Breath of Excuses
Wednesday, 11. February 2009, 19:45:17
Breath of Excuses
You supposedly breathed all hope into me and left me without a sound. Trembling is what I was accustomed to, bearing all the change. Your tears are captivated in distant words, that my eyes will never see. My heart has been moved by your thoughts, by your feelings...Though I remain distant. I remain silent. I remain by my lonely self, waiting for a chance to return. Maybe, life could inject me with love once again. It may remind me of how beautiful our life was. It may convince me that I wasn't mistaken, that I wasn't a fault from the start. I want to run away. I need to run away from the words, the thoughts, the feelings, the intentions, the gifts, the symbols of meaning engraved into my mind. Missing hurts, especially missing the admired person present. Time becomes your priority when trying to over-rule a passed hope, to ignore a sucked-in love.
So, should I let go, and leave the ocean's waves to complete my hollow feelings? Am I true? Am I free?
Or would you try to understand?
You supposedly breathed all hope into me and left me without a sound. Trembling is what I was accustomed to, bearing all the change. Your tears are captivated in distant words, that my eyes will never see. My heart has been moved by your thoughts, by your feelings...Though I remain distant. I remain silent. I remain by my lonely self, waiting for a chance to return. Maybe, life could inject me with love once again. It may remind me of how beautiful our life was. It may convince me that I wasn't mistaken, that I wasn't a fault from the start. I want to run away. I need to run away from the words, the thoughts, the feelings, the intentions, the gifts, the symbols of meaning engraved into my mind. Missing hurts, especially missing the admired person present. Time becomes your priority when trying to over-rule a passed hope, to ignore a sucked-in love.
So, should I let go, and leave the ocean's waves to complete my hollow feelings? Am I true? Am I free?
Or would you try to understand?
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Bharat Raj # 27. February 2009, 11:01
It should be a poem infact!