Archive: May 2012
So i got approved for vocatonal rehab now i gotta go fill out more paper work to get it started.Another thing thats happened was the wife spoke harshly to me sayiiing if it came down to it shed take the kids and leave for a while if i wasnt able to control my anger,which means if i cant get on the right meds quick enough annd somehow make the classes work for me bettter at home then basically for the saftey for her and the kids shed end things with me...Now i dont see how thats fair to me because im going to the classes an taken my meds..I didnt get angry spells over night an not going to get over them over night..The scripts are working part of the time but im not on any real meds to control the anger part of my disorder.taken a break from the kids would be nice but im not in the position to be aaway from the kids for more then a few hours.my wife is starting school again here shortly and leaves me with the kids.so what oppurtunity do i have to work on the anger if im with the kids...its throwing gas on the fire is alll its doing.
At the hospital with my wife because she ready to have t.is baby..They broke her wter @430pm yesterday afternooon and set her on the petosin @ 12am..Were jjust sitting here w.nding down for the night waiting on the baabay to come into the world..Im wide awake watching t.V...I done got locked ouutta the hospital once tonight and had to walk around the whole complex,when i didi get in i had to wait for someone to let me thru the interior door to get bck into the main part of the hospital..I went back out again an hour or so later and ws able to get back in alot easier than the first time..Lol had ppl waiting at the door to let me back in...we played skipbbo 2 times and i managed to win both games..@6am they put internal monitor in and she was checked again@7am by doctor..she is now 5 cm and 100% thinned out,doctor ordered her epidural and she hanging in there..@1247 our baby waas born..8lbs,8pz
Today i went and seen anew doctor..He prescipted me "latuda"along with the trazodone, haldol..Im now on 2 antipchsycotic meds which leads me to believe im borderline schhzoprenic...They havent changed my diagnosis but im begining to wonder if i should as them when i go back
Today is a important day all week.We get to find out if dr is going to induce labor for my wife(she is 6 days late with this baby) this is my last child cause this will be my 5th child 3 with her and 2 other with my ex wife..i gotta dr appt this afternoon with a teletheropist...Maybe a new script for my mood disorder will be nice...Cause being on nothing isnt helping the situation...just ask my wife...
Ha a wicked allergic reaction to the prestiq i was prescribed.I got these little swelling bumps on my hands and fingers..Had to call the doctors offfice and was tol not to take this med anymore an to take benedryl to stop the itch and swelling..
April 18th, 2012.I started anger classes toay and first off i ddont likee the classrules, dont care for teacher,and being treated like a kid...Guess thats why im in such a class..Lol..Gotta keep going to see where this class goes..I gotta test outta the class this time..No gimmies with this one
April 17, 2012.Like aalways went to see my dr again today and got a new script.Heres what im on now:prestiq 50mg,trazodone150mg,stopping the celexa 40mg and continuing the halol 2mg.I told him about some of my hallucinations/delusions and surprisinly he ust sat there and didnt act out like i tbhought he would.Each time i see him our meetings get shorter and shorter.
April 10, 2012.Finally all these calls to the doctors office paid off..A new slew of meds again.Haldol for antiphsycosis celexa was upped from 20mg to 40mg and still back on trazadone cause i took too many ambien when i couldnt sleep..Lets see what happens now
March 30 thru April 2, 2012. i haave since being fired fromthe job went ang got my one and only paycheck from the employer and it went from bad to worse..My family lllost our foodstamps and medicad because xemployer didnt turn in a paper that they needed before the first of april.I callled the store demanding to know why he screwed my family not onnly outta a job but now we lost our means of food and medical care..He was a pure dick about it and tried telling me it was my fault because he had 10 days from the letter head date not when he got it..After a few brief squabbles via the phone i was banned from going to his store..No fucking problem...Got no reason to go back.so now i gotta refile for food stamps and medicade for a 2nd time.
March 26, 2012. well today iit happened,went into work after 14 days/10 workiiing days and was fired.Now i nnever told the employer about my mental.condition but somehow they knew and was basically told "i was mentally unfit to work".Now unless my friend told them i was going to mental rehab classes or they were able to look it up by my background check i dont know.I asked alot of questions about mmy simple mistakes.Maybe at the wrong times,but i waanted to know my job the fullest.Who doesnt??Im really clueless as to why they would say im "mentally unstable",i never stole,threatned anyone, was always ontime and stayed after my scheduled work time...To many questions and no real answers.He tried telling me it was a slow time, but how are you slow when you hire 3 new people??
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