pick up 6 bags of water softener salt for my sister. The salt was stored outside so I went and paid for the salt then went out to get a cart so that I could move it to my car. I easily dropped the first bag into the lower half of the cart and then picked up the second bag and in a swooping motion, I heaved it into the cart, unaware that because the first bag was lying in the cart, that there was no room for the second bag to fit as easily as the first. My right hand hit the underside of the upper wire basket and the momentum of the 20 kg bag of salt forced my hand against and under the basket and in the process it tore a triangular piece of skin off the top of my right hand. I was in shock as I saw a ¾” or 2 cm flap of skin folded neatly against the back of my hand exposing a triangular piece of pink flesh.

At the same moment I felt the pain rush up my arm to my arm pit bringing tears to my eyes. I quietly replaced the shin flap and reached for my wallet that always carried a couple of band-aids. I put one over the wound and then finished loading the cart, putting them in my car and transporting them home, carrying them into the basement and emptying four of them into the water softener. I then went to the bathroom and looked after my wound.

Around 1:00 pm I decided to go to the drug store to get some larger Band-Aids and I talked to the pharmacist that said |I’d need stitches if it was to heal properly. I had two choices: go to the emergency ward at the hospital or to the local clinic and see if the doc would do the stitches there. I went to the local clinic but the doctor that was on duty was the one I had a run in with when I had an ear infection so I decided to go across the city (10 minutes) to where I knew my doctor would be.
After a couple of hours wait, he saw me and put three stitched in the wound. He said it could have used five but the thought that three would do because it was a flap. I have an appointment to go back in a week to get the stitches removed.

Tolerance is not the same as acceptance. Any so-called tolerance, like religious tolerance, is based in denial. Saying that one is tolerant and has compassion and acceptance for another’s religious beliefs is a merely mouthing an unspoken judgment (denial) that the other person’s religion is wrong or flawed without saying so. Unaware, or uncaring of their hypocritical statement they outwardly portraying a phony, humble, “goody two shoes” presentation face, an “act” that is contrary to the hidden truth. If it were the truth, there would be no need to express it as it would be a non-issue, and would be felt as real and genuine by others. You can also identify the judgments and denials present because as soon as those that proclaim religious tolerance are with their own crowd and like minds where they feel safe, they are quick to spew their judgments.

Acceptance doesn’t mean that you have to take on another’s beliefs as your own, but to accept the fact that they have different beliefs and that it’s their choice. Also, once you can see past the rhetoric and issues of control intrinsic to all religions, you will see them for what they really are and not what you have been told and believe them to be. At that point, religion becomes a non-issue as you are no longer influenced and controlled by their programs and beliefs and you will also have acceptance for those that still cling to their religious beliefs for whatever reason as that is their right place. Instead of judgments, you will have compassion for others as you will have had the experience of “Been there done that” and not the denial based judgments that tolerance presents.

Several years ago I had a profound experience in which I felt (to the core of my Being) the difference between conditional and unconditional love and I made a drawing to illustrate what I had experienced. Post 187 Love - Conditional and Unconditional I’ve held that image of the two forms of love all this time and in so doing, I’ve been unable to come to grips with how all love can be one when it seems so divided and also how God’s new edict presented in the R.U.O.W. books of “Right Place,” fits into all this.

Well today, another piece of the puzzle fell into place. While the drawing I had previously made was an accurate graphic representation for what I had experienced, it was not drawn to represent how the two actually fit together to become one and that is what I got today. As it was, I felt that love was either conditional (black with various shades of gray to almost white) or unconditional (white).

What this present creation has and is experiencing is conditional love that ranges from total heartlessness and hate to moments of unconditional love. Right now we are still living in the conditional love reality and until we can heal our social pollution of our imprints, programs and beliefs, and the unseen role of denial hidden in our experiences we can’t begin to understand and manifest a creation where there is no denial and where love is unconditional.This has never been done before and is why I couldn’t see how it could possibly work or be true. We are now at a transition point of moving from one reality to another, from a reality of conditional love to one of unconditional love and this is where this new image and insight comes into play. When we begin to manifest this new reality, it will evolve and expand infinitely in the opposite direction of how conditional love was created and has expanded.

This is also how a “right place” will be found for all Spirits, as there is space and acceptance for all in this creation that includes all aspects of love and unlovingness. As those choosing to end their denials do so, they will raise their vibration and move from their present undesired location to what feels right for them in that moment. Slowly, the reality and experience of unconditional love will expand while the reality of conditional love will shrink. I feel there is still another image and understanding that I’m missing that will add further clarity to how this universe is created and operates.

2011 Oct 14, I was talking on the phone with my daughter and during our conversation she mentioned that she was thinking of getting another laptop. We got around to talking about Apple laptops and I commented on the Mac iBook G4 that I had received from my son a couple of years ago and how I liked it, and that I saw one for sale on “Used Regina” that was going for cheap. She said she was interested in getting back into using a Mac as she had a Mac computer before and liked it. I told her that for what she wanted to use the laptop for, that this one would do the job. I said I’d check and see if it was still available.
Later I emailed the woman who was selling the iBook and found out that it had not been sold and made arrangements to see it that night. It was still in good shape. It had wireless internet and the battery was also good, showing over 5 hours of life. I bought it and that weekend I installed some programs on it. On Monday I mailed it off to her. I didn’t tell her I bought it, so it will be a surprise.

2011 Oct 03, My sister and I went on a three day apple fast. It was different experience this time with both of us doing the fast as usually I’m doing it by myself, while the other person is preparing cooked meals, whose smells make you hungry. I was surprised as usually on the second day of the fast, my Body was going through stuff, but that was not the case this time. After my apple supper on the last evening of the fast, I began to have severe pain in my lower back, groin and hips. It carried on all evening as I tossed and turned, trying to get comfortable and some sleep. I didn’t get any relief until dawn, and by the time I got up, 90% of the pain was gone.

2011 Oct 04 I had my teeth cleaned a few weeks ago and today I went back to get a couple of fillings re-done. When I had my teeth cleaned the hygienist cut my inner gum that later became infected. It took me a couple of weeks to clear up the infection using salt. When I went back today to get the fillings replaced, I let them know what they had done and that I was not a happy camper

Over the past couple of months I’ve had this feeling that something is wrong with my website. I finally determined that it had been hacked through the Advanced Guestbook that I had installed through my cPanel from my web host (Cirtex Hosting) By analyzing my webstats,, I determined that most of my website images had been either been hotlinked or spamdexed as the sites that were visiting a lot were totally not related to my site. I tried to uninstall the Guestbook, but that only served to delete most of my images on my websites.

I contacted support at Cirtex Hosting, or rather what they call support, as for the next two and a half weeks I tried to get the problem resolved but to no avail. What struck me was the lack of common sense and problem solving ability of their support staff, and I’m not only referring to level one support.



Anyone that says that the problem is fixed and doesn’t check to see if it is, is either ignorant, or are pretending to be ignorant, either way, it doesn’t matter as the results are the same. This wasn’t the first time I’ve had problems and issues and days without service, but I knew it was going to be my last with them. I knew I wasn’t going to get my website issues resolved and so I finally asked them to just restore my websites from a back up that included GuestBook. While the problem was still there, at least my sites had images and were active until I could get another site built. I left it like that as I was fed up with the nonsense and had already determined that I was going to get a new web host. What ticks me off is that they are no longer offering Advanced Guestbook on cPanel because of security issues, but they never informed their customers of the problem. I had similar problems with my guest book and web images in the past couple of years ago and never did find out what the problem was as they just restored a backup of my sites and told me the problem had been fixed.

I searched around and found SaveOnHosting, a Canadian site and signed up with them. But…. finding a new web host didn’t solve the problem as I just couldn’t transfer my websites over to the new host as I would also be transferring the issues and problems. I felt that the only way to resolve the Guestbook, hotlinking and spamdexing issues was to change every image tag and to also revise the related codes to reflect those changes, thereby breaking the links. Of course it goes without saying that I will not be installing guestbook on my new site. While I was making those changes I also decided to make a few other layout/design changes in preparation for what I have planned for my sites. Anyway, as of Oct 20, I’ve finally got my revised websites up and running on my new webhost.

Chief Raoni crying when he learned that the President of Brazil approved the Belo Monte dam project on the Xingu indigenous lands. Belo Monte will be bigger than the Panama Canal, flooding nearly a million acres of rainforest & indigenous lands. 40,000 indigenous and local people will be forced off their native lands (as well as millions of unknown species & plants) In the name of "progress"

Update: Tom Phillips in Rio de Janeiro guardian.co.uk, Thursday 29 September 2011 16.34 BST
Brazilian judge orders construction of Amazon dam to stop Belo Monte hydroelectric dam project halted after ruling that it risked damaging fish stocks on Xingu river

For the past few weeks I’ve had this uneasy feeling that something BIG is about to happen. I keep looking to the sky and checking the earthquake map on the internet to see if anything was going on, and what I’ve found is that Comet Elenin (as it makes its way through the Solar System) will be in alignment with the Earth, Mercury, and the sun on September 26-27, 2011 and that could cause major earthquakes. As it continues its journey, it will again be in alignment with other planets in October and then also in 2012, so there is more to come.

I’ve also noticed reports by local US citizens on the Internet, (as the MEDIA is part of the conspiracy of silence) that in the USA, there is a lot of Military and FEMA activity going on as if they are preparing for something major.

I also find it a curious “coincidence” that World Leaders Will Be In Recess During Elenin Alignment on September 26-27, 2011

What is DRM? - Digital Rights Management
Big Media describe DRM as Digital Rights Management. However, since its purpose is to restrict you the user, it is more accurate to describe DRM as Digital Restrictions Management. what_is_drm DRM Technology can restricts users’ access to movies, music, literature and software, indeed all forms of digital data. Unfree software implementing DRM technology is simply a prison in which users can be put to deprive them of the rights that the law would otherwise allow them.

After months of campaigning during 2006, DefectiveByDesign.org declared Tuesday October 3rd 2006, an international "Day Against DRM". With more than 10,000 technologists having joined in the campaign and pledged to take direct action to stop DRM, and with more than 200 "actions" planned across the globe on October 3rd, we had achieved our goal of raising public awareness to the threats posed by DRM.

Now we must move from awareness of DRM to rejection of DRM. DRM technology is not vanquished. It is still a growing problem for all computer users, and by extension all of society. DRM is being used to restrict individuals' use of their own copies of published works. To enforce these restrictions, DRM software, and now hardware, must monitor and control a computer users' behavior. Frequently it reports on what it sees.

Products with DRM
Certain categories of products are disproportionately impacted by DRM. When you're considering buying a product in one of these categories, it's a good idea to do a quick search (on Defective by Design or the web at large).
Music
Movies (see: bluray)
ebooks (see: Kindle Swindle)
Computers (Mac and Windows)
Mobile phones (e.g. the iPhone)
Games

On Thursday evening Aug 25 my sister, who was down from Calgary with her husband, was doing her nails at the kitchen table and I was overcome with the fumes. Hacking and coughing, I went to my room and didn’t come down for the rest of the evening.

On Friday, my brother-in-law came out of his room that was beside mine, reeking of what I think is cheap “Old Spice” aftershave, and I’m sure he also used the whole bottle. It was so bad that I could not only smell it, but taste it. I began to cough and gag as it was choking me and my burning my eyes and throat. It was also giving me a headache and making feel nauseous. He left to meet someone and I went out to pick up my mother and then pick up my aunt from the bus station, who was coming in for my nephews wedding and brought them both back to my sister’s place where I’m presently staying.

My brother-in-law returned around 12:30 pm and he no sooner came in the door and I could smell that he was still reeking of aftershave as I began to cough. I told him to have a shower or wash the stuff off if he was going to stay in the house. He said he was going to go outside to read his book and went out to the deck in the back yard. When both my sisters returned home from shopping, I overheard him ask his wife (my sister) to get him a wash cloth, and then a few moments later, he asked her to bring him a clean shirt and a grocery bag for his old aftershave soaked shirt.

After breakfast on Saturday, Aug 27, the day of the wedding, I was upstairs in my room working on my computer when I noticed that I was beginning to get a headache and also finding it hard to breathe and beginning to cough. Confused, I went downstairs and could smell the fingernail polish remover and nail polish and discovered that my other sister was doing her finger nails at the kitchen table while my visiting sister that I had a problem with her doing her nails a couple of days before, was sitting and watching her. Coughing, I said that I was allergic to nail polish and she replied that it was “organic” and that she didn’t think it would bother me.

I went outside to get some fresh air and stayed out there for a couple of hours. I now not only had a migraine headache, but I also felt weak and exhausted. Later I told them that I was in no shape to go to the wedding ceremony and I went back to my room, closed the door and slept for a few of hours.
By 4:00 pm I felt a bit better so I got dressed and went to the reception at 5:30 pm. At the beginning I wasn’t feeling too bad but as the night went on my migraine was getting worse and I was also feeling more exhausted. Around 9:30 pm I decided I had had enough and told them I was leaving. I went home, had a shower and collapsed on my bed.

On Sunday I still had a slight migraine headache but my throat was now sore. I also couldn’t breathe properly and had little to no energy, much like what I was feeling a few weeks ago when I had the bacterial infection. I realized that being hit three days in a row with these toxic chemicals over-loaded my bodies immune system, causing me to experience what I was now feeling. I began taking supplements to boost my immune system and today (Tuesday) I’m beginning to feel better,. Not good or great, just better.

As I’m posting this on Sept 12, I can now tell you that I’m still not 100%, but at the point where I’m getting back into my exercise program and able to go for a walk, not walk/run, at night.

Saving the world economy from Gaddafi - Gold Dinar
Watch this and the next video on Post 840 and decide for yourself what is really going on…

The NATO attacks on Libya are under the same bogus justification and hidden agenda as “The war on Terrorism,” in Afghanistan after the so-called 911 attacks, and the search for “Weapons of mass destruction” with the invasion of Iraq and the murder of Saddam Hussein.

'Fear, Inc.' Exposes the So-Called Experts and Donors Behind Islamophobia in the United States

A new report by the Center for American Progress called "Fear, Inc.: The Roots of the Islamophobia Network in America" shows how a small group of self-proclaimed experts backed by a host of donors are spreading fear and hostility toward Muslims in the United States. According to the report, these so-called experts peddle Islamophobia in the form of books, reports, websites, blogs and carefully crafted anti-Islam talking points.

It also notes that right-wing Norwegian murderer Anders Breivik repeatedly cited these "experts" in his so-called "Manifesto."

Amy Goodman of Democracy Now speaks with one of the report’s authors, Faiz Shakir, vice president of the Center for American Progress and editor-in-chief of ThinkProgress.org.
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So Stephen Harper is the CANADIAN mouth piece spewing verbal diarrhea and hated to create religious and racial tensions and increase global military presence in accord with the NWO agenda. Does anyone not see a repeat of the ideology and tactics that Hitler and the Nazi’s used prior to WWII? You can be sure that they are laying the plans for global domination and WWIII.