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"It is neither good or bad, but thinking make it so !"

William Shakespeare

Seductive fantasy (cont)

Chapter 2 : The beginning of a tragedy

The destiny decided for her to meet him. At the first time, she did not really like him, in fact, she found him so dull and boring. But as people say, arguments and misunderstandings are part of the growing pains of a relation ship, spending time with him day after day, she seemly understands much more about him.The way she feels about him is different from the others.
People may think he is firm and hard-hearted, she finds him gentle and kind .
People can get the impression that he is cold, she discovers it is the most solid shield for his vulnerable heart.
People easily become annoyed with his conceptions, she dedicates and keeps them deep into her mind
He was the one who had pulled her out of the dark and grief place, showing her the delighted rays of hope, giving her the strongest tolerance to step steadily on her own road again. Her wounds got treated thoroughly and quickly healed. The sorrow that one time buried her soul fade away, leaving the place for calm and peace.

Things happened and kept going on as if it was a miracle.

From now on, she is surely not lonely anymore, because there would be a person who is always there to listen and comprehend her even if she could be the hardest one to understand ever. Times was slowing down to her, being exploded with joy and happiness, she just had an only wish, she wished things could stay like this forever and ever....

And that was how she fell in love with an internet guy-who lives far from her half of the earth

<To be continued>

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh

i did not check the update news on school forum frequently and see what happen, i miss at least 2 opportunities :

1. MEMBER RECRUITMENT OF JAPANESE CLUB ( ahhhhhhh...i cant believe it, how much i love Japanese, i dont know anything about this language but at least being a member of this club will be helpful, god dammit, let s wait until ....next recruitment,,,, :cry: )
2. YES2009 Youth Engagement Summit a popular and great event which organized in Malaysia, they had 500 free coupons for all ASEAN students, and the deadline is... 31/10/2009 ahhhhhhhh huhuhuhuhu

:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:

Dad and Opera

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Just calling dad this morning, i kept telling him please please create an account and joined to Opera and chat with me, since your Yahoo Messenger was going nuts He always like: Actually i am very busy these day but.. okay i got it, i will try, yeah? okay...i promise!(my dad is so wonderful :D ) blah blah..hopefully he would do it at this weekend :faint:
hmm,,,,i should tell him to go for facebook too :D :D :D it will be great, but i found Opera is way more rock P:

I love you dad, you have a nice weekend

The rose




Some say love ..it is a river
That drowns the tender reed
Some say love it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed

Some say love...it is a hunger..
An endless, aching need
I say love..it is a flower
And you it s only seed

It s the heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It s the dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance

It s the one who wont be taken
Who can not seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying
That never learns to live

When the night has been so lonely
And the road has been too long...
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong !

Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the song s love
In the wind, becomes the rose ...





My Halloween-2009




My Halloween 2009 ended up with screaming, running, jumping, dancing, screaming,of course ton of fun, i am not really a party animal as its literal meaning but being around with friends and chill the self out is really cool !
i had two party, one on 31-10 and the other on 1-11, with this one i joined to a game that is kind of interesting, horrorible and scary, well, i just dont know how to translate the name into English, there were 6 rooms as 6 challenge rounds to the players, each one was designed in its particular way with some spine-chilling sound effects and was gated by a special character....

Here is the rule: the players were devided into pairs, it is just available for 2 people to enter very room, the others have to wait for their turns, the players were asked to find the clue in a LIMIT TIME which is described as a heart-shaped piece of paper somewhere in the room and to get it, they must try their best to deal with every room guard . The most basic solvement is trying to reduce the noise when you walking around the room and finding out the clue as soon as possible. You can use your cellphone flashlight in this case but mostly it was not much helpful since the room is designed too small and totally dark for the room guards attack you

I was not really eager to find the clue, just want to see how scary the game would go on

Room 1 : Not much scary, our character was supposed to be a ghost who wanders soulessly around the Corner at the room, just merely a tig tag game, Well, it was really annoying for me to be paired with a 11 years old kid and he didnt stop moaning grabbing my dress and pulling me back, we almost fall on each other on the way out

Room 2 : A wierd kid walked slowly in circle with the glimmering candle at the center, he would try to follow and grab the players as soon as he/she came in the room

Room 3 : A little boy was standing silently at the corner of the room with his face bend downs, the spooky cat Meow sounds is one of the most interesting feature of this room, i can say this boy is definitely Toshio - one of the fear from Ju-on a japanese horor film
This room scared me a lot as well

Room 4 : the character was supposed to be blood-soaked Kayako the ultiamte horror of Ju-on, with the black long hair covered the face, she crawl to the players and extending her arms trying to grab him/her, you think she is too slow to be afraid but thing was diffrent when she suddenly speed up
I was really terrified with the actor, it was a real dying Kayako, and i quickly failed at this round

Room 5 : The room guard was totally a nightmare. He staggers in the way that some part of his body was broken and he was kind of fast to approach the players
As soon as the game started, i scream the best out of my volume and running out of the room as fast as possible, i slipped off on the way out cause of turning the direction so close hahaha that was funny

Room 6 : I gave up! hahaha

as soon as the game ended we had music and dinner, it was a coincidence to discover the actor from the room 5 is actullay my friend, he laughed out that it was very funny to see me run and almost hit the wall, okay i am not doing good at those game like this anyway





This is a picture from the room number 4

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English teacher and Halloween party

It is 1 week left to study with my favorite Eng teacher, i wonder is there any way for me to keep studying with her in the next course?
I really like her, her smile is very warm it even has the power to improve my mood and make me calm, i asked her to go out for a drink in this course break and amazingly she agreed ^_^ , actually i would like to go with her on 20/11, "2012" will be on screen that day, nothing is more wonderful than going movie with a favorite friend
i am going to ask her to tell me about the time she studied in U.K and about the experience to be an English teacher, i am interested in this field, till now, i do not really think that finance is my good choice
I am going to have a Halloween party this weekend, but i do not plan for any special disguise costume, or at least i still have no idea, i found it waste of money anyway, besides most of my friends have the same idea with me, just go there and have fun, costume is not important just make sure it is formal
that s all

Seductive fantasy

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Chapter 1: The story about a girl





Being a little bit different from other students in the class, she does not really enjoy spending time with friends.

She lives desperately within her own world and only focuses on her personal objective deliberately, Besides of that, she likely has nothing else to care

Everyday as she comes to school, people see her natural smile, but no one knows deep down she is rotten, the wounds she holds inside does not stop growing larger, slowly but steadily , they are getting severe . Her classmates think about her as a genius for her great performance she is doing but they do not know how hard she has to try

Does she feel exhausted and end up deperessed? It must be definite, however she sill keeps fighting against her sorrows, or at least, it is just her resilient effort
The fact is she seemly get used to it already

Until that day...

< To be continued>


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