On Love and Friends
Wednesday, 8. November 2006, 00:21:27
Love. The hardest feeling to describe, imho. Yes, I'm in love. I won't say I've never felt like that, as it'd be a lie, though maybe what I'm feeling now is closer to true love, while the feelings I had before were closer to passion.
The worst bit about it is that I'm way too shy. If you know me, you know how shy I am. Hell, I can't even look at her eyes when we talk, and I'm always making a fool of myself. I'm not sure if she likes me, or thinks of me the way I think about her, and I can't bring myself to ask her. My self-esteem is about as low as the temperatures in the South Pole, but I'm trying to work on that... And if you believe in fate, there are some weird coincidences about it too... Her middle name is the same as the middle name of my "first love", and then there was obviously CEF. Exception to confirm the rule? Kaz, and LMR...
Now, on to friends. After moving back to Araraquara, I got to know what friends are. Sure, I had good friends at Sao Carlos, people who'd go a long way to help me, and I've posted their pics on this blog. Sidney and Carol among them, but some others too. Here at Araraquara, I know there are people who'd go a long way, jumping obstacles throughout, to help me. I won't post their names here, as maybe they don't want to see their names on the net, but they know who they are. Thanks a lot guys, be sure I'll be there for you whenever you need me.
The worst bit about it is that I'm way too shy. If you know me, you know how shy I am. Hell, I can't even look at her eyes when we talk, and I'm always making a fool of myself. I'm not sure if she likes me, or thinks of me the way I think about her, and I can't bring myself to ask her. My self-esteem is about as low as the temperatures in the South Pole, but I'm trying to work on that... And if you believe in fate, there are some weird coincidences about it too... Her middle name is the same as the middle name of my "first love", and then there was obviously CEF. Exception to confirm the rule? Kaz, and LMR...
Now, on to friends. After moving back to Araraquara, I got to know what friends are. Sure, I had good friends at Sao Carlos, people who'd go a long way to help me, and I've posted their pics on this blog. Sidney and Carol among them, but some others too. Here at Araraquara, I know there are people who'd go a long way, jumping obstacles throughout, to help me. I won't post their names here, as maybe they don't want to see their names on the net, but they know who they are. Thanks a lot guys, be sure I'll be there for you whenever you need me.
WIDGETIZE