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Thursday, 26. June 2008, 12:53:25
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Today was pretty ok, it’s been raining all day today, from when I finally got up this morning and pried myself out of bed. Not like heavy rain just this fine mist when you’re out in it for bit that you end up getting soaked right threw. My car so messed up still get me from A to B and if lucky C but that has be down hill, that alright but passenger door swing open today on my way to work witch kinda gave me nasty fright. So now have figure out way to keep it from opening while I drive. I think I need MacGyver Hmm duck tape, but I think if I close that door mean no can open it. Any way I was kinda half asleep last night when for no reason that my comp screen flick on but I dint notice that till my silent hill zero screen saver kick on and that creepy music made me very tense so thought oh wont worry about it. So when I was sleep I had dream of me running around in thick fog like in game carry plank of wood when an bobby head showed up and smack me in back of head and woke up being amputee with no legs or arms and had thing keep my eyes and month open. So saw this guy what look like butcher hacking away this person lifeless body and he turn around gave me wicket smile and said your lucky one who vegetarian, then he went back to hacking at the life less body. So I woke up feeling bit creep out by it so took my hood off and hit mute on my speakers and turn off the screen went back to bed. But was hard to sleep when sun was semi up and room was so bright that when put mask back it’s wasn’t very dark so I was kinda laid there lying in bed with mask on feeling lifeless. But I thinking might do series of paintings of this kinda really like visions I had from it.
I did some shopping today and got brown tights, I know how nasty they are. I really need something like that on my legs when I wearing an skirt on my legs get cold and get covered in small bumps. I don’t get why people pull them over there undies its such pain in the rump when you go to toilet pull them down then undies skirt and make the deposit and pull them all up again, its such hassle and something I hate doing, but if don’t wear undies you end up having cold kitty and having cold kitty make me cranky and that never a good thing. While I was in one them cheap shops I brought cute bracelet wasn’t a lot money was like $3, and think its made from cheap metal because I going to put it on chain. I was going do workshop on jewellery but at last moment things came up so I never did. But I might look into it later I do have some wicket ideas for some jewellery but that I keeping to self at moment.
So tonight Class went well. Scott got the hint and left me alone and happy he not talking to me after last Friday. So I find a nice spot today sandwiched between lady who painting a rose and guy painting clown, I did tell guy his clown look creepy and he look at me I was seeing something what he dint see. But again I do find clowns creepy don’t mean frighten of them but when think clowns they are so sinister and creepy, in good way. Who in the right mind would let their kids be around these freaks? I know when I was little went to circus and really like the clown’s and my little brother really hate them Hmm maybe its because Mr King hmm let heaven and hell decide, I say. So yeah I think guy was taken back when I said creepy hmm but lot things are very creepy. I mean if you watch the show criminal minds there some very freaky stuff on that and I watch and read some books on some serial killers and there minds are quite creepy, yeah, yeah don’t worry I not going cut you into pieces but do you know neighbours very well?
So yeah class was good kinda if think on time there maybe spent less then 20 mins talkingish was kinda neat and I showed my visual diary to my teacher and something we don’t have to do in class but if show him its kinda give him idea more about your work, So I told him about my next idea and he said what no rainbows or horse’s I know he was kidding and said damn straight. So I pack up little early walk around class just peak at some people work kinda want to see what some people were doing its kinda amazing when you do that everyone else was doing a lot different things. So yeah came home, saw note on my door that my older brother had taken my spare flat pack and said he return it in few days. I did see his girlfriend and she was strange around me keep giving me strange looks when enter room and when I said I was going over to my room every one said night and she just look at me like I did something wrong. Hmm any way time for me to go and yeah remember keep eye on things
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