Posts tagged with "drug use"
March 7, 2012. today starts the home visits from my teacher/social worker from "dual " class. Im curious to see if she is different from a class setting to a one on one situation.She seems like a person that care free and id get along with outside of class and the home visits.
Febuary 27, 2012.I started my "dual addiction" class today.Im not sure why they say the lords prayer and the erenity prayer when its not a church,its a public building..Anyways after one class i dont see the match between addictions and mental disorder..Ill give it a few more meeting then ill decide if this class for me..Ive also spoke up about taking the anger managment class and called my case worker on this matter..Dont see why i have to wait to get into this class,especially if it was recommended by thhe doctor i seen at "cedars center".
January 27 2012.Ive been struggling taking these stupid pills.Ive all but stopped taking them.The chlynodine is not working for the stress and anger.I decided to go get high again to see if its these meds are worth taking..
Jan 19 2012 (Day 2 cedars center"Night")Im getting anxious to get back home af.er talking to the wife on the phone and its been 24hrs and im upset im still here.The whole 24hrs is a min and they can hold me up to 72hrs.Not cool.Maybe im rushing getting back to my family and friends, dont like popping all these pills and really need "blunt" right now to clm me down.Alot of thoughts racing thru my head and only get a few mins to talk to someone about what i feel.Got to shower today,which was nice and damn i want a smoke.They moved me into a new room which sucks cause i cnt wander around as much with someone else in the room.I cant keep the door closed ,i guess its a saftey rule and they come in and do a check on me every half hour.
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