Friday, 21. November 2008, 09:50:41
the holidays are upon us and i have never been this excited about holidays ever in my life. i'm officially done with school as of today and nothing in the world could ruin my mood today.
FREE AT LAST! FREE AT LAST! THANK GOD ALMIGHTY WE ARE FREE AT LAST!!!
Friday, 26. September 2008, 08:54:48
poetry
Forgiveness
it is inside the words of these seemingly God forsaken men
that i base the value of my worth
in drunken, slurred voices i place my fate
with the tarnished hope of lasting love
between these burdened thighs my scorched womanhood they devoured with the greatest of ease
feeding freely from a body whiose soul is impossible to replenish
weaving a burdened smile on the frame work of my existance
it is to these men i offer my existance...
sorry i broke your haert
before i write this letter
i will plead with the soul to except my destiny
for if time would freeze with one gentle breeze
you would see the hollow existance upon which i base this lie
if time would freeze with one gentle breeze
you would surely adversify your whole being centred around the way i live this life
i let obscene obsesions lead my quests and missions
let others build opinions on the foundation of my scrammbled oblivion then termed it reality...
untitled
Though an angel derailed by a lonesome burden
Longs for life to meet pleasure
On paths that wind
To long unheard of nevers
Her mind hoped for a passion unseen
And her misery faded
When in stolen moments her life bypassed meaning
In a shady ally
Where the holy never tread
She found her glory
Tall dark and handsome
Looking a tad bit scary
But when he spoke
It was evidence of God making an attempt at poetry
It was on a street corner that they met
Where love intersected passion
Life met pleasure
Giving birth to a tale
The first scene had begun
And when she took the bait the fantasy could not fall through
Saturday, 20. September 2008, 09:45:03
life, thoughts in general
the world is a tough place to exist in, we strive to achieve a purpose and meaning in order to make ourselves feel as though we are something, but i'm like fuck it all! do we ever find out who we are truely ment to be and will we ever know once we are what we are ment to be?
somebody, anybody give me an answer cus all this searching is wearing me out.
Monday, 15. September 2008, 10:29:43
thoughts on men
i know the song goes "bitches don't know how to act" but really now, Brothers are the worst. most of them just want to get into your pants with their lame ass lines and all that crap, some how they figure that they can buy their way into those pants, talking about, "can i get you a drink, do you need a ride home?" nigga fuck you, i can get my own danm drink and do you think i would be here if i didn't know how i was gonna get home.
don't get me wrong, i'm not anti-male or any shit like that i just hate it when brothers step up all fake and shit.
i mean really CAN YA'LL JUST BE REAL FOR A MINUTE!!!