Wednesday, 16. May 2007, 00:29:39
Have you ever felt like you were the nly person out there...? Kind of like you were the only one on the planet, and that no one else would ever want to take the time to understand you? I get that a lot, these days.
I will be sitting, with a bunch of people around me, but feel as if I am invisible. Kind of like no one can even see me. Even if they can, do they really, truly care?
*sigh* I do not really always know what, exactly, is going on in my mind... It can be kind of when you feel as if you are slipping away, drifting off into some kind of nothingness void that no one else can even see.
Wednesday, 16. May 2007, 00:22:06
No one can ever figure this out. I do it all the time, too. When something is going great, why can people just give up?
Just today, I was working on a project, and this one person would not do anything... It was annoying me so much, that after a while I freaked, and yelled at her. One of my friends tried to calm me, but then we just ended up also fighting. Some days, people just make me so angry.
When you want to juts give up, though... THINK. Think about what is going on around you. Always fully assess the situation before you act. I did not follow that one golden rule of decision making, and that is what mdae me "flip".
Monday, 14. May 2007, 23:50:03
Hmm... the title just goes with my mood. I am indifferent about a lot of things right at this point in time. Some of my friends are breaking apart, and I cannot really stop it. Even if I could, should I? Maybe it is time for some of us to go...
One of my friends told me in confidence that she is really sick of about three of my other friends. She is really sick of them. She also saw someone commit suicide... Can you blame her? My group is just so full of "drama" right now, that I do not really know which side to be on.
...Gaara really likes Riku. Riku is "madly in love" with Gotoku. ... Urgh... I think that someone else may like Gaara. My "like-thing" will never go anywhere... Where do I stand? Do I even have a leg to stand on, here?
Sunday, 13. May 2007, 01:20:24
What if you had the option to live forever...? Would you take it? I sure as Hell would not. It would take out all the of living. What would you have to live for? All of your friends and family would die. Hell, even the person that you like would die.
"Why am I thinking about this?" you ask. Simple! I heard a song, and my mind tends to wander. A lot. My train of thought changes tracks as often as a human breathes. Haha! I appear to think the most either whwn I go bathroom, or when I shower, if you wanna know. (TMI, huh? lol!)
Ooh, one of my friends is depressed again... What am I gonna do?! I feel bad. We NEED to find him a social life! We will have to find him one at the supermarket. ...lol
Saturday, 12. May 2007, 16:42:25
I am really angry at my cat right now. His name is Jakey. I love him to bits and pieces (not literally), but I am pretty upset righ now...
Here is the deal. I went to go down to my basement to type up a paper, and he followed me. He knows that he is not allowed down there. He ran to this "hole" in the basement. It is basically this one big pile of junk that has an opening, and, like, "tunnels" or something.
He did not come emerge for circa ten minutes. He came out all dusty, too. I wagged my finger at him and said, "You bad boy, Jake-n-Bake! Now I'm gonna have to bake you!"
He just gave me a funny look and shook off the dust bunnies. I put my hand on my forehead, and groaned. Then I carried the dirty kitty back upstairs.
Saturday, 12. May 2007, 15:32:02
Hm... Color is an indication of one's mood, "yah dig"? I still feel dead as roadkill today, but my mind is way active. Lame, huh?
I just found out that I have a lot of work to catch up on... *rolls over dead* I do not want to do it, so I am consequently sitting in front of my computer *****ing about it to you guys.
I do want to mention something, though. I have (sadly) gotten really addicted to my Nintendo DS, lately. I have spent a lot of time playing with it. This is probably bad. (My Dad thinks that I am "regressing". *rolls eyes*) Do any of you readers play with videogames, or computer games? I would appreicate it if y'all spoke up, haha! Hey, no one is probably actually reading this, anyway... *big-long-sigh* I am basically just spilling my guts out to that endless cloud that is commonly called the internet. *giant scream*
Well, I should probably getting along now. I have to go and "make nice" with the other inhabitants of this world, haha! (...joke, if no one picked up on that...) I am really not all that that out there, but can seem like it sometimes if you do not really know me. *...delayed-big-long-sigh*
Friday, 11. May 2007, 22:00:26
... I have been wanting to start a blog forever, but never actually got around to it. Well, I have been MIA for the past three days (pneumonia) so I figured, why not? - b(^__^)b -
Yeah, I am the nerdy type who keeps a hournal, but whatever, I enjoy it. In my blog I plan to discuss the basics of living, and maybe even some of my "darker" thoughts. I will probably just open a book, flip through, pick out a random word, and write. (*sigh* Yes, I am a freak like that...)
Anyways, I am going to have this blog to sharpen my writing skills. I will probably even post up a few of my stories. Writing is my "thing". Oh, yeah, computers, too! *Thumbs up to other computer people!*
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