Something's up. It will happen or not. I don't want it to happen, but it's not my choice. I was scared of the consequence of this, but now it hit me that I have nothing to say here whatsoever. I will be left alone. I am left alone already. We just live together...
Nothing interesting happened at work this week. I still hate it and can't wait to go on holiday...
My herbs started growing now!!!! I have loads of green friends outside XD. I need to find a present for my friend tomorrow. It's his birthday and I am rubbish in male presents:| gEEEEz It will probably end up with a book anyway... as always...
Emo is not really my kind of music. Somehow I thought about these lyrics when sitting at home today.
When we need attention - there is noone near. I know it for a fact. It is much better now, then it was before. I think I am borderline, or maybe was. Now I can see when I am not feeling too well and I notice the signs and I can stop myself from thinking black... It used to be very hard.
Now when it's raining outside - I am glad to be there and absorb every rain drop. Although it makes me wet - it doesn't affect me...
Winer is gone now. My herbs are growing and cat get's all crazy about the smell. He is sleeping. All day long. The rythm of his breath... I am feeling abandoned again. Should I prepare a love potion? Would it work? Would I like it after a while? does it feel good to make someone feel what you feel to them? Should you not wait? Should I not be a good girl?
Winer is gone now. My herbs are growing and cat get's all crazy about the smell. He is sleeping. All day long. The rythm of his breath... I am feeling abandoned again. Should I prepare a love potion? Would it work? Would I like it after a while? does it feel good to make someone feel what you feel to them? Should you not wait? Should I not be a good girl?
I've dissapeared for some time. It is so hard to get on track again. So many things have changed in my life - I have to start new blog. I need a fresh point.
WIDGETIZE