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Erasing msn "friends"

One day while I was looking for someone on my messenger I realize that I had a lot of friends who I never used to talk and some others than are not my friends anymore so I decided to erase them.
It makes me think how people changes and how in one moment they are the best friend you can have and the next day they just ignore you and they are just one contact using the space on messenger.

Good bye to those who in some part of my life were a good friends.

What to do?

About ten years ago I met my girlfriend, we were on highschool at the same time I met Jose Antonio. In that particular moment Ari was so in love of Jose Antonio and for me they were just a couple of good friends even when I felt something else for Ari. As the time passed by we grew up and each one of us took their own way but Ari always felt something more than a friendship about Jose Antonio.
Now 10 years later Ari and I start a new relationship I really don't know how we started to go out.
Now Jose Antonio is fighting for her love, he wants to go out with Ari, he doesn't want to be her friend anymore he needs something more, but why now? why after 10 years?.
Yesterday Ruben told me that may be I'll just another boy in her life and maybe she'll only use me as a couch for her next relationship. Today she came back from her travel and of course she saw me a little bit worried so she asked me why I told her all the stuff Ruben says and she get so angry because she says that is not true, and explaind me that Jose Antonio is just past.
But he's still trying and he'll keep doing this unti....well I really don't know how much he will try.
What to do? what is the best practice?
should I change something? or just being the same guy.

missing you

I miss you guapetona
I can't believe how much I miss you
It's only a week and it seems like a month
is the largest week I ever had

A month with you is like a day
A week with you is like hours
A day with you is like minutes
An hour with you is like seconds, and the seconds with you doesn't count.

I'll wait for you my love.

I love you Ari

The Family

A few weeks ago my aunt decided come to my house and spend some days here, at first sight it should't be a problem but today everything is a mess. Of course because we don't have enough rooms to allocate them and of course someone has to leave the room and sleep on the couch. Thats why my parents are sleeping in the other house.

Time to change

The last weeks has been a nightmare, my father has been figthing with me for too many reasons.
The topic is always the same, to be completly honest I'm soo tired of this shit. I think is time to leave home and start a new life away from home, but first I should fix some stuff of my life.
My girlfriend are supporting me and helping me with everything, wich is making me feel great. I'm soo glad to find her, she's the best woman I've ever had.
Thanks for everything