Ambivalence
Monday, 11. February 2008, 20:18:42
Overcame a few personal problems just to find a couple of others.
Went to Stuttgart European Open 2008. Won 3 debates - those which we were ashamed to win, because opponents were a way too weak.
Received the testimonial and realized that can do better.
Went to Olomouc Heart of Europe - and despite witnessed an absolute slaughter of everyone opposing the Czech Republic team, felt terribly inferior and unhelpful. Then left, thus missing the only debate where his help could have been useful and subsequently made his team lose.
Got CAE. B - that means, not too far from A nor from C.
Was admitted to the Final WSDC National Team Draft - but afterwards told that my role model would prefer if that hadn't happened.
To make long story short, all of the things which are positive are compensated by the facts that are solely negative. Which makes me kinda miserable, expectably.
Screw it, anyway.
Went to Stuttgart European Open 2008. Won 3 debates - those which we were ashamed to win, because opponents were a way too weak.
Received the testimonial and realized that can do better.
Went to Olomouc Heart of Europe - and despite witnessed an absolute slaughter of everyone opposing the Czech Republic team, felt terribly inferior and unhelpful. Then left, thus missing the only debate where his help could have been useful and subsequently made his team lose.
Got CAE. B - that means, not too far from A nor from C.
Was admitted to the Final WSDC National Team Draft - but afterwards told that my role model would prefer if that hadn't happened.
To make long story short, all of the things which are positive are compensated by the facts that are solely negative. Which makes me kinda miserable, expectably.
Screw it, anyway.
WIDGETIZE
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