ITS BETTER TO STAND OUT THEN TO FIT IN

you bring out the tiger in me i want you too make me scream throw me up against the wall make it hurt fuck me hard pull my hair scream my name youll be my slave ill be your master what a beautiful diaster

im not like most girls i dont worry about breaking a nail how good do i look to boys im not a cheerleader sleeping with jocks for popularity im just me i like to laugh have fun play football i even poped my shoulder out of place yesterday playing i dident cry i just poped it back in i like to play video games i want a guy who is a regular guy i kinda got a thing for geeks i like proper guys that are respectfull and dont exspect anything from me after a date that we can hang out and im not a prize he won on his arm i want a guy just like a friend i know hes the most wonderful guy i ever met and any girl would be lucky to have him i want a guy just like him if not him one day if i ever muster enough courage to tell him my feelings for him are more than a friends

they walked together on the hard sand and hadent touched eachother as so much as a finger yet they moved close with spirit and they both knew very well what was happening for melissa this had benn nothing like what she felt for james in the past this was her first real love totaly abandon without caution or forethought the acceptance of eachother had been had been complete as they walked together on the sand something utterly magical had taken hold of them that evening 'something dangerous

i was lost in a sea of depression sleeping not eating hurting myself because of where i was and things that had happend to me in the past i dident love myself i felt alone in the world but something happend one day i woke up and said to myself this is your life and your not goin to keep on goin the way u have now i go to school and do everthing else i have to do its like a whole new me ive forgiven those in the past who have hurt me and i just let go of the past so i will not live in the past theres only here and now so i live for today not yesterday