my odd life

can i have some advice please i self harm and no its nothing to do with being emo but its got worse lately does any1 else have this problem? ive been doing it for 3 years because my mam and dad abuse me and i dont get on with any of my family. my friends help but i dont reall ythink they would understand. the only person i had was my boyfriend. he was the only person i ever trusted and loved but he just broke me and told everyone loads of horrible shit about me now i cant let anyone in im so depressed plz help lv me xxxx