Wednesday, July 25, 2007 5:43:17 PM
WELCOME!!! I'm cleaning up my sticky, and no one will env notice!! Don't care, though, It's good to air out the dirty laundry every once in awhile.
HOLYCRAP: I'm going to COLLEGE...?!
Drop me a comment~! I'll actually respond, now~~ ;3
THREE years here, and STILL GOIN' STRONG!!!!! XD
Well......I lot my old Twitter password..... But got a NEW account. The name's 'redwind91'. (Shigen as already taken.... Wonder by WHO? )
I have the app for my fone, so I actually readily update this... And you can view my crazy-ass exploits and quotes as I get hold of them,
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Thursday, February 9, 2012 2:36:58 AM
Is it just me, or is Opera now the 'Facebook' for 'middle aged men and Red'?
Thursday, February 9, 2012 2:24:55 AM
Will someone please explain to me wtf happened to the old 'Inbox' system and what the hell is this enw 'Mail' option??!
Thinking back, I stopped being a regular here around the time my depression began to seep into my life. Yesterday Daniel (my boyfriend) quizzed me about when it all started. I didn't have an answer.
But then I thought back on the signs and this was prolly a big one.
Last night I got frustrated and angry becuase he told me he does not think I have enough motivation. This debacle ended in me throwing him out of my apartment and later letting him read something I wrote about being dead on the inside blah blah blah and my mind is numb jabber jibber......In conclusion: I still need to get my shit straightened out. The meds alone aren't cutting it..
Also, we talked about how I had most of my ambition beaten out of me as a child. PRetty much everything I wanted to do, I was pushed away from by one parent or the other. I was always shoved off in a different direction and I kind of ended up not really caring. That needs to end pronto.
In other news..!
I spent two freaking hours today in the Art Bldg making my first piece for ceramics. It is a coiled vessel. I wanted to to come out modern-art-looking and clean and nice. It looks like lumps of shit. I still have a lot to do, as well. I was thinking of giving it to my father as a peace offering that he could proudly display in his office. I am having VERY second, third, fifth, and eighteenth thoughts about that, now. We'll see.
Right now, I am kicked out of my apartment by my roommate. She is having someone over whom she met on an online dating site. DAn's convinced they;re prolly casing my apt. Greaaaaaattttt.......
I still have some work to do for my editing class that's due at midnight. If she doesn't tall me the coast is clear, I'll prolly get a clear view os something I'd rather not have seen. Lol-but-not-really.
I turn twenty-one next week. On Valentines Day, to be precise. I will be having a kickass party the following Friday I am soooo uber excited
Well. I am gonna sign off, now, to go work on one of my stories.
See y'all tomorrow~~
Song of the Day:
'Shot Through the Heart'
Wednesday, February 8, 2012 12:05:11 AM
My boyfriend has taken up blogging, and thus inspired me to try to come back here and get my shit back in gear. So hi.
I had a serious bout of depression for the past.....Maybe half a year?
I changed majors again.....For the last time, now, lol. I am Writing and Rhetoric. I am taking my writing skills to the next level and hope to accomplish SOMETHING. Mainly getting my ideas "out there" once again.
So I'm back to spew my view.
...I'm also spewing vomit, today. I have been sick the past week. Dan thinks I have the flu !!
Will post again tomorrow.
I don't blame you if you don't care ^^;;
Song of the Day:
Monday, November 15, 2010 9:22:41 PM
"The city seems like it's trapped
Between it's future and it's past
Life or death of a city not coming back
The city feels like a cage
Feels like a powder keg
And now it's gonna explode"
~'Does the Lion City Still Roar?' by Less Than Jake
Friday, May 11, 2007 10:00:26 PM
... I have been wanting to start a blog forever, but never actually got around to it. Well, I have been MIA for the past three days (pneumonia) so I figured, why not? - b(^__^)b -
Yeah, I am the nerdy type who keeps a hournal, but whatever, I enjoy it. In my blog I plan to discuss the basics of living, and maybe even some of my "darker" thoughts. I will probably just open a book, flip through, pick out a random word, and write. (*sigh* Yes, I am a freak like that...)
Anyways, I am going to have this blog to sharpen my writing skills. I will probably even post up a few of my stories. Writing is my "thing". Oh, yeah, computers, too! *Thumbs up to other computer people!*