Borderline Personality Disorder
Friday, August 14, 2009 6:26:24 AM
Since my last post I have learned that I have Borderline Personality Disorder. Finally knowing why I have acted most of my live has helped me to deal with my behavior. I had thought I was bipolar. However, a bipolar person does not cycle their emotions through out the day. The bipolar person may be on a high cycle (Manic) for months or even years, then all of a sudden their in the depressive mode. In the BPD, the person do the same thing, but, they do it day to day, hour to hour, and even minute to minute like I do. I still have episodes when I am angry for no reason. When I do this I try to realize what is happening around me. I have noticed that there are many triggers for my anger, even if there is not a reason. Nearly all the instances happen when I am alone or when I am not in control of what is happening around me. I do run the whole string of emotions through out the day, but not to the extreme as before I found the right medications.