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Falling

By Winterdawn

Cruise into my world of darkness
Sail against the wind and across the seas
Feel my sorrow tearing me down
When I whimper helplessly and drown

Lend me your hand before I sink
And pull me out of the brink
Pass me a drink of happiness
Then I'll be eternally blessed



I cry when I think about you
And I don't know what to do
I see you when I close my eyes
As I face your heart of ice

You stabbed me hard
And left me a bleeding heart
You tore me into pieces
And widened the spaces

My love for you still lingers
While in pain, my body shivers
My blind soul still roams
As I sail in a tattered boat

I guess nothing will ever matter
With all my dreams shattered
Stars crossed my dark empty sky
Leaving vanishing golden trails behind

Shining like the heaven's bridge
Absorbing light away from my seige
Now I stand alone and become dull
As I watch everything turn to null

The light breeze escapes my breath
Even if I stood tall upon Earth's depth
Darkness slowly fills my empty gap
As I fall into a never ending lapse

Boys Like Girls 2008 Live in Manila, Philippines Crazy Gang of People

Comments

BabyJay99 4. October 2008, 14:00

:smile:

winterdawn 4. October 2008, 18:27

Hello Jay :D

Its been a long time! Thanks for dropping by! I hope you liked this poem? :D How are you doing? :wink: I hope everything's doing fine with you.Have a nice weekend! take care P:

BabyJay99 4. October 2008, 18:38

Hi yes its been awhile huh, sorry for not dropping by here, promise i'll be back :smile: Things in the Castle are looking good :smile: you take care and have a good weekend ya. Till later :smile: :smile:

winterdawn 5. October 2008, 06:02

haha its ok P: feel free to drop by anytime you desire :wink: I'm glad thing's are fine over there :D take care cya!

Captivevet 6. October 2008, 14:40

Did you write that? I can hardly imagine what could have made you feel like that. Hopefully, writting the poem let some of the pain out.
Tyler :coffee:

winterdawn 7. October 2008, 13:25

hahaha I don't really feel that way :smile: but I can write poems as if it was really me P: ask Linh, and you'll know what I'm talking about. You're not the first one to be fooled :devil:

Captivevet 7. October 2008, 19:06

Actually, I am relieved that you don't really feel like that. That poem stirs powerful emotions!:coffee:

winterdawn 8. October 2008, 04:02

Does it? P: in that case, I'll take it as a compliment :D I like my poems to be as close to 100% realistic as possible :wink:

Captivevet 8. October 2008, 13:05

It is a good poem and it was meant as a compliment.

Another Wednesday. I have my coffee and getting ready for work.:coffee:

Devilbesideyou 10. October 2008, 12:25

We're forming a band :rolleyes: un-named band...tired of thinking Band name :zzz: from 'Oninion':lol: to 'Metronome' :whistle: hmm looks like no further will i have to look for the lyricist P: you write lyrics for us and inreturn...uhmm thinking of remuneration uhmm..mm... you get 50 jokes per day :lol: hahaha or even more xD It will be negotiable p:

hahas im just joking but we are forming a band :D I'll write lyrics and play keyboardist role in it :D It's just my old style to start with jokes? P:

your poem is cool like always :yes: your poem is cold!! so cold like a pale spring's midmorning still clinging to winter's chill
your poem reminds me of mine,the last lines kind of match..i don't even remember it's title, i wrote it long back.. it was something like

The light breeze escapes my breath
Even if I stood tall upon Earth's depth
Darkness slowly fills my empty soul
As I fall into a never ending circle of fire
I burn in tormentation
Oblivion calls me
I WANT TO ANSWER! :headbang: :lol:


did i use my signature emoticon? i guess not dammit! how come..here are plenty of ones because i seem to have not used any of them earlier :lol:

:devil: :devil: :devil: :devil: :devil: :devil: :devil: :lol:

Captivevet 10. October 2008, 15:06

"So you want to be a rock and roll star,
So listen now to what I say:
Get yourself an electric guitar,
And learn how to play"!
:sing:

winterdawn 11. October 2008, 06:22

@ Devil:

hahahaha as entertaining as always :wink: forming a band is the coolest thing!!! and I'm not at all surprised that you were appointed to be the lyricist :lol: perhaps you would post some of these drafts on your blog for us fans to enjoy? :D P: yup, you've got your first fan, ME! :devil: I'm looking forward to your first song, so please don't forget to inform me :wink: :yes:

thanks for the compliment too P: I consider the word "cold" to my poems as a compliment because that is my purpose, to create sad and cold poems :devil: perhaps one day I'll find something heart-warming enough to inspire me to write a cheerful one :wink: I have tried to once, but the results weren't really that good,so I'm still working towards it P:

I cant believe the first two lines of my last paragraph are exactly the same as yours :eyes: do we...somewhat...(no way) think alike? :lol: perhaps I'm becoming more and more of a devil now :devil: :devil: (rememner, that is also my signature smiley) :devil:

@ Captivevet:

Oh that is a nice paragraph P: motivates me, too bad I can only play piano and not the guitar :D but since it says "and learn how to play" , yeah maybe I should do that :wink: although I believe that is more of an urgent matter for Devil now than for me :wink:

Captivevet 11. October 2008, 06:49

I also play the piano. I gave my thumbs to rock and roll. Their is a link on my website if you would like to here what I sound like.:cool:

Devilbesideyou 11. October 2008, 18:17

@ Winter :lol: That's an obvious thing :lol:
Oh yeah, i think 'banding' is a cool thing but we're not gonna do as professionals,just quenching the passion for music :wink: My friends are talented players but felt like something was missing and left to be done :sherlock: and then we came up with an idea to form a band but ended up without a name :no: :lol:

Oh yeah i'd love but things are little complicated for now i am settled in different city which makes extremly difficult for us to jam together but at the moment im in my hometown..we're having kind of vacation:yes::headbang:I left all the songs that i wrote for the band there itslef in my apartment :no: I remember the names though..'Thorn of Vengeance' sounds overly dark huh? :devil: :devil: 'Alone in Dark':devil: another one is 'My silent love' :whistle: :lol:
Sure! I'll let you know of it!! We might not hit the studio that fast but we're likely to hit the stage very soon :up: My band mates who also happen to be my very best of best friends are heavily talented and they are already crowd's favorite :cheers:

Oh yes that was compliment :wink: lol you're funny...C'mon! There are plenty of bright faces too look at,plenty of inspiring movies,quotes,stories.. plenty of stuffs to illuminate your heart with uplifting visions and 'pure' motives :yes: This is gonna sound.. gonna sound bug overly weird but try watching this movie, 'Meet Joe Black' (1998) after watching that movie i felt like world is a lot better place to live! 'Meet Joe Black tells us that indeed love can conquer all better than Titanic ever could' :yes:

Well,not exactly same but the lines were very very similar! It's clear as the day from the verse that you have begun to think like the Devil :devil: I seem to have sucessfully poisoned your mind :bandit: :devil: Well Well Well..Child! :devil: smiley is my middle name! muhuhahahaa :devil:

eek! My comment has gotten longer than THE GREAT WALL :lol:

Captivevet 11. October 2008, 19:03

"Please allow me to introduce myself,
I'm a man of wealth and taste...".

winterdawn 13. October 2008, 14:41

@Captivevet:

Hey! :D I checked out your blog but I cant find the link you're talking about with you playing piano. Your blog is full of episode guides, is that it? P: I don't know a thing you're talking about :lol: forgive me for my ignorance, please enlighten me :wink:

winterdawn 13. October 2008, 14:57

@Devil:

:eyes: GOODNESS! That comment is far longer than mine :lol: So what is this "funny reason" you're talking about for being able to make french fries out of the potatoes you're getting in the exams? :lol: why don't you tell me and give me a good laugh as well? :devil: :devil: you know, I hope its not coz of the band thing P: though I'm not saying its bad, its absolutely cool and I like your idea of just playing together as a band showing your talents and passion :wink: So you guys havent come up with a name yet? What sort of band is it, what genre of music? :D You do realize that all of the three song titles you said sounded either dark or lonely? Have you turned emo now? :devil: :lol: Show me your tattoos, piercings, and multi-colored hair pls :devil: hahaha

Ah well, I'm sure you'll get used to that new city very soon :wink: so you're majoring in science....hmmm adaptation after all, originated from science, right? :devil: then you shouldnt have much problem with it P: I think its nice to change a place once in a while, just to be able to experience new stuff, new culture, and meet new people.Its fun! :yes:

I think that everyone expresses their feelings in many different ways, and mine is the dark and cold way :devil: I think I am more evil than "angelic" (refers to being the kind like Linh) P: I can imagine the dark, but not the light hmmm something is wrong with me :lol: I'm not sure about this, but you're probably a great influence :devil: :devil: now you should take that as a compliment :lol: Perhaps I'll find time to watch that movie you suggested and make contact with my "good" side hahahaha

Anyway, Travian is a great game, online strategy game P: its good that its not very time consuming, since you can always assign tasks to your "troops" before you leave and come back next day to check and issue new orders :smile: the game continues even after you logout :D Its also relatively slow-paced, so you should have a lot of time to study and do whatever you want to do. You should try it out! hahaha In any case, I play in both international servers 3 and 5, and my villages are located in the northwest and northeast respectively. Message me if you start playing :D I have some great tools and info I can recommend to you :yes: so take care! enjoy your vacation and jamming session :cheers:

Captivevet 13. October 2008, 19:02

Go to my "about" page and look to the right. There is only one link over there. :coffee:

Devilbesideyou 13. October 2008, 19:05

:yikes: Now your comments are far longer than mine :bomb: :lol:

No no no! Ofcourse not because of the band thing.Our un-named band is virginly innocent!

The Reason well it's a big 'hehe'!! Infact it's biggest hehe of 2008 for me,oh yes that big :jester: The thing is after my bio paper,i studied chemistry thoroughly for tomorrow's paper and i was fully prepared and left with a smile for an exam aaaaaand it was english's paper Homer: Doh! :eyes: :insane: :ko: :irked: :no: :lol: :lol: It's no highschool mediocre english! It's freaking hard to secure marks in it,i remember the first assignment held few weeks back,of all papers i got lowest in english! And next day was chemistry,I saidto myself after screwed up english's exam There's no way im gonna study chemistry...so i bought movie hellboy the golden army and some others from the nearby store and started watching :lol: and went without a minute of preparation...how cool am i :happy: :lol:

oh Commonnnn! 'My silent love' doesn't sound that emo..LOL NOO! My mind is too civilized to go for emo(attitude,hairstyles,piercings,tattoos) hmmm fashion? wait! I need a second thought P: We're kind of 'Metal' influenced by Metal music and all of us are into Metal music,but think we're gonna play rock stuffs...We're kind of dark band :devil: but im gonna write some uplifting songs too :up:


Yeah,i think the same way.Even earth expresses it's feeling but i don't know yet how do i express mine..through silence? Im hard chapter :alien: Linh omg! i totally forgot about her...let me knock at her entries with my devilish smell :devil: :devil: I am obliged to hear that influence thing :devil: :devil: I shall carry on p: be sure to watch the movie :wink: I acquired lots of motives and bright stuffs though they were too tiny to match up against my hugley occupied dark side :devil: P:

I have registered on travian,Uername:MinutesAlone im on server 5 and northeast village. I have yet to begin to play though...

:cheers:

Captivevet 13. October 2008, 19:09

Well off you go then... Have a good combat!:knight:

winterdawn 16. October 2008, 16:15

@Devil:

OMG!!! AWESOM!!!! hahahaha welcome to the world of TRAVIAN :lol: :devil: :devil: you look more devilish than ever :devil: I'm sure you will be one of the most "problematic" players soon :devil: so as promised, I will pass on to you the useful tools I have mentioned :D however, one of them requires that you have Roman troops, although it can also apply to both teutons and gauls, you'll need to tweak the guide a bit to optimize :D By the way, my cooordinates are [200,85] for my server 5 account. You can see yours by clicking the "Map" icon P: also, follow the quest guide (the ugly soldier on the upper right hand side) :lol:

First: here's a guide(for Romans) on how to become rich and stable in the first two months of gameplay :D the link is http://dhost.info/travian2005/Wiki/index.php/How-to_guide:_Roman_economic_powerhouse

Second: here's a tool for you to keep track of the progress of other players and alliances, there are also statistics about the players and maps that change according to your coordinates input. this will help you a lot when you got your own troops and needs to start raiding other villages to get resources :devil: that is part of the travian "lifestyle" and a basic survival principle :devil: :devil:

Third: this is a travian world analyzer, it also helps you keep track of alliance, village, and player activities, updated everyday :smile: the link is http://travian.ws/analyser.pl?s=com5

Those are three very useful tools I found in my recent research :devil: there should be more to come, and I'll let you know :wink:

Now to your english exam :devil: I cannot! cannot!! believe that you got lowest grades in english compared to all other subjects! :eyes: is that even possible? your write really well, how ironic :lol: maybe you should show off your poems to your professor from time to time :devil: Hope you don't screw up the next test again P: or even watching a hundred films a day wouldnt help :devil:

Your emo side shall be awaken soon....:devil: I'll be looking forward for a sneak peek with some of your songs soon :D and I think it would be really cool mixing them with rock music tunes P: Have you heard of the band "Boys Like Girls" and their famous song "The Great Escape"? are you planning to do you music similar to theirs? I have a playlist on my blog, but I don't know what went wrong it stopped playing :worried: do you know any other way of putting on a playlist? I'm too busy to do any research haha

Anyway, you'll probably get a message from me soon in Travian :devil: cya! have fun! :wink:

winterdawn 16. October 2008, 16:18

@Captivevet:

A very good combat indeed :devil: My village population has been growing fast and steadily :devil:

By the way, I just visited your "about" page and there are still many many links about your previous blog posts, cant see the one you're talking about P: perhaps if you dont mind, you can post the link as a comment on here? :D

Devilbesideyou 17. October 2008, 23:10

Thanks for the wicked and sour but highly congenial :devil: :devil: Welcome on Travian (through myopera) and also for the sweet one through Travian itself :D I am Roman:up:,sounds like that's an advantage.Thanks for your help and support,it's 4:50 AM at the moment so im gonna check it tomorrow I have kind of adapted the unfamiliar browser based game's environment upto certain level :yes: with all those helpful stuffs i shall rule the Travian *dreams* :rolleyes:.Once i learn the ways,i shall grow powerful and the villages will burn to smokes and their wall will crumble and fall like winter wheats to my warmongering and i shall rule an empire :knight: :lol: :lol: :lol: I used to play the game Age of Empires and Travian gives me a smell of it but in a whole new way,completly new flavor :yes: Thanks for introducing me to it :smile: My troops (for now troop,a rat :lol:) are at your command :headbang:

My co-ordinate happens to be [234,133] It seems so:right:

Well Well Well...I told ya,it's not highschool english.It's i don't know, i have so many complains with english! We're confined to a single point,they don't let us float freely and a free thinking person like me suffocates when is bounded to a subject matter.Literature is funny,you are question like 'A child is father of a man' Explain!! I had kind of heard that line in class but english class is my sleeping class :devil: i shut down my insomniac eyes in english class and if you don't listen in class,in exam it sounds foreign material xD and in result you get potatoes for that :lol: how are you supposed to describe the lines like a child is father of man without a thread of clue :eyes: spinning your pen round and round seems to be the only option to go for p:

We did form a band but it was a weak decison...I will be away and my absence is going to hault everything hmm i guess it's going to be little complicated issue.Oh yes,i've heard of Boys Like Girls..i've heard few of their songs and all of them were equally good! paced Great Escape is cool but i prefer Thunder :wink: I think somewhat like what they play but i guess we will be little more heavier and music oriented :sing: hmmmm how about Ilike? I think they offer a cool playlist thingy but im not sure though try imeem,it should not let you down :yes:

Mum's awake! Im DOOMED! :insane:
Cya!
Stay Cool!!

winterdawn 18. October 2008, 17:40

HAHAHAHA :devil: :devil: Glad you liked Travian :devil: did you register in the new international server 8? :D :D I'd already start building my village there, have about 32 population now P: I think a fresh start would be nice to begin a game with, since Travian servers typically restart once the Wonder of the World (an aztec like building) is built, and the Natars appear and attack it. When the alliance defending it is able to keep building till it reaches level 100, then the server starts over :D so starting in a new server would give you the edge :devil: might have said this, but my village is in northeast again P: On a side note, I've also discovered this MMORPG called Atlantica, which is currently on beta now :D Really cool game!! haha check it out http://atlantica.ndoorsgames.com/center/default.asp

"A child is father of a man." :lol: My guess would be that it means that whatever the child does is a reflection of his/her father :smile: something similar to "like father, like son" , or not? :lol: I also sleep a lot in English class hahaha its simply too boring to hear the teacher talking nonstop about some characters from a Shakespearean play or novel P: does get very confusing sometimes haha but by all means, its all part of your university life :devil: so bear with it :devil:

Yeah, Thunder is nice :D I also like Five Minutes to Midnight :D I'm a huge fan of them :lol: When are you going back to university again? You're with your band now, right? P:

winterdawn 18. October 2008, 17:42

@Captivevet:

OK Thanks!! :D I'll check it out sometime soon P: cya!

Captivevet 18. October 2008, 17:44

Enjoy.:coffee:

Devilbesideyou 18. October 2008, 21:18

I haven't yet,shall I poison server 8 too? :devil::devil:
Cool Cool! Sounds to me like you get adequate time to play online games i never get time to go crazy with the game DAMN!

Cleverly have you answered that paradoxical statement :yes: I get it--As above, So below :cool: :up: i guess that's an answer...in a way i don't exactly know what writer meant,i was completly asleep during the class :yes: :devil: P:

Five Minutes to Midnight is delicious song...heard this one,'Learning To Fall'? I guess it's stupid thing to ask to BYLG fan such question...I like that one too! It's frigging cool song :smile:

Time for laughter--
I vividly remember when my holidays began but i have absolutely no idea when uni will resume :devil: who bothers to remember that painful day :lol: oh yes! im with my band :yes: Im gonna learn some sort of digially sound editing software to fill up the void and we're gonna roughly record and play game like pros :wink:

As we jam,the rhythm gets stronger :lol: It just popped out outta nowhere...It's line from the song Digital Love - Daft Punk Try it out :yes:

winterdawn 19. October 2008, 05:46

HAHAHA Yeah you definitely should poison server 8 :devil: a game like Travian cannot survive without someone evil to lead the people :devil: :devil: We should talk about getting an alliance sometime soon when we're both settled :D :yes: the ultimate combo :devil: Right now,I'm sensing an impending doom for 2 of my villages :eyes: One will be under attack in an hour (5 simultaneous attack), but I made sure the raider doesnt get any resources from me...and the other one, I'd just killed a scout :devil: Are you kidding? a SCOUT! hah I make sure they never get away alive :devil: :devil: I do have a lighter load this semester, so I get time to play some nice games :devil:

And of course,Learning to Fall!!! :D :D hahaha I love that song P: I'm not that much a heavy metal or punk rock person, so I think BLG is just about the kind I'd like to listen to once in a while :smile: Hmm whats this Daft Punk? I'll try it out later :devil:

Ah well you never fail to entertain me :lol: Gosh, I don't know anyone who doesnt even bother to find out when school starts again after vacation :lol: excellent job! :yes: I'm sure you must be hoping that time would freeze and there will be holidays forever :devil: haha so dream on, my friend :cheers: I'll cya later! take care and have fun :D

Devilbesideyou 19. October 2008, 17:40

I already have :devil: Now that i am in,the shadow will cover the map,the villagers will flee in terror and I,The Devil am going to swallow every villages and i will forge an empire it will be called The Kingdom Of Darkness :rolleyes: :lol: Oh yeah! you already have my proposal of alliance :up: but first i need to build up a base if i am to chase my dark dream :devil: :lol:
Lucky you! This is my heaviest year :ko:

We're not gonna play heavy metal stuffs...Just rock stuffs little heavier than BYLG,they sound somewhat acoustic to me bug We just wanna play little heavier than BYLG much other notorious rockstars Nickelback? Daft Punk is a band :lol: Don't go for their name,they're not punk.They play pop? i don't know where to place them..they come under miscellaneous.They have their own signature style of music..Digital Love should give you an idea :wink: It's not that bad song,try it :up:

I don't know anyone who doesnt even bother to find out when school starts again after vacation
Well..Now you know one :devil: Well something like that P:

CyaZ

Captivevet 19. October 2008, 18:00

I don't know if I want to get envolved in another strategy game. I like them to much.:cheers:

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