there is where we start

(somebody gv me this...njoy reading..)



This is funny but may be true.......

Tahu tak, cinta sebenarnya sama seperti seseorang yg menunggu bas. Bila bas tu datang, awak nengok bas tu dan awak kata pada diri awak,

"Eee... penuhnya... tak de tempat duduk."

Jadik, awak katakan pada diri awak,

"Saya akan tunggu bas yg lain."

Awak pun biarkan bas tu berlalu dan awak tunggu pulak bas yg lain. Kemudian, datang pulak bas yg kedua.Awak nengok bas tu dan awak akan cakap,

"Eee... bas ni buruk sgt... mesti tak selesa. Dan mungkin bas ni akan rosak kat tengah jalan."

Jadi, awak pun biarkan bas buruk tu berlalu dan awak
bercadang untuk tunggu bas yang seterusnya. Setelah
beberapa ketika, datang lagi sebuah bas. Bas yg datang tu kosong, tak penuh dan tak seburuk bas yg tadi tapi kali ni awak kata,

"Emmm.... takde air-cond... cuaca pulak panas. Lebih baik saya tunggu bas yg lain."

Dan sekali lagi awak biarkan bas tu berlalu dan awak bercadang utk menanti bas yg seterusnya. Tiba-tiba awan mula gelap, cuaca semakin mendung dan
baru awak perasan yg awak pula dah terlambat rupanya. Awak mula panik dan terus naik bas yg datang ketika itu, walaupun bas itu tak sebegitu sempurna. Dan kemudian barulah awak sedar bahawa... awak dah naik bas yg salah. Jadi, selama ni awak dah membazir banyak masa dan wang untuk menunggu apa yg awak nak. Walaupun yg datang
tu adalah bas yang berair-cond, adakah awak dpt pastikan bahawa bas tu tak akan rosak di tengah jalan atau mungkin bas tu tak terlalu sejuk untuk awak? Jadik, (terutamanya golongan perempuan) lelaki pun samalah mengingini apa yg awak idamkan tu memang tak salah. Tapi, tak salah juga kalau anda sanggup memberi satu peluang pada orang lain, kan? Sekiranya awak dapati "bas" itu tak sesuai dengan awak, apa yg perlu awak lakukan hanya tekan loceng dan turun daripada bas tu. Tapi... saya pasti awak semua tentu ada pengalaman yg macam ni. Awak nampak sebuah bas datang (tentulah bas yg awak nanti-nanti kan), awak tahan bas tu >>tapi pemandu bas tu pulak buat tak faham dan pura-pura buat tak nampak awak dan terus berlalu tinggalkan awak! Hahahaha.... Bila ada bas yang lalu melintasi saya macam tu, apa yang saya lakukan ialah BERJALAN!

Bodoh sebenarnya untuk mengejar bas tu sebab setiap kali, awak akan terjatuh dan menyakiti diri awak sendiri. Jadi, bercinta tu adalah ibarat menunggu bas, sama ada awak nak naik dan beri peluang pada bas tu... semuanya terpulang pada diri awak. Dan bila awak berjalan, awak sebenarnya cuba melarikan diri daripada cinta!

entry kali ni sgt jiwang... so aku bg warning awl2 ni..... ermmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

aku syg dia
sayang dia jugak!!!!!!!!!
ak xtau nak ckp cena dah...
mmg ak syg dia....
i cant leave him or he leave me....
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i said no...so mean NO!!!!
YA ALLAH~
nape complicated sgt ni~
waaaaaaa.... nak ckp slalu dating pon x kot....
jmpe pon pyh...
ermmmm.... so actly...we r not like other couple~
yes!!! no.....
juz slalu msg n call jek....
itu je....
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...........

salaam...can i b apart of ur group
LOVE BEING SINGLE???
hheheheheheh
tp x mungkin kot~
benci gle~~~~~~~~~~
the same prob happen again...
cis tol....
hohohohohohoho
im going crazy.....

awk,
i luv u~
i miss u
i need u
i heart u
i i i
xtau dh nak ckp...
2 complete my life~
juz u!!!!
im juz waiting...


btw...
ak bersyukur dpt ko....
n ak sdar
ak ptt berubah
thanx a lot
even u cant gv me ur love...
but i still got smthng that i will remember 4ever until the end of my life
i love u.. i like u...
everything about u....
thanx god coz gv him 2 me even 4 a while~

L is for the way you look at me...

1. The kind of person youre first attracted to.
- hurmm... his attitude
2. Do you believe in love at first sight?
- God willing
3. How do you show someone you are interested?
-i dont know coz i never do that yet
4. Is there such thing as a perfect relationship?
- nothing's perfect
5. How do you know when someone thinks youre attractive?
- the way they look
6. How do you know its right?
- when its not left..
7. Could you date someone who has been only your friend for a long time?
- x boleh!!!!
8.What do you wear to attract the opposite sex?
- perlu ke?
9. What makes someone sexy?
- hurmm.. eyes maybe.. its depend on human eyes..
10. Are you uncomfortable staring in to someones eyes who likes you?
- no...
11. Do you come across as confident, sexy, friendly, subtle, or innocent?
- maybe~ n maybe not~
12. When someone catches your eye, do you try to make eye contact or avoid it?
- avoid..
13.Your favorite colors of eyes in the opposite sex?
-hazel. tp mata ank mlayu sume itam.
14. What makes you sexy?
- ntah la..nothing kot

O is for the only one I see...

1. When are you the most happy in a relationship?
- dunno when..
2. Do you believe in soul mates? Have you found yours?
- i do believe but til now i can't find any. soon maybe..
3. How many people have broken your heart?
- infinite.. my heart broken by loving those ppl.
4. Would you ever cheat or have you ever cheated?
- im cheating and been cheated.. serve me right..
5. Have you ever loved someone who didnt love you back?
- ade ek??? urmm.. lost in memory..
6. Have you ever given someone your entire heart?
- im dying by doing that..
7. What kind of things do you do to show someone you are theirs?
- perlukah???
8. Is there ever a happily ever after?
- ad ke?
9. Do you want to grow old with someone or be single?
- with someone. i hate to be alone..
10. Are you a hopeless romantic?
- heee.. dahsat nye soklan..
11. Whats the most romantic thing anyones ever done for you?
- ntah la...romantik tu cena yea??hahahhah
12. What are you like when youre in love?
- hak33... manyak woo..

V is very, very extraordinary...

1.What has been the weirdest date youve ever been on?
- ape ek??
2. And the very best?
- x tau
3.Whats the most money a boyfriend or girlfriend has spent on you?
- ntah..both...
4. And the most youve spent on them?
- im stingy. so none kot..
5. Which one of your relationships was the shortest?
- nothing short than a dwarf.
6.Which was the longest?
- measuring tape
7. Are you friends with any of your exes?
- hee.. ask them..
8.Do you wish you were back together with any of your exes?
- uh.. nope..
9. Do you ever have dreams about your exes?
- u r stupid or sumthing?? nite mare..
10. If you want to get married, what age?
- after 25..maybe~
11. Are you open or closed because of past hurt?
- open and close..depends
12.What is your philosophy on love?
- takde
13. Who would you die for?
- ALLAH my LORD
14. Who do you secretly yearn for?
- ada lah =)

E is even more than anyone that you adore...

1.Would you change yourself for someone you loved?
- "love me as who i am"
2. Would you give up a dream for someone you loved?
- sometime yes. let the love fly by its own. don't force.
3. Would you quit a job for someone you loved?
- yup but gv me at least Rm5k monthly
4.The thing you love about relationships?
- i've someone..
5. The thing you love about being single?
- im free to move..
6. The person whos on your mind right now?
- no one

last nite i feel so bad..sad..n...
ermmmm
i failed again n again...
i juz start begin but i already lost it..
ermmm...
i feel very upset n arghhh....
i juz try it hard n so hard but it doesnt work at all
i was like damn!!! i hate it...



::STUDY::
i dont think i can get a gud reslt...
huh!!!
it make me lost my mine...
damn... i think i juz try my best...
juz let it b...
mls nak serabutkn otak....
juz hope
not too bad...juz it...i dont think i can hope 4 a better reslt
bcoz i know who i am...



::LOVE::
one of the thing that make me crazy while thnkng bout that
huhuhu...
even i hv a bf but smtm i feel like i dont
hahahha
very free....
ngeh3.... ermmm...
watever la....
if i failed it again..
i dont mind at all..huhuh... if he is mine juz let i b my mine...
if not...juz let him go...
huhuhuh....
juz wait n see....
that all that i can do...



::FRIEND::
ermmm.... i love my fren...
huhuh
but 1 of them make me sad....huhuhuh
ntah la...
mayb i je kot pk cmtu...
but day by day
i feel like he/she is not my fren....
i try not distrb he/she like usual bcoz i want 2 gv him/her tm...
but it seem like nothng...
so...
adeh...
xtau la...
mls nk pk la
masing2 hv their own life..
its better 4 us juz think about our life
stop thnkng about smthng else
wawawawwa....



::FAMILY::
td g picnic..huhuhuhu...
main kayang2 cot kasi
thanx cot...




p/s: ap ak mengarut ni ea???