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MJ Seance!
Sunday, 8. November 2009, 00:44:20

It was bad enough that Michael Jackson can't get any rest in the media,but fans want to conjure his soul with media seancing!
Here's another seance story.
That fan conjuring included me awhile back,which lead to me going out of my head and getting Schizophrenia afterward.
I am a telepath and believe in reincarnation,and when one like me does such seancing in God's grace it works well but drains after!
I asked this way...
1. Dark room after listening to his music
2. Cold. Cold conjured ghost. I had on two fans.
3. Relaxing and stretching out my arms(palms downward)I took a deep breath.
4. Eyes closed mentally using telepathy I called for his soul using his names. One by one.
5. Afterward I said out loud and telepathically with hands and palms relaxed,"in the name of The Creator Of All Living Things I ask for the soul of Michael Joseph Jackson to speak to me! In the name of all that is great I ask to speak with The King Of Pop!"
I did this until I heard a voice like his own telepathically speaking.
Mike actually saw thru me for a month. A fan with telepathy! He was thrilled to see my neighbors play THRILLER and clown around nearby.
He enjoyed my moms food although a vegan.
We enjoyed a game of pinball with my mother in the background cheering as I played(not spiritually inclined).
He didn't play thru me. He watched.
Things were pretty fun. MJ was in good company while in good spiritual company.
He revealed being reincarnated as a little White infant boy in Cali somewhere. Blind but happy to be alive again. Name was I believe it, Darrick or Erick.
He revealed that thanks to me God let him be reborn.
He hadn't repented his sins to God well,because he felt he had little sins.
That his soul was suffering.
He said those fans who commited suicide were foolish.
He didn't let me sleep well, and was very much into seeing me staying up gaming or listening to music while around in spirit late nights.
He didn't much like hearing his own music and had a thing for Lady Gaga.
He wanted me up at at 'em!
What Mike didn't showcase was his raw talent to me. He was more into seeing if I had any. He was shocked at my mental clarity and scared also.
I can mentally sing,shout,scream,and invision things.
He revealed he felt he was loosing his voice during shows and wanted to do 10 shows for his fans and kids. Not 50.
He felt 50 was way too much and his body couldn't take 10 let alone 50!
He revealed not knowing he was dead. That instead he was just sleep or out of it.
He wondered why it happened. He was upset. He blamed no one but himself.
He said that he asked Prince to see him last.
He was the oldest,and he was most worried.
Mike revealed much. He kept me up late often just to play around and act goofy.
I slept later than normal after conjuring him. 4 am to 6 am!
I spent a month in a half with MJ in my mind telepathically connected and even near my body on 9-22-09!
He was near my bedroom,because my mother heard him speak by my bed out loud!
Last I 'heard' Mike was late a day ago.
He isn't around as strongly now.
I'm on Trazodone,Abilify, and Celexa. On such meds,it's hard to telepath correctly.
I get little sleep at times also.
Infact,my telepathic gift and insomnia, got so out of control after a month it lead to being called mentally ill by family and friends!
All in all,I know what I heard. It was Michael!
To me,when he said, "THIS IS IT!" it meant his life was ending,a new one began,and this whole ability usage was it.
Me and him that way. My own "THIS IS IT!"
I'm not famous or rich or known for my amazing gifts.
I'm just a local Ohio fan with an ability to channel using my mind...
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FYI ABOUT ME!
Thursday, 5. November 2009, 19:41:20
I DISLIKE COMPETING WITH PEOPLE. I AM A SORE LOSER AND A ARROGENT WINNER. I SHRUG OFF WINNING BECAUSE I FEEL I DESERVE TO WIN ANYWAY.
I LOVE CHICKEN EVERY WAY BUT RAW!
I LOVE MY MUSIC LOUD AND BASSY. WE'RE TALKING 100 WATTS OF MUSIC OR MORE!
I BELIEVE IN GOD,BUT SOMETIMES I THINK EVIL THOUGHTS OF KILLING KIDS EVEN WITH KNIVES AND HATCHETS.
I GREW UP MIDDLE-CLASS. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT WELFARE IS. I DO KNOW ABOUT SSI AND FOODSTAMPS THOUGH.
Any more questions ask! Leave a comment.
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Rested after 6 days of unrest!
Sunday, 1. November 2009, 20:46:26
I just couldn't sleep there and the cold A/C they had made me shiver.
I managed to sleep lastnight/morn for a few hours. About 2 to 4 hours I slept.
Enough to feel more rested.
Still I am tired,dizzy,headachy,and been kinda sick to my stomach.
Hopefully I'll keep resting.
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Out the hospital again!
Thursday, 29. October 2009, 21:55:43
I hadn't slept in four days! They say if you miss that much it can kill you. If I miss more I need to see a sleep center.
One thing that helps is Atavin. Was on that
Celexa,Trazodone, and Abilify are my prescribed meds for the while at home.
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My schizophrenia and MJ!
Sunday, 18. October 2009, 11:53:15
Last night I had a nightmare of getting my throat cut by Freddy from Nightmare On Elm Street(one of MJ's fave scary movies mind you).
While in the hospital I also had a odd random nightmare of MJ as Maestro(GHOSTS) trying to hurt me with magic.
I had a similar dream of him teasing me with spiders,and imagined them in my bed once too like real life!
I think it's the sugar I eat/drink but I doubt it. Read on.
I took my Trazodone tonight at 10:39 pm and got about 2 hours sleep!
Been sick to my stomach,panic attacking,feeling something around my neck,and hearing my own voice saying something about "hail Satan".
Mind you I believe in God deep down,used to be Catholic, and never said these things ever in my mind before or thought of them until 2 months ago to spiritual and emotional trauma caused by Michael Jackson's passing.
Lately I've been saying demonic things in my head,feeling like my throat is being slit,seeing people get hurt,picturing myself holding knives at people,having thoughts of flying,ect.
I've been dealing for almost two months with this issue.
Before I was talking and laughing out loud and hearing a voice like MJ's along with a deeper voice of someone evil.
Maybe an evil spirit or even MJ's darker side? IDK.
The whole situation is disturbing. Conjuring up Michael Jackson because I didn't believe he was dead is odd right?
I upset his spirit. Since it's been a nightmare he's playing as revenge!
Someone like MJ has been playing on my fears in spirit since 7-2-09!
Spiders,Satan crap,vampires,ect. Every freaking fear I have has come at me almost.
Some fans die laughing at this if you may,but you know how we can be in the fandom already.
Laugh at yourself instead ok?
I even saw spiders I never saw in my house and there is a tale of MJ hiding them around his sister Janet,getting bit by a spider,and owning a few!
I know it's him.
He revealed himself in many ways.
I even had lude visions,heard about his kids(which he claimed in spirit are his on another level such as his caring. Not by blood. His sperm was indeed mutated by the skin cream he used down there not just meds),and other things that are secret such as he was bisexual,but couldn't perform sexually because of his med addiction and fear of women abusing his rights.
Also,MJ revealed his fear of knowing what he did to himself to me.
MJ didn't even know he was dead! From what he said spiritually to me,he thought he was just asleep but couldn't remember a thing hardly at times or pretended.
I felt bad for him spiritually and also mad at him.
He didn't blame Dr.Murray completely. He said that he asked for the drugs himself and wanted to die young. To sleep as all but not die that way.
That Dr.Murray gave him an overdose!
I tried praying Mike away in Gods name again,I meditated,ect. He left but left me this way all messed up and nervous!
A few people made fun of me,because I said it involved hearing Michael Jackson and God and Satan battling over his soul and mine afterward,but it's true.
I know what I heard. I know what I saw. Even my mother heard MJ in my room 9-23-09!
I heard MJ's voice. I heard God's voice. I heard an angel. I heard Satan.
Mike played around alot in real life and likes to do odd things.
I got into a tizzy for conjuring MJ's soul and upsetting the spiritual realm.
I've become schizophrenic more than ever and slightly corrupt spiritually now.
I've been to two different hospitals as in-patient and on 3 different meds!
Only two that work are Ativan and Desperidone...
*sighs*
When I came home from University hospital just about 2 days ago,I heard MJ in the house spiritually and heard foot steps in the hall.
He said,"Trin where were you at for the last four days? I missed playing with you. It's Mike. You know? You call me Daryl."
Later he said,"I can see you. I can see everything you'd be shocked. I didn't know you were that fat either."
How could he cause me this much trouble spiritually and be so would-be nice?
I think cause I kinda scared him.
Why did I have to scare Mike's ghost you ask? IDK I'm an idiot.
I'm a fan so don't get this twisted. It's odd as is. MJ being around a fan like me.
Kinda pathetic...
I still find it hard to believe that fans killed themselves over MJ,but I don't wanna be in that number but it feels like I am!
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