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Ready for summer!

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Okay so I've spent like the last 5 months wanting snow so bad and wanting to go snow boarding. We've gotten a bit of flurries and a VERY VERY light ground coverage and that's it.

There hasn't even really been enough snow in the mountains (well not sure after this past weekend) to have the fake snow at the ski resort. I keep seeing all these people on tv laying out in bikinis and I so want to just lay out on the beach and chill. Bike week is officially 4 months away. Let the countdown commence!! LOL. I mean I have a tanning bed so I'm not lacking on the tan..just the warmth and the nice beach.

Anyways, I've been feeling a bit artistic and creative lately and anyone that knows me knows that I can't draw to save my life. But I want to write something, just not sure what. I want to get a job but there is like nobody hiring around here. Me serving food just wouldn't work..I want a nice office job, but driving 45 minutes just doesn't seem very appealing. I wish I hadn't of taken the year off from school after my grandfather passed away in October. But at the time I couldn't do school and deal with everything else that was going on in my life. I just needed a break. And now that break feels more like a prison sentence...I want to be doing something productive with my time. (Any ideas? LOL). I love working on the computer but it's like all these make money sitting at home sites feel like scams and they want huge amounts of money to get started (hello..if I'm trying to get a job do you think I have $500 to blow on "software"..hmm..NO! lol). I just want something to do so I feel productive and not just like a lump sitting around doing nothing. I mean there is only so much to do around the house before it turns into sitting around twiddling my thumbs. 1000 channels on tv and NOTHING on. But that's usually how it goes.

Anyways, I guess that's enough of my rambling tonight.

Lazy and Cold Day

Okay..so I think the high temp here today was like 25. It's freezing outside lol. So needless to say it's been a lazy day. Watched movies and snuggled up with my puppy all day. Lazy, but nice and relaxing. Had the house mostly to myself. I just wish I could get rid of the unwanted house "guest" that we have living with us. My grandmother. I guess that sounds mean, but she is so hard to live with. She's slowly but surely losing her mind (I say this with 100% seriousness)and she has this dog that, I kid you not, is completely psycho. She used to be so great, but somewhere along the way her mind has slipped. I've had the house to myself pretty much since the time I was like 12 or so with my parents working and my brother always doing something with sports or friends. So having her constantly here and bothering me, it's hard. I just want one day of peace and quiet away from her. I want my own place but I'm not sure that's going to happen for a while. Anyways, guess that's enough of my bitching for today.

Randomness for today

Okay..so now that I've actually gotten some sleep maybe this will be better lol. So yeah..figured why not post some randomness right?
Well the Sundance Film Festival is going on in Utah..I think it's rather amusing that several parties were thrown into darkness when the power went out in a major outage. Even huge stars can't control the power lol. And speaking of huge stars..I read somewhere earlier that 50 Cent will be interviewing Paris Hilton...I'm actually looking forward to that interview because I like them both. Paris may have had her ups and downs but she is definitely still one of my fave celebs. I do feel a bit sorry for her sis though..I know what it's like to have a sibling steal the spotlight (though in my case it's not camera weilding paparazzi lol) my brother was the star baseball player in HS and I was the straight A student. He had my parents attention because my dad was a ball player in HS too. Seemed that no matter how many A's I brought home it just didn't seem to matter a bit. After a while I got used to it..blending into the background at home and fighting to standout everywhere else.
But, alas..I believe I will wrap this up for now. Maybe I'll add some more ramblings later.

First Post


Okay..so this is my first post. Just downloaded Opera, looks pretty cool so far, guess we'll see. Going on 3 hours of sleep so I'm not at my best LOL. Guess I should say something about myself (if anyone actually reads this LOL). Anyways, my name is Jessica. I'm 23 and single (kind of and not for lack of trying to be otherwise lol). I'll post a pic in a few. I'm always looking for new friends and people to talk to.I love having a good time and I'll try just about anything once. I'm open minded and easy going. I love fashion and guys (sexy black men in particular bigsmile ). Guess that's about it for now, and ther is no telling what I might post here. devil
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