Saturday, 8. July 2006, 08:39:06
Yeah, discovery of the year.
During the worst inventive vacuum ever (and with this I do not mean vacuum
consisting of invention, but a space where invention is not at all... Sometimes English sucks - or my grammar sucks, more likely) I inserted Chicago (
see previous blogpost) into CD player and...
Well, I know it is supposed to be torture. But I went through this period, and when I have a head full of
awkward (displeasing might be more accurate) thoughts, and I hear the first verse...
You know our love was meant to be
The kind of love that lasts forever
And I need you here with me
From tonight until the end of time
~ Chicago, You're The Inspiration [whole lyrics])
...brain just switches off, smoothly. And as the images of revenge evaporate, you can compose whatever you want, because Chicago shouts romantic foobars in your ears so world does not really interfere into your creativeness, and you can compose it for as long as the tape lasts. (Not even trumpet solos matter, really.) And that is such a funny fact that my mood is much better
I have an idea of tragedy, really good tragedy, and I am up to write it down. (Such a contrasty sentence, mmm.) I am sure it'll
be a break-through. Chicago will assist me, then I can commit my juicy suicide, of course.
And meanwhile I am going to go to the camp where I intent to prove myself that horse
are that bad.
And meet new acquaintances (I looked this word up, I was cheating, I confess!), that can, with a bit of luck, lead into friendship or even... friendship

(I mentioned I'll be probably one of the male minority, that will consist of two people, didn't I?) And if I can prove I am even a bit more lucky, I won't die from hunger. So au revoir again