My Exposed Self 00.1

These angels sure make my day brighter because they're so funny

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Once my friend said to me while I'm down "Donie, sometimes giving up doesn't always means loosing, it too means that you are strong enough to let go."

"You don't hijra (migrating - 'giving up' old evil ways and migrating to a new good way) because you loose, it's because you are ikhlas (sincerity) to let yourself out (let go) of evil way."

"After you hijra and iklas, then you should iman (believe), then you are Islam (peace or save). After that you should ikhsan (perfection or excellence in deeds and action). Then you are a good muslim (person who admits Islam as their religion, way of life and way of thinking. Who is submitting to the will of God)"

And I've been trying to learn and do what he tells me about it patiently because it is a very hard thing to do and I believe it is God who sets this course for me and judge me by my success in one of this trial over and over again.

But I always in fear that I haven't been good enough muslim as most of my brothers, but I heard a saying that "it is good to feel always not good enough muslim, so you keep try perfecting your deeds in the face of God." It's almost the same as "buying your ticket to paradise" or "knocking the heaven's door"

And so I said every morning, Bismillah, may God forgive for what I've sin and for sin that I'll make.

To all Mother's and those who will become mother, to those great women dedicated their life for their child, I'm gonna say Happy Mother's Day!!!!

9 Months a mother carry their child
With a lot of love and care
Some even have to work real hard
Just so that their child not starving

After the baby were born
Mothers cried their tears
Saying "Welcome, welcome, to this harsh world"
"I shall protect you from this day on till the end of my life"

"I shall teach you the ways of the world"
"so you shall survive and strive"
"and please make us proud"
"for you are everything to us."

Then moment passes on
The baby gone through teenage
Wishing for a life of their own
Saying "You just won't understand us" to parents

Wise mother has predict this
She too done the same thing years ago.
She know how it feels
And she know how to handle this with care

Only love a mother has towards their child
More than to her own husband
And she conceal it deep
So that family life goes on

Grown the child have
Learns attraction to opposite gender
Bashfully asked the mother
"what to do? What to do?"

Wise mother has predict this
She too done the same thing years ago.
She know how it feels
And she know how to handle this with care

And the moment all mother afraid of comes
Releasing their child to the hug of harsh world
But wise mother conceal her tears
For she too had done the same thing

A marriage is all that matter
The little baby becomes parent soon
The moment the wise mother awaits for
For holding a grand child is all she want's

Hehehe, I don't know what to write anymore, I'm so happy that my Mother in law visit's me from Padang (West Sumatra). And she reveal those wise words up there slowly, with an expectations that I would understand completely.

All I want to say is, "be proud all mother, You are a god to your child"