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Hi! My Name is...

Wednesday, 3. December 2008, 15:34:50



Hmm...

I'm gonna have to go with either "Dead Tired", "My Finger-Hurts", or "I Can't Play-DnD".

Lol.

I am just in a rare mood. And kind of bored, to boot...

I am in my fre period. I just playe that game again... You know... The one where you think you have gym class so you race around in the morning trying to find a suitable outfit (Like grey pants with a hole in the but and a black PiL tee becuase you forgot you HAD gym and can't find anything else, so you just grab what you had on yopur desk.) and then actually GO to gym and start to change and then find out it is not your class...

Oh!

OHOH!!

OMIGOD!!!

I am SO PISSED, by the way...

Rei and I figured out that they must be taking points off of our grades ebcuazse we wear jewelery to gym.

Really. Really-really?

I mean, seriously.

Be SERIOUS, here...

Why should I have to take off my jewelery for an hour of totture, only to have to put iot back on when I barely gave enough time to get my uni back on?! All I wear are earrings, a silver pinky-ring, a black spiked bracelt, and a glass lock. Screw THAT. It's not like everything is gonna fly off and attack my teammates.......:rolleyes: None of that is exactly animate... (As far as I know......:left:;; P:)

Also, I refuse to buy gym clothes. I find that kind of funny. :D++

Not once have I sunk to wearing sweatpants or the like. I wear black or grey pants with a tee-shirt. I wear a uniform besides that, so why should they dictate what I wear to play sports in?

One day I even wore jeans. (I despise jeans. They make your legs feel weird...) I only own one pair of jeans and could not find my black pants, so I took 'em. They really hate THAT. :lol::lol:

Wow.

I just talked to Em, adn apperently our elvel of interaction ahs been reducex to "SHIGEN, GO ON FACEBOoK!!!" :lol::lol::lol:

Grr... WHAt is wrong with our world!? P:

Ooh!!!

So, speaking of that...

I got my drums~!

They're BLACK~!~!~!

They are Ludwig, and I have them set up in my room. (Suzu has money on my dad killing himself within a month...) they are SO AWEINSIPRING!!! :love:~!

I have been practicint pretty much non-stop. I wore right through my right middle finger. There s a patch with no skin thatr eally hurts... now I put a band-aid or tape on it when I play.

Which reminds me, I finally watched There Will Always Be An England (Is that why Cook had his hands taped?) yesterday afternoon. I liked the extras. They were funny!!

(Yes, I have no life...)

(and befroe I forget, I had a dream last night that I was at the 100 Club. Weird as Hell. then I woke up and I was still moronic me. and I still had school. and I was late, haha~)

But also kidna made me think about stuff.

I couldn't velieve how no one bothered to pay Lydon any attention when he was on top of that bus... I mean, geez, really, people?

I have been thinking...

I am going to grow up.

And become someone else.

Just like everyone else I am going to be forced to lose a part of myself. I will have to shed my personal identity and work a real job and act and dress just like everyone else.........

.....

.....

.....

..........I don;t want to.

CAN I NOT!?

PlEASE?!

(Like anyone gives a shit about one person who wantst ot be herself...)

I kidna, eyah, want to join a band. Lol.

It won;t happen, I know.

But couldn't I just hope?

Can I do something not a regular job? Just break out and not be like everyone else?

If not, can I at elast ship out and make movies, liek I am kinda hoping to do? That's different. :happy://

Whatever, it will all work out for the ebst...

...And if not, it'll still be my life, and I'll still be alive, so Ic an't complain.

Oh, so my dad told me I couldn't apply to UCLA. I kidan wanted to, but I live East Coast, and he said he doesn't want me going that far off... I kinda wanted to, plus they have film. :love:

Whatev, I just wante to vent that out...

So, tomorrow is the first Dungeons and Dragons meeting. Everyone BUT me knows how to play, and I am Dungeon Master.

...Should be a disaster. P: (Lol, it rhymes...)

Which reminds me!!

My dad now officially think I am a failure at life:

I was upstairs, drumming, and then I came down to the kitchen and was sitting at the table coloring a map. He said the drums sound horrible and it is one of the stupidest things my mom and I have ever done (by buying them) so far. He then asked what I was doing, and I told him designing my maps for Thursday for DnD. He made a face and sighed heavily and noisily and stalked away. P:

He really needs to stop taking the piss out of life.....awww

I don;t really remember what else I wanted to say, and class is almost over, so byes~

~Red

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Song of teh Day:

Tear Away

By: Drowning Pool

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Hey, you!! Yes, yewwwww~! Read this post!!! (Lol.)"It's cool; I'm a little messed up, too."

Comments

Furie 3. December 2008, 15:52

Jewellery in physical activities is dangerous. All you've gotta do is lose concentration for a second and you can scar yourself or someone else permanently. Search Clint's page for "ring finger" so you can see.

qlue 3. December 2008, 16:48

You'll scare her away from sports permanently with that post Mik. :insane:.
Isn't there a famous film school in NY? Maybe you should apply there. :up:.

siran11 3. December 2008, 19:19

hey red, can i get some cheese wit dat whine! (oh my pinky) cmon red, suck it up! stop being a ie-girl :lol: i'm glad to hear u like ur drum set

Cois 3. December 2008, 20:01

You'll scar her for life Mik :insane:.
Finally growing up eh? Not possible with this crowd p:.

You should do what you please rather live in regret later on.. Even if you failed you'll still have the satisfaction that you gave it a go. :left:

SqueakeyCat 4. December 2008, 05:58

exactly cois

mik...quit that...lol

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII Red, long time no c from me...lol

well i b bk for a while now that i got my dsl up...not running yet, as i am still waiting on the modem to get here, but i got it finally...

hope to c u around my blog soon, ur horse is due to have a birtday sometime soon...lol

shigen 4. December 2008, 12:33

Mik... It's only dangerous if you count one-on-one badmitton as a sport... Honestyl, we've been playing badmitton lately. :lol: I don't even hafta move. I think the ones around me are safe. P: I applied to one film school in NY. :yes: My dad and I actually visited it together~! :D// Thankxx, Siran~! Drums are fuuuuuuun~:heart:!! And trust me- We have NOTIME to change. It pisses me off to no end.........:mad:

I'll keep at it, Coisy. :yes:

I want a regretless life...!!1 :strikees a cool pose:

I'll be there, Kim~!

Glad to have you back!! :yes::yes::yes:

SqueakeyCat 5. December 2008, 17:25

ty, and i am totally back now


i got my modem last night

:hat::hat::hat::hat:

Furie 5. December 2008, 17:45

I used to count one on one anything as a sport. :wink: I'm not 15 anymore though. :D

Stomyr 5. December 2008, 20:12

*Still waiting for the drawings*

:D:D:D

:coffee: :D

shigen 8. December 2008, 13:51

Sweedt~!

:lol::lol:

Figures, Mik....P:

..Riiiight, Stomy...

I have it...

Just not up.

Heh.

:scrambles to find ehr notebook with the pic in it:

Stomyr 8. December 2008, 21:24

:yes:

qlue 15. December 2008, 19:16

Do ya still wanna make movies? If ya do, you should start now. :up:.
So when are ya going to put them drum beats on a post for us? (remember, use .mp3 or .3gp formats for up phone users. :D)

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