When one path closes,two more opens and when all paths r closed.

THIS IS HOW REAL ABORTION GOES
if you support abortion please
at least look at anti-abortion side of
why we do not agree to it

i honestly think its murder
and it dose not have anything to do with religon
its more of me being human and having feelings and opinons
towards this subject

finish watching all the videos if you agree
with abortions please at least watch what abortion really is

SO YEA...
i went to the hospital again, and they checked up on me
turns out i have herpes.. but the doctor said its nothing normal
but i should have gotten it earlyer in a younger age so here read this
----->Overview
Oral or mouth herpes is an infection caused by the herpes simplex virus, which affects only human beings. It can affect people at any age, though mouth sores are commonly found in children aged 1-2 years. Painful sores on lips, gums, tongue, roof of the mouth and inside the cheeks are caused by this virus. Fever and muscle aches may also follow. Three stages are noticed in herpes virus infection.

0_0 see um yea when he first said herpes i was like
what the hell how i'm i suppose to get herpes when i havnt put things in my mouth
that i shouldnt have so anyways...

being all in a panick i asked how did i get it he said well
oh ummm you probly got it from someone whos gotten it
he said you could get it by sharing your drinks with other people

ok read this part carefully----->
Incubation Period: The duration of time between the contact with the virus and the appearance of symptoms is called the incubation period. The incubation period of oral (mouth, lip or tongue) herpes is 2-12 days. Signs and symptoms will last for 2-3 weeks. The victim may suffer from fever, tiredness, muscle aches and irritability.


•The most intense pain caused by the oral sores occurs at the beginning making eating and drinking difficult.
•The sores may occur on the lips, the gums, anterior portion of the tongue, inside of the cheeks, throat or the roof of the mouth.
•Sometimes it is found that they extend down the chin and neck.
•Neck lymph nodes can often swell and become painful.
•Herpes of the mouth may cause a painful throat with shallow ulcers and a grayish coating on the tonsils in teenagers and patients who are in their 20s

>.< i started getting my fever on friday, i didnt see the sores i have now till sunday
and everything written up there is whats happening to me right now

the doctor said it can be caused by stressed also and latly i been stressed out alot

so ok if you read through this whole thing you probly want to know if there is a cure
well i learned in the hospital ok am not sure how to explain but read this

---->Avoid coming into contact with saliva, skin or mucous membranes of those who have got the sores. The sores and symptoms of oral herpes clear up in 2-3 weeks, but may reappear in stressful conditions. Hence leading a stress free life is very important

yup no more sharing my straw with anybody anymore >.<
drinking water feels like a knife going down the inside of my throat

tell me what you think of the whole situation
kk night night am little sleepy now
so yea its gross and i dont think my boyfriend would go anywhere near me right now
but heres some pics of my herpes

this would be the back of my throat

and this is my lips theres four on the bottom and two on top if you can tell

ok here more info on this
---->Anyone can become infected by the herpes virus, and once a person is infected the virus remains latent for life. Herpes viruses are spread from person to person by direct skin-to-skin contact and, sometimes, by respiratory transmission (coughing or sneezing).

Oral herpes is very common. About 50-80% (some estimates are as high as 90%) of Americans are thought to carry antibodies for HSV-1. Most people who are exposed to HSV-1 become infected but only 10% of those people have symptoms, such as sores, and experience recurring outbreaks of the infection. Of the 50 million Americans thought to be infected with HSV-1, most acquired the virus when they were children and only about 5% are bothered enough by HSV-1 to consider it a medical problem.

HSV-1 does appear on the genitals and sometimes on other areas of the body. Nurses and other health care workers have been known to get herpetic sores after the virus has entered a break in the skin of their fingers.

Though rarely fatal, HSV-1 can be serious if cold sores occur in newborns, the chronically ill, or the elderly.

herpes is not a sexually transmitted dieases The highest risk for spreading the virus is the time period beginning with the appearance of blisters and ending with scab formation. However, infected persons need not have visible blisters to spread the infection to others, since the virus may be present in the saliva without obvious oral lesions.

but you can pass it during sex like rubbing a cold sore on you parthers private area
The highest risk for spreading the virus is the time period beginning with the appearance of blisters and ending with scab formation. However, infected persons need not have visible blisters to spread the infection to others, since the virus may be present in the saliva without obvious oral lesions.

Viruses are different from bacteria. While bacteria are independent and can reproduce on their own, viruses enter human cells and force the cells to make more of the virus. The infected human cell is usually killed and releases thousands of new viruses. The cell death and resulting tissue damage causes the actual cold sores. In addition, the herpes virus can infect a cell and instead of making the cell produce new viruses, it hides inside the cells of the nervous system. This is called "latency." A latent virus can wait inside the nervous system for days, months, or even years. At some future time, the virus "awakens" and causes the cell to produce thousands of new viruses which cause an active infection

This process of latency and active infection is best understood by considering the cold sore cycle. An active infection is obvious because cold sores are present. The first infection is called the "primary" infection. This active infection is then controlled by the body's immune system and the sores heal. In between active infections the virus is latent. At some point in the future, latent viruses become activated and once again cause sores. These are called "recurrent" infections. Although it is not known what triggers the latent virus to activate, several conditions seem to bring on infections. These include stress, illness, tiredness, exposure to sunlight, menstruation, fever, and diet.

a lot of people say well its not a baby yet
well then why would you want to get rid of if if its not a baby or going to be a baby
wheater its only a couple of months old or weeks, its still life

when a women knows shes pregnant
she dosent think oh no i'm carrying a rock
i got to get rid of it, they know its going to be a baby

i do not have the heart to considering
of diciding wheater something or someone should live

when babies are born people feel more sympohty towards it
but they dont understand that

it can cry out for help help
while an unborn child is in the womb you can make the decision
to keep it or not,

it can not cry out, or say pleaze give me a chance to live
it puts its life in your hand, its blood is on your hands
no ones elses

you can not say well am not ready or prepared it was an accident
i'll make up for this one by having another one sometime later on

am too busy, i have no time
this isnt a plant or a pet this is a human being trying to grasp for life
and for you to brush it of like it was nothing

its just the same thing as being a murderer.

just because it has not experianced life or had thougts or experianced feelings
such and love, hate or guilt it dosent mean it isnt human we learn these emotions
by living our life

There are many methods of abortion. The procedure used depends largely upon the stage of pregnancy and the size of the unborn child.

At Eight Weeks
At eight to nine weeks the eyelids have begun forming and hair appears. By the ninth and tenth weeks the preborn child sucks her thumb, turns somersaults, jumps, can squint to close out light, frown, swallow, and move her tongue.

At this early stage of development, suction abortions are performed using a smaller tube, requiring little dilation of the cervix. This is called "menstrual extraction." However, if all the fetal remains are not removed, infection results, requiring full dilation of the cervix and a scraping out of the womb
Suction Aspiration

Suction Aspiration
This is the most common method of abortion during the first 12 weeks of pregnancy. General or local anaesthesia is given to the mother and her cervix is quickly dilated. A suction curette (hollow tube with a knife-edged tip) is inserted into the womb. This instrument is then connected to a vacuum machine by a transparent tube. The vacuum suction, 29 times more powerful than a household vacuum cleaner, tears the fetus and placenta into small pieces which are sucked through the tube into a bottle and discarded

AT TWELVE WEEKS
By the end of the third month all arteries are present, including the coronary vessels of the heart. Blood is circulating through these vessels to all body parts.

The heart beat ranges during this fetal period from 110 to 160 beats per minute. All blood cells are produced by the liver and spleen, a job soon taken over by the bone marrow. White blood cells, important for immunity, are formed in the lymph nodes and thymus.

Vocal chords are complete, and the child can and does sometimes cry (silently). The brain is fully formed, and the child can feel pain. The fetus may even suck his thumb. The eyelids now cover the eyes, and will remain shut until the seventh month to protect the delicate optical nerve fibers.

Salt Poisoning (Saline Injection):
Used after 16 weeks (four months) when enough fluid has accumulated. A long needle injects a strong salt solution through the mother's abdomen into the baby's sac. The baby swallows this fluid and is poisoned by it. It also acts as a corrosive, burning off the outer layer of skin. It normally takes somewhat over an hour for the baby to die from this. Within 24 hours, labor will usually set in and the mother will give birth to a dead or dying baby. (There have been many cases of these babies being born alive. They are usually left unattended to die. However, a few have survived and later been adopted.)

AT EIGHTTEEN WEEKS
The fetus is now about 5 inches long. The child blinks, grasps, and moves her mouth. Hair grows on the head and body.

Dilation and Evacuation (D&E)
This method is used up to 18 weeks' gestation. Instead of the loop-shaped knife used in D&C abortions, a pair of forceps is inserted into the womb to grasp part of the fetus. The teeth of the forceps twist and tear the bones of the unborn child. This process is repeated until the fetus is totally dismembered and removed. Usually the spine must be snapped and the skull crushed in order to remove them.

20 weeks: The child can hear and recognize mother's voice. Though still small and fragile, the baby is growing rapidly and could possibly survive if born at this stage. Fingernails and fingerprints appear. Sex organs are visible. Using an ultrasound device, the doctor can tell if the child is a girl or a boy.

AT SIX MONTHS
the unborn child is covered with a fine, downy hair called lanugo. Its tender skin is protected by a waxy substance called vernix. Some of this substance may still be on the child's skin at birth at which time it will be quickly absorbed. The child practices breathing by inhaling amnionic fluid into developing lungs.


Prostaglandin Chemical Abortion
This form of abortion uses chemicals developed by the Upjohn Pharmaceutical Co. which cause the uterus to contract intensely, pushing out the developing baby. The contractions are more violent than normal, natural contractions, so the unborn baby is frequently killed by them -- some have even been decapitated. Many, however, have also been born alive.

Hysterotomy or Caesarean Section
Used mainly in the last three months of pregnancy, the womb is entered by surgery through the wall of the abdomen. The technique is similar to a Caesarean delivery, except that the umbilical cord is usually cut while the baby is still in the womb, thus cutting off his oxygen supply and causing him to suffocate. Sometimes the baby is removed alive and simply left in a corner to die of neglect or exposure.


AT 30 WEEKS
For several months, the umbilical cord has been the baby's lifeline to the mother. Nourishment is transferred from the mother's blood, through the placenta, and into the umbilical cord to the fetus. If the mother ingests any toxic substances, such as drugs or alcohol, the baby receives these as well.

32 weeks: The fetus sleeps 90-95% of the day, and sometimes experiences REM sleep, an indication of dreaming.

Partial-Birth Abortion
Five steps to a partial birth abortion:

1.Guided by ultrasound, the abortionist grabs the baby's legs with forceps.

2.The baby's leg is pulled out into the birth canal.

3.The abortionist delivers the baby's entire body, except for the head.

4.The abortionist jams scissors into the baby's skull. The scissors are then opened to enlarge the skull.

5.The scissors are removed and a suction catheter is inserted. The child's brains are sucked out, causing the skull to collapse. The dead baby is then removed.


New study:preborn babies remember
The unborn have memories, according to medical researchers who used sound and vibration stimulation, combined with sonography, to reveal that the human fetus displays short-term memory from at least 30 weeks gestation - or about 2 months before they are born....

I THINK AM IN LOVE
I LOVE CLASSICAL MUSIC SOME PEOPLE DONT THIS
ROCK VERSION MIGHT LET PEOPLE WHO DOSENT LIKE IT SEE WHY I LOVE IT SO MUCH

THIS IS TO THE KID PLAYING
BRAVO MAESTRO!!!!!!

WAT YOUR ABOUT TO SEE HERE IS TOP SECRETE
I WASN'T HOW I LOOKED LIKE MY WHOLE LIFE
THERE WAS A TIME WHERE MY FACE WOULD BREAK A MIRROR
PLZ GIVE ME YOUR HONEST OPINON

i was 12 at this time,and now am 16
NOW
i took this today i been mad bout how much i weight....


BEFORE

this was me on my 12 birthday
yes go ahead luagh, who ever said that words dosent hurt
could go and shoot themselfs

be honest dont hold back cause this is important for me i need closure...
-take deep breathes-

i know everyone has
something they hate bout themself or this like
well i wish i was a lil taller
lil skinnyer,i wish my nose was
alil smaller, and my breast where just a lil bigger
and this birth mark on my left leg, i wish it would just dissapear

i have strech marks on my shoulder from when i was 12 there fading now but they
look terrible,

well i think thats bout it
mom always told me nobody can be perfect
i know that so why do i still wish i was