Posts tagged with "love"
Saturday, 2. January 2010, 22:37:58
death, love, life, value
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’09 Jan 01 7:51 pm I had an Epsom salts bath tonight and during my soak, I had the thought that people who value “life” based on what they will lose when they die, don’t value life, but death, and their denied fear of death. Those who value life are grateful for what they have, and will experience, but… the old proverbial but… we can’t be in that space until we have healed all our issues that cause us to think otherwise, and just saying that we are grateful doesn’t mean that we are.
Of course there is always the case to be stated that we are Spiritual beings and that we are immortal, but dying a physical death is not an example of our immortality put into practice. Death is not a “natural” part of life, as anyone or anything that desires life, does not seek death.
Hummm? As I’m writing this post I flashed to an old message I got a few years ago, that
“To know what love is, we need to know what love is not.”As I typed that, I got that,
“To know what life is, we need to know what life is not… Death.”I don’t know where this is going, but I thought I would share it as I’m sure that it will be relevant to what is to come.
Food for thought.
JR
Thursday, 16. July 2009, 02:23:43
death, body, unloving light, love
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’09 June 25 Thursday 5: 12 a.m. Not wanting to be sick, weak, or old is hating the body for holding and expressing what it is, in the same way that not wanting to feel any negative emotions that the Will is holding. Not liking any part of my body is rejecting it and if I'm rejecting it, denying it, then what I’m allowing to enter my Body is unloving light and death, instead of loving light and life.
I've been feeling off for a while now and I haven't been walking or exercising and this morning I feel like I've been hit by a truck. I have a sore throat, my bones are aching and I'm running a temperature. All I can think of is that I don't want to be sick and also that this is the same way that I used to treat my Will. If I don't want to feel this, I have to fix it. Trouble is that my first thought is for a quick fix, but I know that a quick fix solution doesn't solve the problem but only offers a temporary solution. What I need to do is to find the underlying cause of why I feel this way, of what my body is holding. So while healing the body may sound like loving intent, the intent is bent if it is just focusing on the superficial issues and not addressing the underlying cause of why the body is the way it is.
Note: Michael Jackson (50 years old) and Farrah Fawcett (62 years old) both died today MJ of a suspected heart attack and Farrah Fawcett of colon cancer.
JR
Thursday, 16. July 2009, 02:22:05
Lucifer, psychopathic killer, Archangels, love
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’09 June 22, The old rules do not apply; they only apply to those that believe them to be their truth. I had a flash of Lucifer and the psychopathic killer creating another universe and destroying it and then Lucifer crossing back into this universe, pretending he was the 13th Archangel when really he is a differentiated aspect of God wanting to be God in this universe and all of creation.
Although love is something that we feel, the problem is that we have been told what is and isn't love or loving regardless of how it feels, and to deny our feelings and to go on what we have been taught. We think we know what love is and we even consider ourselves to be loving and even unconditionally loving. Because we don't know what love is, we also don't know what denial is in all its subtle and unseen roles, nor do we see the role that guilt and shame have in our lives and how guilt has been put in the place where love should be.
If you are a feeling an emotional person than affirmations and having a positive attitude will not help you as you are in denial of what you're really feeling and that is the part of your essence. If however, you are a spirit polarity person or a denial spirit, then affirmations and positive thinking will help you as they allow you to change your beliefs that create your reality, and because there is nothing magnetic to draw any other feelings and emotions to you, and so you are successful and in control of your life and life is good. This is also where the term survival of the fittest applies.
What God, Spirit, did to his Will unconsciously, the Angels did with conscious intent. The denial spirits, the Angels, had conscious intent to manifest without their Wills. Denial spirits need to feed off of the denials of Will spirits as they need that magnetic Will energy to keep them alive. They feel good when they are in control of others and when they aren't in control then they rage aggressively or passively aggressive to get whatever they want which is for the Will polarity spirit to deny themselves, as it is by denial that the Will polarity Spirit gives their power away.
JR
Thursday, 16. July 2009, 02:18:42
Lucifer, psychopathic killer, right use of Will, love
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'09 June Although I had gotten the message in post 511 it never registered with me as I had totally forgotten about it, in fact, I had previously thought that
the psychopathic killer and Lucifer were fragmented parts of God that had broke off and had gone out to attack, and has struck the Will.
The first part of Spirit that went out to attack the Will was the psychopathic killer and the second was Lucifer. What unloving energy that didn’t penetrate the Will and imprint it, was repelled, (reversing its polarity in the process) and sent back toward Spirit, striking Spirit and imprinting it before rolling off out into creation. Both Will and Spirit were imprinted by these attacks, Will believing that Spirit was attacking it, and Spirit that it was the Will that was leading the attack, unaware that it was its own energy that was being repelled by the Will. Both the psychopathic killer and Lucifer are not fragments, but are what God in (RUOW) calls differentiation, or different aspects of self. But in this experience there was differentiation and fragmentation happening at the same time. First in Spirit differentiating and attacking Will, and when the Will was attacked, it fragmented as a result of being struck by this differentiated energy. Then, when the aspects of the psychopathic Killer and Lucifer that were repelled by the Will, returned to source and struck Spirit, Spirit also fragmented as now this energy of the Psychopathic killer and Lucifer were of reversed polarity.
I feel that differentiation is more like a cause, whereas fragmentation is the effect. A fragment is created when essence is being attacked and is in a state of confusion, doubt, and shock, where it either can’t, or isn’t allowed to express itself in order to gain understanding of what it is experiencing. Fragmentation occurs when the parental part feels that it needs to do what it has to do in order to survive. The Mind, does what it things is best for all concerned and unwittingly cuts that part of itself off by denying it unconditional expression. In denying and cutting this part of itself off it wasn't originally of unloving intent, but by unconscious denial, it none the less was unloving. Denial is non-acceptance, no movement, no freedom, hate, conditions and death and by denial we give ourselves the opposite of what we desire which is freedom, acceptance, love and life.
I feel that the psychopathic killer is buried in our subconscious, that gets stirred whenever it’s imprints are triggered, while Lucifer is in our conscious mind where he is identified as the inner critic trying to be in control of all our experiences. It’s interesting that now I see Lucifer, or rather, Luciferian light as being a part of my being, a differentiated aspect of myself that is running on old imprints and programs, and that is trying to take control of my Spirit (mind) and thereby take control of my Will and Body. I now realize the significance of a message I got a few years ago, which was that whenever I identified the voice of the inner critic, I was to say…. “I do not accept you, move back to the point of creation where you originated and reverse your polarity.”
These are parts of the God particle of our being but they are not fragments, they are differentiated aspects of our being that attacked the Will and Spirit, directly or indirectly. Lucifer through the inner critic, uses the tools of attack, doubt, confusion, guilt, and shame and the programs and beliefs that are in the Mind to control Mind to get it to deny the Will so that it can be in control. Once the Will that can feel differentiation is controlled, ahhhh! So that is the “key.” As it’s only the Will that can tell if something is loving or not, by how it feels, and as long as the Will is being denied, Lucifer has control of the Mind. And once he has control of the mind, he also has control of the Will, Body and Heart and he has become God in his place. While God, Spirit (Mind), sits in the background confused and bewildered, unable to solve any problems as it is unaware of its denials of the Will are what have created all this.
Rage is the blind fury of the psychopathic killer, that unloving energy that is buried in the subconscious that stirs whenever it’s old imprints and programs are triggered to attack what it deems to be a threat, whereas Lucifer is consciousness, that attacks with cold, calculating indifference that feigns love and kindness but has a hidden agenda to not only control and manipulate all parts of our being, but others as well..
I was reminded of a
previous post of the Mayan saying…
“In lak'ech” The
Mayan translation is, "I am another yourself" as now I see it also in a different light.
JR
Sunday, 7. June 2009, 16:48:26
programs, feel good, sex, imprints
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’09 June 01 The Mind that is altered by its imprints, programs and beliefs and the Spirit polarity people seek physical pleasure that they call love. I love to ski, I love to swim, I love shopping, I love chocolate, etc. whatever makes them happy is what they think gives them love and it is also interpreted as self-love, but is actually, self-gratification.
Giving and receiving presents “things” is also recognized as an act of love as it is meant to make the person happy. The one receiving something pleasant from a person mentally considers (judges) that they are receiving and experiencing love. If what they received did not make them happy, then the judgment would be that they did not receive love as their expectations were not met. The person giving is also happy in feeling that they are doing good when they give another pleasure and happiness. And of course, the opposite is also true. Judgments and expectations are involved in both the giving and receiving.
Sex, making love, is another physical form that is confused with love as it give pleasure to the body. Masturbation is giving yourself pleasure, that some also call self-love, when in actuality it is giving your self self-hatred as there is unloving intent. The only reason you are doing it is to give your Mind a feeling sensation of pleasure, because if you wouldn’t do it if your body gave you pain, so that proves the point. The Mind is either trying to re-live a past pleasurable event, or it is trying to create a future pleasurable experience that the sensation of orgasm of the Body gives it.
All these forms of “love” are directly related to the body and its feelings and sensations that produce “feel good” chemicals that the Mind desires. None of these feelings and sensations that are the result of physical sensations are love, as love is a feeling that is not directly associated with having to experience a specific physical activity. Love is a feeling that can be felt and expressed “without” physical action or words, although a physical action will also be felt as loving.
JR
Monday, 20. April 2009, 02:57:36
love, beliefs, attachment, saving others
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In healing and empowering yourself, you need to end your denials of the unpleasant experiences you are having that are for your healing benefit. Someone “saving” you is not doing you a service or being loving, by denying you the opportunity to heal your issues that the unpleasant experiences were providing you. Not “saving” others means allowing your family and friends free Will and choice to experience what they are experiencing that will also allow them to heal and empower themselves.
In my third eye, I just saw children, young children and babies suffering. I felt the urge to want to help, but even helping one child meant that I was now going to be responsible for that child and the more that I do to “save” the more I limit myself as I now I can’t just leave them, as they “need” me and if I did want to get away, I would need to get another person to look after them. It’s subtle, but saving others out of responsibility, duty, guilt or whatever worthy cause is a way of getting in the old world of denial and control. By helping, I was also limiting and denying their experience and healing opportunity.
Aggggg! That’s so difficult to accept, but then my old judgments are that a child is supposed to have a happy childhood, be healthy and educated, get a job, get married and have children and live a happy life. That’s part of my imprints, programs and beliefs and also, lost hopes, dreams and desires based in the old world reality.
Who is to say that the child’s purpose was to experience exactly what they are experiencing. This is their reality and even though it goes against all my old imprints, programs and beliefs, it is the truth and so the loving thing for me to do is to accept its choices and experiences just as I had to accept all the unloving experiences I had, based on the choices I had made for my journey… Hummm? Am I missing something?
Love is
Compassion – not judgment
Connection – not attachment
Acceptance – not denial.JR
Monday, 20. April 2009, 02:53:38
responsibility, manipulation, love, choice.book
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’09 April 04 In my past lives, and in this one, I’ve been a warrior in one way or another, fighting to protect the weak, the innocent or the oppressed. The irony is that I was fighting (using force) to change the aggressors, to make them non-aggressive. I was fighting for a cause, to bring understanding, peace, freedom and love into the world, but it was a never ending battle with no way of ever winning because it’s all about being in CONTROL and while the intent may appear to be loving, it is a bent intent as underneath it all is unloving denial, control and manipulation of self and of others to create the illusion of peace and freedom.
Now, (in this present time) everyone is going to have to fight their own inner and outer battles and make their own choices as to whether or not they choose to end their denials and inner conflict that will also end their outer conflicts that they are experiencing. It may sound cruel, but it’s not loving to “save” another who doesn’t choose to save themselves. And I don’t mean in the outer experiences, I mean on an inner level where they knowingly choose to be in denial of the other parts of their being and their experiences. I’m wrestling with this one as I feel that the only time that you can reach out and physically help another is when they are a part of your “now” experiences. It can be that they ask you for help, or you feel drawn to help, but even then, it’s like all that you can really do is to throw them a rope, and it is up to them to choose to grab it and pull themselves to safety. If they don’t have the desire ort intent to help themselves, then there is nothing that you can and should do.
It’s like my books, I can write the books and get the message out there, but people not only need to be searching and have the intent to read them, but they also need the desire and intent to put what they read into practice to see if what I say works for me, also works for them. I can’t make then read and I can’t make them change their intent or their Hearts. Whether they are the villains or victims, the power to change themselves is in their hands and if they don’t want to change, then there is nothing that I or anyone can do to change them.
Of course change is possible if you go back to the “old” ways which gives the appearance of change by over-powering and controlling others to have them do what you want them to do, or by extending help to “save” others by sacrificing yourself to allow others to have freedom. Over-powering and saving are the two ends of the denial teeter-totter that have been controlling our experiences throughout all our history. The battle that I’ve been fighting has been in trying to bring balance between these two opposing elements, but only now, in this life time, do I realize that it is impossible as both elements are based in denial and unlovingness.
For things to change, you need to get off the denial based teeter-totter reality as then the base for reality becomes one of no denials, but truth and unconditional love. Everyone that wants to change is going to have to make the choice of which path they are going to take. The old familiar, well traveled wide path of denial, or the new path of ending denials. If the reality they are experiencing is not the one they desire, then only their intent and heartfelt desire will get them out of the present old world reality and into the new world.
It’s no longer my fight, duty or responsibility to try to pull or push them out of their old world denial based reality, but instead, to allow them to know they have a choice a choice that needs to not only heartfelt intent and desire, but also action that will allow them to move. Having the choice to end denials and this inner and outer battle is something that everyone is going to go through. The inner battle is the real battle ground as that is where the conflict begins and where it needs to end. A symbol of our coming into our true power and ending this inner battle, is not only willingly laying down our sword, but also our shield, and to be open and vulnerable, secure in the power of love, self love.
JR
Sunday, 28. December 2008, 04:26:42
issues, blame, love, totes
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’08 Dec 25 9:21 am Marian was up earlier and had already had her breakfast, and was reading the local paper at the kitchen table. As I sat down to eat my breakfast she commented on
"having" to get the car mirror fixed and on
“having” to do it when she was going to Toronto in early January and that she would
"have" to do it before her 3:00 pm appointment, and that she
"had" to get it fixed before it would cause other problems, with snow and water getting in to the electrical system. She put emphasis on the
key words like it was a great sacrifice on her part, that had to be noted
As she was speaking I felt this yucky "tone" in her voice and later I got what my real issues are. I felt that
"I" did something wrong and that other people have to live with, or fix what I did. It’s a blame and guilt trip that says I am responsible, not only for what I break, but also for making other people happy, and that it’s
my fault that they are not happy.
It’s my fault that she is inconvenienced and it’s my fault for whatever she wants to come up with that she can and will use against me, and the fact that it was
me that broke the mirror and caused whatever it is she feels is related to that. Whatever goes wrong, can always be traced back to my breaking the mirror and blaming me for the problem.
Make one mistake and you’ll pay for it for the rest of your life. A part of me, my denied rage says just give her the fucking money and get her off your back and end this bullshit. I know that that is not the solution and that even if I did “buy” my way out, she would still use it as a “remember when” to get at me in some other way.
This also reminds me of my childhood, when I’d have an accident or make a mistake and my mother would never let me forget it. It was the ammunition she used to ensure that I would do as I was told and do it the way that pleased her.
Hummmmm? this also has links to the catholic church, as it wasn’t just a matter of doing something physically wrong or having an accident, but it also involved all the religious BS and dogma of how I was supposed to behave according to the church and the word of god. One wrong look or action was enough to be caught in the grips of the unholy alliance (church and mother) and I’d be marked as a sinner that then had to redeem himself. As I’m typing this, I’m angry at the hypocrisy of religion, that forces it’s totalitarian dogma and control on its unwitting subjects in the name of love… It’s not love, it’s fucking hate and indifference, disguised as love.
10:00 am Marian came into my room and told me that she had unpacked a couple of totes and some boxes and that now she
"needs" shelves put up, so that she can unpack the rest of the stuff. When she said "I need," the feeling tone and the unspoken words were… "I need you do put up the shelves." In other words, she expects me to fulfill her wants and "needs" and while it wasn’t said, I could also feel the feeling coming from her that I owe her, as that was all she said to me and she turned and left my room and went upstairs, not even waiting for an answer.
JR
Friday, 11. January 2008, 03:31:52
feelings, R.U.O.W., unconditional love, heartlessness
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‘08 Jan 9 I received several emails from a woman in response to one of my posts regarding R.U.O.W and Ceannes DeRohan’s new book titled “
Feelings Matter”. Beside her comments, she also stated that Heart was not yet formed in her. As I read that, I felt and knew what and why she was saying what she was. I responded to her last e-mail (in part) with the following....
*************************************If Heart is not yet formed in you then what is in you is heartlessness. And if heartlessness is what you have within you, then what you share with others also comes from heartlessness.... and that is why you say to me......”None of what you say about heart adds up or makes any sense.”
Heart (Unconditional Love) needs to be born, first in Spirit (Mind) that then gives unconditional acceptance (Love) for the Will (Intuition, Feelings and Emotions) to express herself. Next, Heart needs to be born in the Will for her to open, to accept and to trust that she will not be struck and rejected by Spirit (Mind) if she expresses herself through Spirit that says, it is now willing to do so.
If this process isn't happening, then nothing else about healing or understanding is real as it’s all based in conditional love and heartlessness, and is merely going around in circles...
The Spirit (Mind) is in “control” of your being, and it is being run by the Inner Critic, Guilt, Shame and Lucifer (Luciferian Light) and all the old imprints, programs and beliefs that you have stored, not only in your Mind, but also in your Will, Body and Heart. Before you can even begin to free your Will, you need to begin by freeing your Mind....
*************************************Later I was thinking about Unconditional and Conditional Love and how Unconditional love has heart, whereas Conditional love is heartlessness. That got me to thinking that what we’re really experiencing as conditional love is in reality, just different forms of heartlessness.
So now the question of why is there evil and unlovingness in creation becomes more evident? Because there is no Heart, no real Heart (Unconditional love).... only varying degrees of heartlessness, posing as Heart, with all its rules and conditions.
Heartlessness and conditional love basically work in the same way. They can range from being almost unconditional love to pure hatred and loathing. What you experience depends on how much heartlessness is present within you and whether it is directed at self or at others.
Food for thought,
JR
Friday, 21. December 2007, 04:23:13
desire, abandoned, love, father
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07 Dec 19 I was exploring a NewAge web site called
New Heart and I came across some channeled messages that activated me. By activate, I mean that bits and pieces of various messages seemed to be directed toward me. One such message was related to asking to be filled with the light of love of the Father.
During the early part of my journey I used to channel and get messages almost every day, but these past few years, I have done very little channeling. I felt that as I haven’t been open to channeling like I used to, that this was a way of getting the message to me.
I decided I was going to channel to see what my issues were as they related to the various messages that I had read on the website I mentioned. As I went into my meditative/channeling state, I felt that the issue I needed to address was one of asking, asking to be filled with light. I felt myself in terror, resisting and trying to get out of this meditation, and I was also feeling utter heartbreak and loss. I don’t know how long I drifted back and forth between the two, all I know was that I had a difficult time “asking” but I finally asked what it was that I wanted and desired.
I finally spoke out loud. “I want my father, but I don’t want to be smacked by him, I want his love.”
The next moment I felt a familiar warm presence around me and I began to write the following message.
“Yes – what you desire is love, love from Spirit, love that you have never known. It was a cruel smack that knocked you out of creation, a creation not of unconditional love, but was to become filled instead with conditional love that I had acceptance for. You (parts of you) were either killed, knocked unconscious or found yourself in a creation where there was no love for you and that your desire and dreams were wrong and were all too feminine and soft coming from a man. You also had issues with being a woman and expressing yourself as you were considered to be beside yourself, or too emotionally extreme.
No matter what you did or said, nothing was good enough as you could never please those that God “Father” seemed to favor. To be like them was also impossible for you because you weren’t them, of their essence, and so you were a square peg trying to fit in a round hole, and to do that, to try to fit, you needed to cut and chip off pieces of yourself. But that only seemed to temporarily solve the problem as they still recognized you as being different and no matter how you smoothed and polished your rough cut edges, the scares were still there, the scars that represented the lost parts of you.
You also turned toward and against your mother and blamed her for your feelings and you inability to be accepted by the Father. And so you struggled to live as best you could on your own, doing it for and by yourself, as there was no help for you, and any help was not the way that you desired.
Struggling to find a family, a home, to find love and happiness was to you, chasing a dream, just out of reach of your two empty arms, that long to hold and to be held…*** I began to cry and then feel numb, but I continued to write.***
Searching, fragmenting, cutting off pieces of yourself, making yourself smaller and smaller, making your life essence, your light, smaller and smaller, and at the same time, beginning to age and bring illness and finally death to your body.
Without Light, Spirit, your body can’t function, can’t live and so you have been trying to live by avoiding that which gives you life. Is that not a cruel joke and irony?
It is time to let go, to let go of your hate, your mistrust for Spirit, for Father, and to trust your feelings, your intuition that the Light that comes to you now, comes to you in love. Trust your feelings and intuition, for that is why you needed to heal and align with the Mother, before you could begin to align with Me, your Father.” 
As I finished writing I had an emotional release. Tears filled my eyes; my breath was short and gasping as I sobbed. At first, I couldn’t ask God “Father” for Light as I felt that the reason he abandoned me was because he didn’t love me. But then, I felt his love and I knew that that was not the truth… I asked and I felt enlightened. I rested for a moment before I shared part of my message and experience with the friend that had also activated in a related issue, the day earlier (Post 226) in that “I was pushing love out of my life, so that I could earn money, so that I could have love in my life.
JR
Friday, 21. December 2007, 03:57:50
money, divorce, love, life
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Dec 19 Tuesday, I was talking with a friend on the phone today and as we were chatting, she was picking up on my daughter, or what she felt as my daughter, as the feeling was of being depressed and wanting “daddy”.
I flashed back to when she was a child and she'd come running toward me full speed when I’d walk through the door after getting home form work. I’d bend down to greet her and she would literally leap into my arms and throw her arms around my neck and squeezed me with all her tiny might as she kissed me on the check with pressed lips. She never wanted to let go and often I had to tickle her in order to get her to release her hold on my neck which at times was beginning to choke me. She would then take my hand and begin to show me all the things that she had been doing that day and to also play with her.
I miss that little girl. I miss my son too. I was telling my friend that when my son was ten and my daughter five, was also the time that my marriage and career was on the rocks. I was torn between getting a divorce, but I had too much guilt around leaving the children so I carried on for another nine years. I couldn’t get a job in Cable TV, so I focused on starting my own Cable TV planning and design consulting business called “Systems 80”. I threw myself into the business to avoid having to face and deal with the “home” issues. In three years, the business grew to 12 employees, but no amount of money made my wife or our life happy.
As I shared that with my friend I realized that
I was pushing love out of my life, so that I could earn money, so that I could have love in my life. And what a fucking joke that is! My friend said that that is what we do at Christmas… we are buying love and thinking that when we are giving and getting presents, we are giving and getting love.
Later, that afternoon, I felt I needed to connect with my daughter and I called her when she got home from work, but she was just on the way out to do some shopping for “presents”.
JR
Wednesday, 12. December 2007, 18:53:09
fear of failure, Dream, love, desire
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'07 Dec 11 9:17 am I was thinking of Louise Hay’s book (Post 220) and the comment that the cause for Hypothyroidism was a “giving up and a feeling hopelessly.” I not only have fear, but also a feeling of hopelessness when it comes to manifesting what I dream of and desire. This morning as I awoke, I was having a dream of my past desires in this life time. It was a composite of all the companies that I had formed and owned. I realized that in this "dream" I was still sacrificing myself so that "others" that worked with me, would benefit and have their dream through my dream. I was working to give others what they desired, but I failed to realize that what I had created and was believing was an illusion, that this was what I desired, yet I had all the responsibilities and it was me that was working 12 - 18 hours a day, six days a week and a half day on Sunday just to maintain the dream and make others happy. I was giving others what I couldn’t give myself. I had no true freedom or joy. Yes, I could "take off" a couple of hours here and there, but I wasn't really free in that I could walk away and still live my dream. It’s like being on an island, and unable to explore the rest of the world.
Hummm. That's what my present job is also showing me as I've commented several times to the owner that she reminds me of me, in that she is the company, the business and that she is the only one that knows and can do whatever it is that needs to be done and that without her, there is no business. She also has a control issue in that she doesn't want anyone to take over her position as it's her business, her dream and desire. She is going on holidays at the end of January for one week and is closing the business for that time.
9:34 am Instead of "living" my dream, my desire, I still believe that I have to work at it, create it and then experience it, and that's not being in the moment. That's projection, and behind the projection is CONTROL and EXPECTATION and that's not LOVE. Another issue I have is a denied fear of failure. That I tried and failed to live my dream and this fear is not only being brought up in the present moment, but is also being projected into the future.
There is also denied fear in that this dream has to be perfect and in trying to be perfect, there is no room for growth, development and change. Control doesn't want change. There is also this desire to just skip all the growth and development, "the journey" and just suddenly be and experience the "perfect" moment. But that would also be boring as nothing would change and there wouldn’t be any other experiences just that one perfect moment that would last for eternity.... Yuk! While at first it all sounds nice, it also means that our consciousness is static and numb, that it’s unaware of anything except being in its state of suspended state of bliss.
10:41 am Another program I have is that I either have to maintain what I have (fear of loss) or if I see that it is working, that I then have the desire to expand my empire (expectation) so that more can experience it , so that (in denial) I can also be in CONTROL of more and better.
All this experience is in the material world, the physical plane and that's not wrong: what is wrong is that it's all based on MONEY or having money to make more money so that you don’t have to work so that you can live your dream and desire... The power base is all wrong, as Love is the power, not MONEY, but that's not how most people see it, as they see and believe, like I still do on some level.... that it's the other way around. and that we need to make or manifest money if we are to be happy and have what we desire.. This is an imprint, program and belief that I want remove from my consciousness, by healing the source of how I got that imprint, program and belief.
JR
Friday, 9. November 2007, 04:05:39
shame, marriage, anger, suicide
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‘07 Nov 03 A friend of mine who reads my blog sent me an e-mail regarding my prostrate issues. As I was reading her email I was thinking of how sex is an expression of love... and how it got all screwed up the first time I had sex. As I'm writing that I can feel how I fragmented in the resulting series of experiences. My whole world and life was falling apart, as what I thought was love, wasn't.... and wasn't going to evolve as I had hoped.
I’ve written about this experience in my manuscript, but I’ll give the basic details so that you will know where I’m coming from. I was 22 years old at the time and this was my first girl friend. It turned out that the first time that I/we had sex, she got pregnant. That was the one and only time we had sex as her parents forbade her from seeing me and made plans for her to go to another city to have the baby and then give it up for adoption. We had talked about marriage before we had sex but she didn’t want to get married and she didn’t want to go against her parents’ wishes, so that left me out of the picture.
I was ashamed to stay and face and deal with this issue that to me... was without a good solution. That was also the time that I decided to take up a career in electronics and I moved to Toronto to get a fresh start. I didn’t know anyone in Toronto and I had no job and only a little money. It was at this time, and the only time in my life that I ever thought of suicide.
Humm, there's also a lot of denied and anger and rage there that I have forgotten, or rather, have tried to forget... Humm... I can feel that having sex was also a way of releasing tension and stress just like exercise or any other physical activity. And if it wasn't with a partner, then it was by myself until I felt good. Wow! I'm just beginning to feel how much I've abused my Body using sex to "feel good" and relieve stress thinking that was love...
Here I had sex for the first time as an expression of love and after that, I just had sex to "feel good" and to think I was being loved or loving another or myself... Fucked up programming or what???
JR
Sunday, 21. October 2007, 01:59:50
abandoned, love, prayer, heartbreak
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'07 Oct 18 12:30 am, the truck hasn't been leaking oil for the past couple of days and I just thought of something. I wonder if it’s not leaking because I’ve given up trying to control the oil leak and just accept it.
Hummm? I also realize that I'm the one that’s forcing myself to work and get the truck fixed as I feel I need to do it instead of just letting God help me in the way that he needs and wants to help me, and not necessarily how I want it to be based on my old imprints, programs and beliefs. This could all be like false emotions, that I think and feel are real, but aren’t.
Here I feel like God has abandoned me, yet I want him to help me in the way that I Think he should help me. It doesn't work that way, that’s not unconditional love. It’s funny as I never looked at it that way before, although I saw prayer as telling God what to do, I never thought that feeling abandoned was also a subtle form of telling God that what was happening to me wasn’t right, and that stating my feelings and emotions was also telling and commanding God to obey me.
It's the intent behind the words and the release of the judgments and expectation. It's OK to ask for what I desire, but then I need to let it go and release my expectation of how it is to come (or not come) to me and if it doesn’t manifest, then I need to feel the denied feelings and emotions and the imprints, programs and beliefs that I still have that are limiting my experiences. At this moment, I don’t feel that God has abandoned me… it’s just that I don’t know how to connect with him…. as it’s something that I’ve never experience before.
*** As I’m typing this post for my blog, I can feel the heartbreak of never having known what it feels like to be loved by God… I’ve always felt abandoned and outside his love. I’ve always felt that I didn’t deserve his love or that I wasn’t good enough and that’s why all these bad things were happening to me. I now desire to experience the acceptance of love.
Wow! This is BIG… I’m overwhelmed… I just did a google image search for “feeling abandoned” and the very first picture was this one of Jesus sitting on the Cross. I had tears in my eyes when I saw it as he too felt abandoned by God when he was being crucified as he called out, “My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me?” (St. Mark:15:34)
I have to go to work in ½ an hour so I have to get ready… ***JR
PS: As I'm posting this I'm feeling the difference between prayer, where you feel you have a connection with God, and what I’m feeling, that of separation and abandonment and the feeling that you can't ask...... Humm? I just realized that a friend of mine, Jen, sent me a channeled message the other day that was also related to this feeling of separation and abandonment and also on asking. This is the last part of her message.
***** the steps have already begun.. another journey is before you, you have everything you need ... you are never alone...although you wish for a connection, it exists and is deeply felt....again INTENT is needed here... you still carry that inside you that keeps you feeling very separate...your journey need not be so... hela (?) the beliefs of your creations.... Look to your daily life and follow the creation that has manifested back to the belief/fear that has created it... You are the key... once again ..you will receive all the answers.. just ask, feel.. and trust... we realize how hard it is for you to open (trusting you will not be struck) so you will change that sequence for you are one who is very specific!!! (Jens laughs) Feel Trust. Ask Receive.. Travel light.... *****
Sunday, 23. September 2007, 23:40:35
duality, good, love, feelings
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’07 Sept 23 7:43 a.m. Now I feel that doubt, denial and duality ties in with choice, but how? Choice is free Will,or is it? There's more, but what is the connection? Ahh! We all have free Will and when we exercise our Free Will, that is to say, we have acceptance for our feelings, emotions and intuition, we are choosing to experience love. When we are in denial of our free Will, we are then faced with choice, multiple choices based on our imprints, programs and beliefs and that's how it ties in with doubt, denial and duality.
When we are in the flow of love, choice is not even a consideration as we manifest and create what we desire. We have no self doubts, we are singular and unified in thought, feeling and deed or action and there is no separation. There is no good or bad, or better or best, it’s simply experiencing what is in the moment without judgment or expectation. Choice is therefore also a judgment and a judgment is involved in the creation of duality.
JR
Thursday, 6. September 2007, 03:03:49
issues, tissues, body, love
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Aug 31 8:48 a.m. During breakfast I got that my body is involved in all this as I forced my body to earn and make money so that my Mind would be happy. My Mind has all the imprints, programs and beliefs and judgments about money and the power of money. My Mind pushed my body to do more and earn more money. My Mind denied my feelings and emotions which are then also stored in my Body. Body’s only form or temporary release from the stress put on it by both the Mind and the stored denied Emotions was to either some form of exercise or through sexual release.
Part of the reason for exercising was to also get bigger and stronger so that the Body could do more of what the Mind wanted it to do and having a stronger healthier Body also gave the Mind a better self image, but when the body reached that goal, the Mind then wanted MORE. Mind also hates Body for letting it down and into being able to look like it wanted it to compared to others that Mind judged were in a better position because of their Body form. Mind hates the feeling of being this powerless and so Mind denies and shoves the feeling and emotions down and out, but since they have no place to go, they are also stored go in the body. Body and Will (Feelings and Emotions) also hate mind for what it has blindly done to them and to itself.
When Body feels stresses to the max, Body is then left with the only energy release outlet it has…. rage sex. There is no love there; just denied hatred for what it has to endure. At least with sex, it can at feel good about something and feel loved and wanted even it is only a temporary relief. But it’s not love that the Body is giving or getting or taking in, it’s denied love, an “act” of love, of being nice, caring and kind and feeling good, that the body mistakenly believes is love. And so instead of sex being a release, which it is in part, it also adds to the original problems and issues with more denials and unloving energy.
9:04 a.m. In R.U.O.W. Heart was almost killed and lies damaged and fragmented in what is called the plane of reversal. The part of Heart that remained alive after being struck has also been running in imprints and has done what it could in order to try to survive and be happy. Love was what Heart was reaching for and it got smacked by unloving light instead and was almost killed. The imprints in Heart are, don’t ask, hope or dream of getting or having what you desire. Be happy with what you have. What you want is only available in your dreams. You don’t deserve love or you wouldn’t have gotten smacked. Your desire is wrong or how you ask for what you want is wrong. You are wrong, no good, and defective. Love is not real. Love is something that you have to earn. You have to give love to get love. You have to be nice and kind so that you will be treated nice and kind.
Wow! I can feel how scattered real Heart and love is and how I’m trying to find it out there in the physical with people, places and things, when my Heart is not only fragmented and broken, but almost dead or is dead in some places. I just felt heartbroken that these parts of me are dead, or in this moment, I feel are dead and I feel it has to do the
Psychopathic Killer as he is heartless, whereas
Lucifer is heartlessness where Heart is barely alive.
JR
Monday, 27. August 2007, 03:02:58
R.U.O.W, love, life, emotions
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The
R.U.O.W. material came out in 1984 and I’ve been involved with it since 1997. I had my first healing experience in 1999 and my awakening in 2001. I was personally involved with two people that were also using this material and they were actually the ones that helped me do some of my early healing and yet, as unbelievable as it seems, they are still going around in same old circles and being activated into the same old issues, as they are ”stuck” on their point of view.
I’ve “been there done that” so I know what they’re going through and I also know what is needed for them to get themselves un-stuck, but nothing I say is heard and like my other personal experiences and with those on the internet, I’m rejected and accused of being an insensitive know-it-all and of being holier than thou. Although I could understand why unloving people rejected me, I couldn’t figure out why loving people in denial also rejected me. I’ve recently had several insights as to why, and the biggest one was that these people are not ready yet and they don’t have the “intent” or heart to do what it takes to love themselves. They think and say they love themselves unconditionally, but that’s not the truth because they don’t know what love is.
For years, I’ve searched for like minded, feeling and intent people and I’ve been in numerous internet groups and I’ve even been contacted by people involved in R.U.O.W. but I have yet to find one person that I feel is of genuine loving intent and is “walking their talk.” I see and hear people boasting that they have been working with R.U.O.W. for 18 or 20 years, as if time or was some sort of criteria for healing and evolving. They talk about doing emotional work, releasing judgments and doing body work but none have the intent and Heart presence to commit to action, what R.U.O.W. has to offer, to walk their talk.
Most of the R.U.O.W material puts emphasis on healing and evolving the Will, the feeling and emotional body and that is what most R.U.O.W.’ers seem to be doing. There’s more to it and they have missed the Key point. It’s not mentioned very often in the books but the Key to any and all healing has to begin in the Heart, not the Will. Healing begins in the Heart because if you can’t come from a place of love, as real as you can be in the moment, then any work you do is not only wasted, but also serves to widen the gap in healing the Spirit and Will or any other parts of our being. In order for real unconditional love and acceptance to be expressed, the Heart needs to be healed as it’s also in the gap. When you have real “intent” to heal you also have Heart presence, then and only then can you begin to heal your Will and Spirit, to find balance and to “walk your talk.” Without Heart presence, Spirit can’t accept the Will feelings, and the Will can’t accept Spirits understanding. Without Heart, it’s an “act” of love and not loving presence. The Will isn’t going to open to what it feels is unloving, no matter what Spirit says, as love is something that is felt and you can’t fool the Will if unconditional love is not present.
I did a quick search of my R.U.O.W books (my index on the blank pages in the back) and I found a few pages that I had referenced as Heart. I’m not going to quote them, I’ll just give you the page numbers for you to look up, except I did quote the last one just for food for thought.
Book 1 Blue Book Right Use of Will Page 6
Book 2 Purple Book Original Cause Page xi
Book 5 Yellow book - Heart song. Page 49, Page 115, Page 186, Page 189, Page 192
Book 8 Indigo – Indigo Page 249 “To find balance now means going back over the pieces and putting them back together again, even the missing, not vibrating and seemingly dead pieces, but finding the balance point is necessary and it is your journey to self awareness that never took place in the beginning or We would not have the healing on Our hands that We do, but no matter how it looks to you now, healing can be found if you have a loving heart, because that is where the balance point is going to be found. “
Since my recent insights, I’m no longer going to search for other R.U.O.W. groups or people, instead, I'm going to let them find me. My vision and intent is to create a Web space where people that have loving intent, can come to learn, share and heal and move what they can when they can and where we can help each other in a loving way. It is my intent that the ideas and works that will be discussed within this space will not only expand your consciousness, but also activate your emotions and touch your heart. I don’t have all the answers, but I am dedicated to healing myself and to live the “life” I have yet to dream, imagine and explore as we bring Heaven to Earth. If this is your dream, desire and intent, then welcome to
The Heart Centre.John
"Healing begins in the Heart"
Sunday, 26. August 2007, 01:37:17
love, feel god, pressure, power
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I’ve recently been involved in discussions around this topic and while sex and sensuality can be expressions of love, sex and sensuality are by themselves, not love or loving. There are lots of different factors involved so this, so it’s not a simple subject or issue. To begin to understand sex and love we have to consider unloving Denial and Spirit polarity essence people and Love and Will Polarity essence people that are in denial and who also act unloving. All of these people in denial are looking for something or someone to make them “feel good” in any number of ways and sex is a “quick fix” for them, either giving sex and making another person happy, or getting sex and having a physical release.
Unloving essence just wants a buzz, a quick fix, or a feel good sensation in their body that tells their mind that they are happy as they got what they wanted that made them happy. There is little or no love here and when the bloom has left the relationship and they can no longer get their sexual “fix” and are bored, then they are off like a bee to a new flower.
Because sex is an expression of Love it is also affected by imprinting in the mind, Will, Body and Heart as to what is love and what is not. Hummm? I just felt how fucked up creation is because of the denials that have been involved. Everyone one is either fucking anyone they can or they are not having sex and it all revolves around the imprinting and denials that each person has.
Sex is used as a tool, it sells. Sex is also a "power" tool used to get or have power over another. Sex is an aphrodisiac that replaces love, and the body is used to sell or get sex. Society says it’s a “natural” urge and high, trouble is that sex is being used to get a quick fix high instead of being an expression of love. “Feel good” is not love, but love, feels good.
There is also massive confusion over form and just because a person looks sexy and sensual, doesn’t mean that they are loving. There is so much pressure by society to look good, young, sexy, and to present an “image” of having it, but the “it” is only an image or a reflection of love and is not love or the expression of love. All sexual activity is done with some form of denial, guilt or shame and depending on the denials present in either person, the act will be unloving in proportion to the denials present.
JR
Friday, 10. August 2007, 14:44:51
unloving, twins, love, life
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Marian told me this morning that she got a call from Janice's husband saying that the twins were still OK and that now the Doctors were concentrating on preventing infection in both the boys and Janice.
After she told me that, I got that part of the twins destiny path was to also experience lovelessness and to feel and experience heartbreak, terror, anger and rage and feel the hopelessness of not being accepted and loved, and feel only the unbearable indifference of unlovelessnes. In order to experience that, they had to get to the point where they would sooner choose death and unconsciousness as a means of escaping what they felt was unbearable, which was the pain of feeling nothing, or the feeling of lovelessness. It's was at that point that they also choose LIFE.
I feel in this moment, that they are not only going to survive, but that they will thrive and LIVE LIFE.
And so the journey goes.
JR
Tuesday, 17. July 2007, 13:44:41
programs, receive, imprints, meditation
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Yesterday I watched all 8 videos today and took 4 pages of notes in point form and my point-of-view has NOT changed...
In Video #8 she talks about the "Global Council" (I assume it's part of the SETI group) that will oversee and direct all money collected to help with bringing food, clean water, accommodation, clean air and septic systems to the people that need them... In the end.. it was all about money... CD's - T-Shirts - donations.
When I was watching the videos, there were times that if I closed my eyes, I would swear that Dr Wayne Dyer was talking...
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This morning I did my own meditation and I have to say, I felt a surge of energy around me at the "appointed hour" as I felt people "plugging-in" but it only lasted for a few moments. I continued with my "system busting" making it my intent that "all energy" being sent to the Earths grid, and to others, return to where it came from.
Later I got the insight that this is all about the imprints, program and beliefs.. that you have to "give" in order to "receive" that you have to "give love" in order to "receive love." What a crock of Shite...
Love is a "connection" and is always there, like the Sun.. You don't have to "do" or "give" the sun anything for it to shine and provide its life giving functions.. You have merely to accept it.. It also isn't something that you can "give" to others although you can mind fuck them into believing that you are, or visa-versa.... and that's what's happening here.
Food for thought... for those that so choose to do so.
JR
Tuesday, 10. July 2007, 18:08:53
rejection, messenger, unloving, love
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I used the analogy of bullshit and smarties in a post on
Wolfcreek Fairies - Enough RUoW Hypocrisy I loved it.. I just had to expand on it... and in doing so, I gained even more insight
People spew verbal diarrhea from their mouths onto a plate and then mix in a few smarties (part-truths) so as to entice you to eat it. Then they offer it to you telling you that what they give you is good for you... and tell you to eat the whole thing.
Unloving people say things that may have part-truths to them, and if you don't totally agree or support them they reject you.. But like i mentioned in my post in another...
Empaths Alike – Rejection- it’s not that they are rejecting YOU... it's that they reject what you are saying and or doing and the fact that you are not in agreement or alignment with them and doing or saying what "they" want you to...
Shit can't and wouldn't stick to smarties, the (TRUTH) so if we vibrate and shake the plate of shit/smarties hard and long enough, we will vibrate the smarties.. the (truth) to the surface. Unloving people and people in denial are also unloving people... and “they” don't want us to vibrate or shake the pile of shit to expose the smarties, they just want us to eat the shit/smarties. Eating smarties is OK, but, eating shit is not good for us and will make us sick. But when we tell that to the people that gave us the plate of shit/smarties, they will play dumb, or say that it's the smarties or something else that made us sick. Denial is their game and the only way that we are going to find and expose the smarties the (truth) that is buried in all the shit is to shake the shit out of it...
If, instead of accepting their word for it that shit/smarties are good for us, we object and challenge their truth, we are seen as trouble makers and .. Hey I just got it!!! SHIT DISTRUBERS.... I never thought of that phrase in this context but I have always been called a shit disturber… That's so funny. (I had a good laugh over that and I'm still smiling) I like that. I am a SHIT disturber, and I will never stop vibrating love until all the smarties (Truth) has been uncovered from under the mountains of shit that has been piled on top of it...
John
PS: I've had a saying for a few years that.. "People don't know the difference between sheep shit and chip dip." and now I can relate that to what I've written today here.
Friday, 8. June 2007, 03:26:15
over powering, mental, love, abuse
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June 06 Wednesday 7:01 a.m.
Where there is love there is no control, and no need for control. Love is free. Love is freedom, and if there is control in any way, shape or form, then it’s no longer free and unconditional, but is love with conditions.
Control isn’t just about the physical over-powering or another, or anything else for that matter and it also includes controlling the self. Control also includes all the subtle and hidden in denial nuances, that people use to get what they want, and what they want others to do for them. There is no real difference between physically over-powering and abusing another, or in mentally and emotionally abusing them. It is only a form change as the resulting effect caused by the unloving act is the same.
In the case of physical abuse, the victim (for the most part) can acknowledge that they are or were being abused as it is hard to deny the physical evidence. Where there is a problem is when it comes to mental and emotional abuse as these vicious and unloving attracts go unseen… There is no physical evidence, no injury, so what’s wrong? Actually, physical abuse is really the last stage of abuse, as what happened to get to that point is what is really important. Before there is any physical abuse, the mental and emotional abuse and the psyche damage has already been done and that is what will create the scars and wounds that are difficult to heal given the present denial based system of treatment.
This is also part and parcel of the unseen role of denial and how society has grown to accept mental and emotional abuse as not being “the” problem. You just have to learn to grow a tougher skin and not be so sensitive or take it so personally. Society puts more emphasis and value on a person disobeying a human made rule like a “no parking” sign that it does to dealing with real emotions and feelings and the twisted beliefs that want to deny them even further.
To complicate matters even more, if we were not abusing ourselves internally, we would not be abused externally. How we came to mentally, emotionally and physically abuse ourselves and accept to it as "normal" and a way of life is part of our imprints, programs and beliefs. To end the cycle, we need to deal with the internal cause.... the cycle of our own internal abuse.
JR
Saturday, 28. April 2007, 03:51:32
letting go, wizard, baboons, love
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’07 Apr 18 6:19 am
That’s the tough part, to get past your minds imprints, programs and beliefs to begin to end your denials of the internal conflict and for the MIND to "let go" of the control it has had on it’s heart, feelings, emotions and it’s body. Being “nice” kind, loving, caring, sharing, courteous, respectful, self-sacrificing, are all about giving others a piece of our energy as all these so-called loving things are not real, but are for the most part, done in an unconscioous re-action to an imprints, programs or beliefs.
Humm? Being nice and kind, or receiving niceness or kindness only feels good as long as the denials between the ones giving and the ones receiving are in alignment. Ahh! but this is where it get tricky as a person that is of denial essence can do or say whatever they want and still be in denial and true to their essence that allows them to feed off of the people of loving essence who are in denial. What the people of loving essence don’t understand is that they can also say and do and say what they want, but from the opposite point-of-view... that of NOT being in denial.
But this is also where the conflict arises because love essence that tries to free itself by ending its denials will be in opposition to Denial essence that will try to get love essence back into a state of denial, not to end the conflict, but to allow them to continue to feed off the person that is of loving essence. "Denial essence" will do and say anything to keep "Love essence" from ending it’s denial and being free from the hold that the unloving denial essence has on it.
I just flashed to the dream of being locked in a cage full of baboons (post #53) that were feeding off of me and of hearing the “outside” voices and laughter of those in control of the baboon. As I wrote that I thought… what about me? I’m in a cage, inside a cage of baboons. But as I thought that, I felt that the cage I was in was of my own doing. It’s my cage and it represents my old imprints, programs and beliefs. I’m not free, and while I can talk, I’m still in this cage that is totally confining me.
I just flashed to my past life experiences of shapeshifting and in my challenging the dark wizard and then in being trapped in an large amythest crystal and not being able to get myself out. Finally, I was able to free myself but to do that I left a large piece of myself in the crystal and I emerged as a lizard.
What was the issue back then? How is it similar to what I’m experiencing in this life time? Humm? I can see the "other" players at work and I know how they work, but what caught me back then was my denials. My denials were complex, yet simple. I felt that I had to play by the rules, his rules. I felt that I could and should help others... Guilt. I felt I could benefit, gain power by challenging him and ending his control if I defeated him....
My mind suddenly went blank…6:51 am
JR
Saturday, 28. April 2007, 03:40:10
avoidance, parents, love, beliefs
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April 15 1:50pm
More on love and the question of why are there are all these different types of love, if love is unconditional. Society is based on certain relationships where there are certain rules that define the relationship and a specific level or kind of love. For example: there is the intimate husband wife (maid-lover) type of love including sex. This love is different from the love that a parent has for a child, or one between siblings, relatives, friends, acquaintances, groups and then strangers in society.
Along with the different definitions of love come all the riles and conditions of what is acceptable or appropriate. The list of what is not acceptable or appropriate is probably longer that the list of what is acceptable. Then you can also run a parallel defination with love for places and things. What you are drawn to on a deeper level of desire and what repulses you at the deepest level. Again it’s all about conflict or denial and the avoidance of conflict to obtain the desired experience and so choices are made so that the desired outcome can be archived and the undesired one denied or avoided.
Whenever thoughts, ideas, feelings or emotions are expereicned and felt, but denied, a belief is formed that then supports the denial and a program is put into place that says that this is the truth. It can't be the truth as the real truth was never expressed. But by our denials... we have now formed yet another belief of what love is or isn't as so we end up with Societies confusing beliefs on love... that are not based in love.... in openness and acceptance.. but rather on denial...
"More food for thought"
JR
Saturday, 28. April 2007, 03:35:43
unconditional love, death, love, conflict
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’07 Apr 14 6:46 am People believe that unconditional love is when there is no conflict and in that they are right... BUT... how they go about trying to achieve it and what they think they get as unconditional love is screwed up because what they really have is conditional love.
There are as many examples of this so-called unconditional love as there are people who claim to be unconditionally loving, or claim to have experienced it. One of the most common form of this so-called unconditional love is actually self-sacrifice, where the person denies their wants, needs and desires and focuses on another person, place or thing and they then derive their happiness out of doing “good” and making another either happy, healthy or clean or whatever the situation is that they are involved with. These people are also energy vampires.
People naively believe that to be without conflict in their life and in their relationships with others or other things is to demonstrate unconditional love, but that is denial and a false belief. Just because you don’t express any conflict doesn’t mean that conflict doesn’t exist or that you love someone unconditionally. It’s a phony presentation face, an act, an illusion hiding the truth that denial is present. You may have numbed and dulled yourself so completly that you are even unaware that there is conflict, that even convinces others that you are real.
Then there are the people that realizes that people don’t love unconditionally as they say they do but they believe that animals and nature does love unconditionally. That is also a twisted belief as again, as long as there is no conflict or dis-agreement between the person and nature, then their believe that Nature is unconditional loving appears valid and that they are experiencing unconditional love.
It’s just another twist on the old people issue as denial creates the illusion that unconditional love is present. Take animal pets such as dogs and cats that people claim love unconditionally; these animals have been confined, imprinted and programmed since birth to act and respond in a certain manner. They are controlled and not given unconditional freedom, but yet they are said to love humans unconditionally. It’s only true as long as their human “masters” also treat then in a manner that they are programmed to. If a person were to treat a dog or cat unlovingly or attack it, the cat or dog would either run, allow themselves to be beaten, or if backed into a corner, they might turn and attack the person. Again it’s about conflict and the avoidance of it.
If people really looked beneath the surface presentation of so-called unconditional love or even what they call love, they will see that it is supported by denial, guilt, shame and CONTROL and that real unconditional is not present and that any love that is there is conditional and limited and tyhat once any of the rules or conditions are broken, so too is the false belief that what they were experiencing was unconditional love.
Even illness, aging and death is accepted as normal, as "the way" of Divine unconditional love. Imprints, programs and beliefs, bewilder and confuse the mind and again, denial and the avoidance of conflict with the imprints, programs and beliefs and the acceptance of them as TRURTH and reality, create the illusion that illness, aging and death is the grand design of the universe and is the ultimate expression of unconditional love. Nonsense… No Sense! It makes no sense.... except to those minds that are closed and blind to anything but their own illusion of reality.
"Food for thought"
JR
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