Love...

I WANT TO KILL MYSELF. you want to know why, then read it. today as usual i went to my girlfriend's home and it was locked. there was nobody there but just a letter. this is what was written in it. ''dear pluto, i don't know how to say this but just forget me. it's not your fault it's just just forget me. don't try to find me i will not be in this country by the time you're reading it. you know i will never forget you. bye pluto. just forget me'' so what the hell am i supposed to do now??? i have already tried to find her everywhere possible. there is no sign of her. i've even tried calling her cellphone but there is no tone. i've even gone to the airport. but nobody is able to help me. i've done no harm to her since we've met not even i ever talked to her rudely. why it happened to me??? what should i do??? should i kill myself??? why should i live anyway she was the only girl i loved in these 18 years of my life. i would have killed myself, it's just that i have a young sister to take care of and she is just 15. what i want to say now is just this NEVER LOVE THE ONE YOU LIKE, LOVE THE ONE WHO LIKES YOU.