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Lazy Sunday afternoon

Sitting on the couch after having done 2 loads of washing, cooked 2 pots of food, cleaned the kitchen, watched Meet the Parents, had a short nap and now watching Meet the Fockers.

Really hilarious movies! Who on mother earth names their child Gaylord? Where did the writers come up with it! Brillant combination of name and surname!

And a retired CIA agent as a father in-law!? Dang! I think the concept of the storyline is good and the comedy around it very tasteful.

I had it fairly easy gaining entry into my husbands family. But my family borders slightly toward the Burns'! Granted they are not half as bad as Jack Burns. My family is extremely close knit. Spending holidays together, we depend on each other for support, etc. My father and mother reared my brother and i according to strict values and morals.

I'm the first born and the only girl, duh, hence my dads need to always wanting to protect me!

I love the sense of security that my family gives me and i dont know what and who i'd be without it.

Here's to family!

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Uninspired

Feeling so uninspired right about now. I'm in a bad space at the moment. Feeling a little overwhelmed. I skipped on my meds for 2 days and i'm beginning to think that its the reason for my current state. Mood swings, low level of tolerance.

To make matters worse i have a back injury but cant rest because i have chores that need doing and i'm home alone with my very active 2yr old. Its a really terrible thing. Feeling this low on energy but so much wanting to get up and get on with things.

*sigh*

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So...i'm sitting in bed, wanting to blog...but dont know what to blog about!

What is it with us mothers who take the day off work because they are ill, but then feel too guilty to send their over active 2 year old son to nursery school!? Why do i keep doing this to myself!? Why do 2 yr olds suffer from selective hearing? Is this some defect inherited from their fathers? Cause let me tell you, this cannot be inherited from women. Why? Because we have no other choice but to hear you! We just choose not to respond! Now my son screams 'mommy mommy help me' he's shoved popcorn in his army truck and cant get it out!!!

Some really brilliant mom or dad out there needs to give me some tips on how to handle these toddler issues. Cause i'm going a bit nuts. Shoo!

Anyone for some squashed army popcorn?

Mixed emotions

Mmm...not entirely sure what emotions I'm feeling right now. They are all so mixed up. I suppose it's because of all the changes taking place in my life right now. Mmmm...it's the strangest thing. Do you laugh, do you cry? Do you get angry?

Oh well, we'll just have to ride this one out!

Weekend Blues

Agh! I think i have the weekend blues! I'm still in bed, no energy, sinuses on fire, blegh! How sucky!

My husbands gone to the barber and my sons watching Mickey Mouse Clubhouse! C'MON JEANINE! GET YOUR ACT TOGETHER AND GET YOUR BUTT OUTTA BED! NOOOWWW!
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My lady Kimora Lee!

Pretty pretty!

A brighter day!

Tomorow will be a brighter day. Cause everyday cant be a day of clouds and darkness...right?

Yes tomorow will be a brighter day. A day of sunshine and happiness! :happy:

What a day!

Whew! Feels good to be snuggled up on the couch under a blanky watching the home channel! Its been a hectic day and week and i'm lookin forward to the weekend.

Today my son stayed home with my parents, and the little bugger doesn't want anything to do with me now. When i speak to him he turns his head in the opposite direction! :lol:

O well, i don't really mind! *yawn* so sleepy!

Off the wagon!

Ok. So the plan to loose weight, get fit and change my lifestyle did not take place as i hoped it would. If only summer would hurry up and come along to lift my spirits.

I know we need the seasons to change but winter is such a dreary season! Depressing really. The only positive so far is that i've gotten my skin condition under control and i'm taking my meds for my thyroid everyday! :up:

Work is still a challenge. I'm still struggling to break out of this shell thats holding me back from achieving my goal. I need to stop feeling sorry for others. They never do feel sorry that i'm the one stuck with all the crap work because i cant say no!

I hate confrontation most times and i hate tramping on others toes! My weakness! What am i afraid of? That i wont be liked! *sigh* and in the process i'm going insane because of all da work! :devil:

O well, i only have myself to blame. Lol! Life, full of twists and turns!

Romantical thoughts

I can't remember the last time i've been out on a date! My husband and i are too busy working, making money to pay the bills, but not enjoying what we earn.

I miss that dating factor, when you in a courtship! The butterflies in your tummy when you see each other, and the uncontrollable giggling when he makes you nervous. :lol:

I know love matures, but you can't deny missing those feelings. ;-) So, my mission begins...to rekindle the romance!

Like Mike says: 'think romantical thoughts, you and me, me and you, the two of us together! Sing along... :love:
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