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disability
Tuesday, August 21, 2012 6:42:55 PM
i finished going to all my disability appts..todays was my mental exam..they asked alot of questions about my past history with depression, whether i had common sense..they said i was being heavily medicated which was kinda a surprise for a mental exam...i am on 3 different medications which make me sleepy all the time or not with the program as those without mental problems..needless to say ill find out the results in the next 3 to 5 months. hopefully they see i need the disability and wont have to fight for it like alot of people who file for disability do.
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Sunday, July 22, 2012 7:45:55 PM
after much thought ive decided to file for disability. ive had such a bad month my emotions go from one extreme to another. one moment all is well, then boom im the meanest fucker you know. no more struggling to make things right by just sitting around hoping itll get better.there are moments when all i do is shake and cant sit still and then moments where i can sleep for hours on end. the good days are far and few lately. im not suicidal im just going crazy trying to deal with all these emotional thoughts. it bothers me to sit for 5mins just to write this out..things were going well and just like all the other medicine i hit a point and it doesnt seem to help anymore.does anyone else feel this way?you get to a good point in your recovery and then the floor drop out from you.
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(may29)My anger managment
Wednesday, May 30, 2012 12:04:14 AM
So i got approved for vocatonal rehab now i gotta go fill out more paper work to get it started.Another thing thats happened was the wife spoke harshly to me sayiiing if it came down to it shed take the kids and leave for a while if i wasnt able to control my anger,which means if i cant get on the right meds quick enough annd somehow make the classes work for me bettter at home then basically for the saftey for her and the kids shed end things with me...Now i dont see how thats fair to me because im going to the classes an taken my meds..I didnt get angry spells over night an not going to get over them over night..The scripts are working part of the time but im not on any real meds to control the anger part of my disorder.taken a break from the kids would be nice but im not in the position to be aaway from the kids for more then a few hours.my wife is starting school again here shortly and leaves me with the kids.so what oppurtunity do i have to work on the anger if im with the kids...its throwing gas on the fire is alll its doing.
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(May 17)The birth my 5th Child
Thursday, May 17, 2012 5:18:17 AM
At the hospital with my wife because she ready to have t.is baby..They broke her wter @430pm yesterday afternooon and set her on the petosin @ 12am..Were jjust sitting here w.nding down for the night waiting on the baabay to come into the world..Im wide awake watching t.V...I done got locked ouutta the hospital once tonight and had to walk around the whole complex,when i didi get in i had to wait for someone to let me thru the interior door to get bck into the main part of the hospital..I went back out again an hour or so later and ws able to get back in alot easier than the first time..Lol had ppl waiting at the door to let me back in...we played skipbbo 2 times and i managed to win both games..@6am they put internal monitor in and she was checked again@7am by doctor..she is now 5 cm and 100% thinned out,doctor ordered her epidural and she hanging in there..@1247 our baby waas born..8lbs,8pz
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(May 14th dr visit)my struggles with bipolar/mania
Monday, May 14, 2012 9:28:33 PM
Today i went and seen anew doctor..He prescipted me "latuda"along with the trazodone, haldol..Im now on 2 antipchsycotic meds which leads me to believe im borderline schhzoprenic...They havent changed my diagnosis but im begining to wonder if i should as them when i go back
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OOur new baby
Monday, May 14, 2012 10:54:12 AM
Today is a important day all week.We get to find out if dr is going to induce labor for my wife(she is 6 days late with this baby) this is my last child cause this will be my 5th child 3 with her and 2 other with my ex wife..i gotta dr appt this afternoon with a teletheropist...Maybe a new script for my mood disorder will be nice...Cause being on nothing isnt helping the situation...just ask my wife...
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(allergic reaction april 26th)my struggles with bipolar/manic
Saturday, May 12, 2012 12:16:47 PM
Ha a wicked allergic reaction to the prestiq i was prescribed.I got these little swelling bumps on my hands and fingers..Had to call the doctors offfice and was tol not to take this med anymore an to take benedryl to stop the itch and swelling..
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(started anger managment April 18th) My anger managment
Saturday, May 12, 2012 11:48:38 AM
April 18th, 2012.I started anger classes toay and first off i ddont likee the classrules, dont care for teacher,and being treated like a kid...Guess thats why im in such a class..Lol..Gotta keep going to see where this class goes..I gotta test outta the class this time..No gimmies with this one
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(april 17 dr visit) my struggles with bipolar/mania
Saturday, May 12, 2012 11:32:42 AM
April 17, 2012.Like aalways went to see my dr again today and got a new script.Heres what im on now:prestiq 50mg,trazodone150mg,stopping the celexa 40mg and continuing the halol 2mg.I told him about some of my hallucinations/delusions and surprisinly he ust sat there and didnt act out like i tbhought he would.Each time i see him our meetings get shorter and shorter.
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(april 10th new meds)My struggles with bipolar/manic
Friday, May 11, 2012 7:16:38 PM
April 10, 2012.Finally all these calls to the doctors office paid off..A new slew of meds again.Haldol for antiphsycosis celexa was upped from 20mg to 40mg and still back on trazadone cause i took too many ambien when i couldnt sleep..Lets see what happens now
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