I DONT REALLY HAVE A REASON TO COME BACK HERE DO I

a long, long time ago i realized the problem of our social system sufurs from an inherant and fatal flaw in its structure (Which is?) the degradation of information, by all rights should NOT be degradable and the illusury originality commonally known as "individuality" these are the chinks in the mechanism that trigger synchronization all too easily, within our present social structure i call it "acts of creationism by the name of consumption". (It sounds like a conclusion by someone who has barracaded themselves in the net..) which refers to a stand alone complex i know well. as luck would have it i possess a rather high tolerance for solitude, however it took me a very long time to realize something.. my contributions to society had gone unnoticed?? the reason i wasn't given my "kudos" i deserve from the system was due to the mental condition i had been born with, it sadly prevented them from doing so..(in other words you had an inferiority complex!?..) no, the problem was deeper than that, it lay in my very existance, in every society their are certain personalities that are longed for, characteristics sought by the system itself, most of us even lust after them... you know its funny, in spite of this they're totally unaware of this longing xD (and your satisified with who you are now?) more then i ever expected. Life often surprises us with one verse revelations, were you aware that the person whose existance is paradoxial proven by the physical body assumes the appearance of that body!? (Not really xD There was a thinker who looked at revolutions and saw in them his own reason for being, he tried to practice what he preached though..) You are refering to __________? there was a time when i too idolized his thinking, i once looked up to my hero in whole-heartedly hopes to someday emmulate his charisma, "i am a man that stands above other men" that notion has filled my head, driven me, been my burning obsession for as long as i can remember, ultimately my physical form stands in the way, but fate is on my side... caught in an accident that left me wandering in between life and death, my body underwent a transformation, and my soul unexpectedly transformed as well, just like the man who stumbled upon a revolution, i too was given a mission, that mission became my newly formed purpose in life! i was to rebuild the system known as "the state" (an advocate for state reform? or just a guy with delusions of grandour!?) i'll tell you what this country is searching for right now its the return of a shangra-la way of life thats built entirely on the backs of outsiders, all though occuring by accident there was a period in this country's history in which this has come to pass even now those without motive yearn for this without realizing it, all im doing is giving them what they want (and making yourself out to be a hero in the process...?) hahahahahaha im not interested in things like that now, i realixe what my role is, and its to be the producers of that hero! my purpose is to create an activists that can represent the unmotivated and fullfill the desire of the people, one who will give them what they crave for, but are unable to put a voice to.. (Shangra-la as a result of comsumption, isn't this japan during the cold war? who is this hero that you plan on producing? you are trying to manipulate the thinking of thegeneral public by setting up a decoy as the enemy of the states an easy target, am i right?) its necesary to guide the peoples thinking as is bending the law in order to do that, the end justifies the means as they say, this theory applies to terrorists as well as democratic nations, Humility is the chief ideal..