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Stonises in the Wind

The Futility of Protectionism

Logic is Stupid

The main thing about logic is that it's obvious. Any fool can arrive at a logical conclusion and because of this, everyone uses logic to justify their positions. Also, since their conclusions are so blatantly obvious, everyone thinks that only the truly stupid or hopelessly deluded could disagree with them. This makes logic belligerent.
The other thing about logic is it's based on assumptions. These assumptions may again be based on logic, but that doesn't get you very far because this second level of logic must again be based on assumptions. There is no holy grail of reason, at least not a man-made one. Logic can dictate anything you want it to; all you have to do is pick an according set of givens. That makes logic pointless.
There's one more thing about logic. No matter how long you've spent building up your position and positing your argument, it will still have holes, logical holes. And this is why logic is stupid.
Like all our gifts, reason comes from God and without that understanding, we are bound to abuse and pervert it.
"For the Lord grants wisdom!
From his mouth come knowledge and understanding." Proverbs 2:6

Living Constitution

Some people will tell you that the Constitution is a living document; it might still be alive, but it's on life support and the prognosis isn't looking very good. It's all very 451ish, a revisionist nightmare world: the Constitution was adopted in 1787 to solidify the power of the government over the people. Since then we have worked tirelessly to put down concepts of personal ownership, religion, liberty and autonomy.
Welcome to the USSA. The government owns or controls the airlines, airports, car manufacturers, mail, schools and banks. They decide where you can smoke, what you can eat, what you're allowed to drive, what you can own, who will take care of you when you're sick, what you're allowed to learn, what you see, and what you can say. Somehow all this has happened or is perilously close, and people are more worried about abstracts like "the economy."
Wake up. There are real, serious, quantifiable enemies of our liberty in place and instead of being outraged, we're so scared, so blinded, that we're handing the bricks over as we're being mortared in. Stop it. Stop. Say no to government in our lives, telling us what to do, owning buisnesses, wasting our money. Seriously.

Swedish Engineering

Nothing like a one-liner to restore my faith in humanity

So I was in the book store yesterday, and there were a bunch of cheerleaders there from a local highschool. Apparently it was some official function; they were there in full regalia doing their cheers; there were announcements over the PA system. I was a little perturbed, because they were in my way, but as I was heading out I overheard the conversation between a mother and her little girl:
"Mommy, what are those girls?"
"They're cheerleaders honey... something I hope you'll never be."

Remove your hands from behind your back and throw the punch

For once I wish we would come through for the Russians and give them the fight they've been pretending we're going to give them for the past 60 odd years. I'm pretty sure that NATO wouldn't back us, but I bet we'd have some allies in Eastern Europe. I believe that we could win, but I'm not really concerned with winning.
Those bastards know that we'll never make the first move. It would be great to watch the surprise on all their communistical, oligarchical, criminal faces when we did. I'd be more than willing to die for that moment.
I know it will never happen. The only people our current President is willing to attack are U.S. citizens. I suspect that wouldn't be much of a surprise though. Wouldn't surprise me.

thorns

The sermon today was about rainbows and storms and thorns. oh my. Basically, you can't have joy without pain. Not only do we need pain, we should thank God for it. That is not something I consider very often.
I hate going to the dentist because it hurts. I never ask for novocaine though; I find it ineffective at its intended purpose, unless that purpose is to cause me to bite my tongue. As a result I've developed my own technique to cope with drilling. I dig my fingernails as hard as I can into my arm. I've read or heard about the biomechanics of this before; basically your brain can process a limited number of pain signals and so it is possible to overload your pain receptors. For whatever reason, the self-inflicted pain is a lot more bearable.
This seems like a good way to look at all the pain we suffer in our lives, or at least a good portion of it. Sure, it sucks, but it you don't go through this now, it will only be worse. For a lot of situations that's true, but that's not really being thankful for pain. It is the opposite.
Pain opens us up to understanding, acceptance, humility, empathy; thank God for your pain. It is through pain that we become closer to God. Loving is easy, loving when it hurts, when we're cut, when we're alone, that's what God does, only on a scale far beyond our understanding.
This is not a call to masochism. Hurting yourself is not Godly. God did not squander His Son, Jesus suffered and died to redeem us. If we are not suffering for the redemption of others, if we are hurting ourselves, we are suffering needlessly.
Love others, respect yourself. God does not tell us to do whatever we're told or whatever will content others, but whatever He instructs us to do. Pray for the vision to see and the strength to follow and be thankful for all the joy and the pain that the journey brings.

Bank

So while I was marching around the whitehouse, I noticed that directly to its rear is a building inhabited by PNC bank. If you don't live in the Cleveland area, this might not strike you as something worth noting. Probably a lot of people that do wouldn't know where this is going either, but last month, a local bank, National City was bought out by PNC; bought out with money that PNC had received from the feds as bailout money. Go figure.
Whatever. We can't let buisnesses fail. People would be out of jobs. Oh, well, except for buisnesses that don't have any lobbyists in Washington. No point in helping them out; what are they gonna do for us?
Now our President has decided that poor people don't really need to live. It might be better to kill them before they're born. Why stop there? Just send out cyanide tablets to the far corners of the earth. Make sure every "developing country" gets one for every man, woman and child there. Problem fixed.

I n Lieu of Recent Events

...I could go on about bailing out the porn, barn pottery, and homemade trinket industries, but really, nothing I'd say would be new. And as much as it bears repeating, I'm tired of it. So instead I give you another scribble:

Shoegazer

she stood there with blond hair,
short and blue eyes so clear.
a tattered notebook at her side
and I wondered what it might hide.

she looked down and around;
searching nothing seemed found.
only the scribbled-on shoes she wore
received a solid glance worth more.

I longed there for her stare.
I was left wanting; bear.
I was helpless without those eyes;
I could only gaze; analyze.

she soon left, I was bereft.
with a turn and with deft
I too went on my lonely way.
not having bothered to say “Stay.”

If you haven't seen it before, now you have. It will be proceeded by another bout of shameless emotionalism.
On my way back here, I was feeling pretty awful. I have times in my life when I think "now would be a good time to cry." This was one of those times. I can't cry though, even though I feel horrible and I'm alone, and I'm aware of all this, I still can't cry. It was the second time I listened to Believe (Yellowcard), and the first time I actually listened to the lyrics, that I started crying. I like the song, but it's irrelevant here. It could've been anything. The point is, I need music, or a movie, or a speech... something external to myself. I guess that rules out acting.
If you're wondering why I was feeling so awful, and you're probably not, it's cause I was driving away from everyone I love to a room where I sit by myself and type on my computer. I don't regret my decision, but that's not a whole lot of solace at times like this. And it happens every time. This is the worst part, by far. Worse than the early mornings, no sleep, cold, wet, heat, stupid jobs, waiting, all of it. It'll pass though, as with all things earthly. Once I'm back at work, I'll get to focusing on all that other stuff I just listed and then it'll be gone, until next time. I'll close with the verse on this thing my sister gave me, cause it's nice:

You have been my defense and refuge in the day of my trouble

Psalm 59:16

I'm Breaking My Rule

I was so bored after twenty-some hours at the desk this morning, I wrote down a list of all the girls I can remember. It wouldn't be prudent to post that list anywhere. Fortunately, once I finished that list, I made another one of girls whose names I couldn't remember. It follows:

Sarah a.k.a. Princesssent me a picture in the mail. I stopped talking to her.Christinamay have been the first girl I really talked to on AOLgirl from B____she didn't like me (I can't imagine why.)girl from W_____she didn't talk to me after inviting me to her yghot girl in the preceeding's YGcorrectly predicted that I wouldn't return to their ygJulieW____ girl was jealous of her. I couldn't really figure out why.AndreaI know her last name, but only through the merit of her sisterblack-haired girl whom I fabricated an interview with
at least a couple of people let me know that after this I was their personal heroPedro the Lionessher reputation preceeds her, I'm suresatanI still feel bad about that.dirty blonde elementary school Laurenwe were mortal enemies, or somethingRenee from German class....she was in my german class.Kristin from German Classtold me we were friends. I found it odd. I've never had friends.short angry girlin one of my general ed classes. spent a good 30% of my time watching herhurley girlcan't remember if she was ever in one of my classesErin K's fake blonde friendshe kicked me in gym class. insisted on interrupting my conversations with Erin.shoegazer girlinspiration for one of my favorite poemsgirls whom I offered to give a ride to after a show in Clevelandafter this incident, I was pretty sure I was a herotwo blonde girls at the Silverchair showperched themselves on my right shoulder. not literally.drunk girl at same showwow....two girls in the dark red SUVwe convoyed through parts of OH and WV. They waved goodbye to me somewhere around Charleston.

And to the final two girls... if you're ever driving anywhere again, I'd love to go with you.
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