KaPPa

tear falls..only one.Yep, I know this.
You told me not to be sad.I didn't. Just thinking about what had happened with me. Can I smile? or not? Who prevents me from keeping smiling? no one
...I heard mom whispered sth with bro...I saw her cry. So I can not cry, but keep silent.What do I do for her? and for me?I don't know
Pretend not to know anything, just focus on studying. It relives me sometimes
Face the fact... Ridiculous or terible.? Again, I don't know


i stuck in family, friend loneliness.




sometimes..miss a person I even don't know who he is




Sometimes...find no way to family affair


sometimes..crying


sleep deeply


but......
hardly ever smile, truly with my own


ya..It is me, now