Adequately Yours,
Sunday, 6. January 2008, 09:10:41
and you gained everything in the world by losing it all. the marbles were everywhere. all the things that need to be said , done. all the wrongs , turned to become correct and the rights, were compromised.
did you see what u have done?
listen to those frequencies on the radio, statics sometimes just is. You don't need CD quality to enjoy the music of life.
all dreams became nightmares, and the monster was you. the next person that said to me this life is but a dream, will get 3 fs (free fart from) me.
Somebody said to me, there is no such things as coincidence. it freaked me out for many months thinking about that. so i stop believing. i begin to observe and how things in life would reflect me. i am The Sourgrape of the century and i have no patience for idle talk.
you see,
headaches have breathing techniques. Problems invite solutions. And solutions , comes with brand new lines of questioning that don't concern you mostly or to begin with. Different countries, different mindframes. That's the beauty of it. But where money is concerned, the value always different no matter how correct the calculation turned out to be.
I am tired. And i am not supposed to feel lethargic at such an early stage of my life. i have this feeling to hurry up and do what i am MEANT to do without having to resort to things that time wasting.
I want to record the present world for the future. so the future can see how it was then, and have big smiles on their faces. Indeed, i guess, most would like to sit and chat about their successes in life. Nothing wrong with that 'cept that success usually is a past tense. Maintaining success is like, the ever changing truth.... remember?
i have given my whole life to nothing else but desire. and desire failed me everytime, since desire no matter how much the other party loves you , desire is truly a self to self relationship. u just have to trust your own -desire. boring revelation , isn't it? i could lie down and think about this and slowly sink into the world of death, which is at most, a definite Eternal Bliss.
where am i going from here on? what would happened to me? would life gives me the complete circle without revealing where the circle started and ended, how and why... living is at most is like, u know those battery charger when it read ' Battery fully charged, disconnect your appliance'? yea.. that's how life is. when u know most of all there is to know in life .... your life is done. That's how funny God is. great sense of humour, if u fail to see how funny God is, u're a terrorist.
did you see what u have done?
listen to those frequencies on the radio, statics sometimes just is. You don't need CD quality to enjoy the music of life.
all dreams became nightmares, and the monster was you. the next person that said to me this life is but a dream, will get 3 fs (free fart from) me.
Somebody said to me, there is no such things as coincidence. it freaked me out for many months thinking about that. so i stop believing. i begin to observe and how things in life would reflect me. i am The Sourgrape of the century and i have no patience for idle talk.
you see,
headaches have breathing techniques. Problems invite solutions. And solutions , comes with brand new lines of questioning that don't concern you mostly or to begin with. Different countries, different mindframes. That's the beauty of it. But where money is concerned, the value always different no matter how correct the calculation turned out to be.
I am tired. And i am not supposed to feel lethargic at such an early stage of my life. i have this feeling to hurry up and do what i am MEANT to do without having to resort to things that time wasting.
I want to record the present world for the future. so the future can see how it was then, and have big smiles on their faces. Indeed, i guess, most would like to sit and chat about their successes in life. Nothing wrong with that 'cept that success usually is a past tense. Maintaining success is like, the ever changing truth.... remember?
i have given my whole life to nothing else but desire. and desire failed me everytime, since desire no matter how much the other party loves you , desire is truly a self to self relationship. u just have to trust your own -desire. boring revelation , isn't it? i could lie down and think about this and slowly sink into the world of death, which is at most, a definite Eternal Bliss.
where am i going from here on? what would happened to me? would life gives me the complete circle without revealing where the circle started and ended, how and why... living is at most is like, u know those battery charger when it read ' Battery fully charged, disconnect your appliance'? yea.. that's how life is. when u know most of all there is to know in life .... your life is done. That's how funny God is. great sense of humour, if u fail to see how funny God is, u're a terrorist.
WIDGETIZE