Tuesday, November 23, 2010 7:27:48 PM
Writing is still going great, though! I'm now working on three things at once, though really only two have my full attention. My NaNoWriMo story is horrible and will not ever be shared. It's fun to write and I've made it really fun with a lot of twists and turns but it has no real plot and doesn't make much sense. It has, though, gotten me back to being used to writing at least 1667 words a day! I've carried that over with the other two things I have going, as well. Since starting that erotica story I shared the first chapter of, I've written over 22000 words for it. And I started it on November 12! No matter how shitty I feel my writing is still something that makes me feel kind of normal and happy. I don't know what I was thinking doing a truth or dare based story. Cute concept/idea but really lame. Or at least this attempt was. Will keep the idea for something better in the future, though! Maybe if I focus less on the game aspect and more on the results of a really wacky or erotic dare the story will go better.
My new story is going to be the first in a kidnapping series I've wanted to do for some time now. It started out as just a lighthearted story with a definite adult aspect but, well, it's turned into more of a raunchy and edgy BDSM influenced story. Try as I do to avoid those stories, I can't! I guess that is my niche despite the fact that I don't live that lifestyle. It's just fun to write about! Not totally sure about sharing things on here as I had to go and change my message settings to only get messages on here from friends (people were telling me what I write is disgusting, gross, inappropriate, or that there is something wrong with me that I'm going through radiation and all this other crap but still writing really adult things) but honestly, I don't force anyone to read what I write. I'm not ashamed by what I write. Sure, I don't go sharing it with my parents or just anyone from my Real Life, but it's not like I'm writing about things that are dangerous or illegal. I've read things that are far more adult in nature than anything I could come up with. And that's mostly due to the fact that I prefer to focus on the fun, not the sex. I do want to grow as a writer though, so I have to ignore the hating idiots of the world and share it, regardless. Eventually I'll find the right audience who is going to love what I write. I feel certain of that.
Anyway, guess that's about it for now!