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Aku Tetap Cinta Padamu Farhana

Kisah ini adalah kisah benar yang berlaku dalam hidupku beberapa tahun
yang lalu. Kisah tragis yang membawa aku ke kotaraya ini. Aku
mengenali Farhana sejak kecil lagi, kami berjiran. Rumahnya hanya
selang 3 rumah dari rumahku. Dialah rakan sepermainanku, dialah
temanku ke sekolah.

Walaupun usia ku 3 tahun lebih tua darinya, tidak menghalang untuk
kami sama-sama mengulangkaji pelajaran. Kalau tidak di rumahku, pasti
di rumahnya. Ayah dan ibu kami tidak pernah menghalang hubungan kami.

Hubungan kami sejak kecil berlarutan hingga dewasa. Semakin lama kami
semakin akrab, akhirnya aku akur yang sebenarnya aku sangat menyintai
dia. "Farhana, aku terlalu menyintaimu!". Hanya itu yang bermain
difikiranku setiap hari. Pada suatu hari dihari lahirnya, aku telah
menghadiahkannya sebuah kek yang ku buat sendiri khas untuknya.

Dia sangat terharu dengan pemberianku yang sungguh istimewa itu. Aku
telah berterus-terang dengannya mengenai perasaan cintaku padanya dan
hasratku untuk! melamarnya.

Ternyata aku tidak bertepuk sebelah tangan. Dia juga sangat
menyintaiku. Kami telah sepakat untuk membina mahligai bahagia
bersama.

Hasrat murniku telah ku suarakan kepada bonda tercinta;

"Ibu, Syah nak tanya sikit boleh tak?". Aku memulakan bicara, sebaik
saja selesai menikmati makan malam.

"Apa dia sayang?".Balas ibuku lembut. "Syah rasa......... Syah nak
kawin la bu........", dengan perlahan aku suarakan apa yang terpendam.
Aku hanya tunduk menanti reaksi ibu.

"Betul ke ni Syah? Gadis bertuah mana yang jadi pilihan Syah tu?".

Aku jadi lebih serba-salah. Perlukah aku berterus-terang sekarang? Ah,
aku mesti mencuba.

"Syah nak kawin dengan Farhana." Aku semakin pasrah, apa nak
jadi-jadilah.

Tiba-tiba pinggan yang ibuku tatang sedari tadi jatuh berderai.

"Kau dah gila ke Syah? Kau sedar tak apa yang kau cakap ni? Kau sedar
tak kita

ni siapa, dia tu siapa?" Tempik ibuku memecah kesunyian. Tak pernah
aku lihat ibuku semarah itu selama hidupku.

"Tapi ib! u, Syah sayangkan dia, Syah tak sanggup nak berpisah dengan
dia. Sejak kecil lagi Syah berkawan dengan dia, salah ke kalau Syah
nak kawin dengan dia?". Aku cuba memujuk.

"Tidak! Kau jangan nak jadi anak derhaka Syah! Ibu tak rela!". " Tapi
ibu.......".

"Tiada tapi-tapi lagi, kau mesti putuskan hubungan dengan
dia.........", suara ibu semakin perlahan.

"Dari kecik ibu bela kau Syah, tak pernah ibu bantah apa saja
permintaan kau nak.

Tapi kali ini, tolonglah faham. Kita ni kambing Syah......... kau
sedar tak yang kita ni kambing?...... mana boleh kambing kawin dengan
ayam?".

Air mata ibu jatuh berderai. Aku hanya terkedu, memang benar kata-kata
ibu.

Aku pasrah. Farhana......... aku tetap sayang padamu, walau kau
dilahirkan sebagai seekor ayam.

SEKIAN.

i hate thursday because of

>>presentation for my futuristic building
>>test f0r electric circuit...

why im not so lucky in life??
huhuhuhuh....
im study but it still not good enough to achieve wat i need....
i hv my own target....
i want to get it...
ermmmm....
why??
why???

its okay...
im still tryng my best....
like wat my lecturer said...

"its not easy to get a degree"

A man and his dog were walking along a road.
The man was enjoying the scenery, when it suddenly
occurred to him that he was dead. He remembered
dying, and that the dog had been dead for years.
He wondered where the road was leading them.

After a while, they came to a high, white stone wall
along one side of the road. It looked like fine marble.

At the top of a long hill, it was broken by a tall
arch that glowed in the sunlight. When he was standing
before it, he saw a magnificent gate in the arch that
looked like mother of pearl, and the street that
led to the gate looked like pure gold.

He and the dog walked toward the gate, and as he got
closer, he saw a man at a desk to one side.
When he was close enough, he called out,
"Excuse me, where are we?"

"This is Heaven, sir," the man answered.

"Wow! Would you happen to have some water?" the man asked.
"Of course, sir. Come right in, and I'll have some
ice water brought right up."
The man gestured, and the gate began to open.

"Can my friend," gesturing toward his dog, "come in, too?"
the traveler asked.

"I'm sorry, sir, but we don't accept pets."

The man thought a moment and then turned back toward
the road and continued the way he had been going.
After another long walk, and at the top of
another long hill, he came to a dirt road which led
through a farm gate that looked as if it had never been closed.
There was no fence. As he approached the gate, he saw
a man inside, leaning against a tree and reading a book.

"Excuse me!" he called to the reader. "Do you have any water?"
"Yeah, sure, there's a pump over there" The man pointed to a place that
couldn't be seen from outside the gate. "Come on in."

"How about my friend here?" the traveler gestured to the dog.
"There should be a bowl by the pump."

They went through the gate, and sure enough, there was
an old fashioned hand pump with a bowl beside it.
The traveler filled the bowl and took a long
drink himself, then he gave some to the dog.

When they were full, he and the dog walked back toward
the man who was standing by the tree waiting for them.

"What do you call this place?" the traveler asked.
"This is Heaven," was the answer.

"Well, that's confusing," the traveler said.
"The man down the road said that was Heaven, too."
"Oh, you mean the place with the gold street and
pearly gates? Nope. That's Hell."

"Doesn't it make you mad for them to use your name like that?"
"No. I can see how you might think so, but we're just
happy that they screen out the folks who'll leave their
best friends behind."

sometimes, we wonder why friends keep forwarding jokes
to us without writing a word, maybe this could explain:
"When you are very busy, but still want to keep in touch,
guess what you do -- you forward jokes.
When you have nothing to say, but still want to
keep contact, you forward jokes.
When you have something to say, but don't know what,
and don't know how, you forward jokes."

And to let you know that: you are still remembered,
you are still important, you are still loved, you are
still cared for, guess what you get? A forwarded joke from me.
So my friend, next time if you get a joke, don't think
that I have sent you just a joke, but that I have thought of
you today and wanted to send you a smile.

ermmmm
i just wanna try using opera as my blog
coz nice site...
hehehhe...
by the way...

here we start...
huhuhuh
my 1st post 4 this blog..
my name is athirah but people called me trex n sometime tra...
trex is my most familiar nick for me...
trex was given by my fren when i was form1
im juz an ordinary person with an ordinary life style...
so nothing special about me...hihihi
but i like laughing...im happy go lucky person
but smtime 'jiwang' gak coz i like poem...
write smthng cm from my heart...{jiwang}
im also troublemaker...
heheheh....
and
if u wanna know me...juz follow my next post..
daaaaaa
mwah3....
\(o.O)/