I am not a gift...I am a surprise :)

It was the worse day of his life.
He lost everything. He lost his job.It was not easy to find new one...and what for?
He lost the woman he loved long ago.No...de did not leave her and she did not...
Just love went away..and they lost the reason to be together.
He lived alone last years. His friends were very busy by their own life and nobody was interested in his life.
His kids grew up and had their own houses and their own families.
They never visited him,just call from time to time.
Nobody needed him anymore,nobody loved him.

He came here,on this beach to think.
It was dark night and stars were shining upon the calm water.
Dark all around...there was not seen where the ocean becomes sky...All was black around...
He was thinking that his life came to the end,he made all he could,he lost all he loved,he had no reasons to prolong it all...

He took off his clothes,left it on the send and went to the water.
The more close he come to it - the more free he felt himself.
First step into the water made his body tremble.
It was cold,but the calm of ocean calmed his soul and he went forward.
Step by step he went far away from the shore untill his legs stopped feel the sand.
This is the end...he was calm as never before...he needed only to dive deep and do not worry about any breath,
to stay under the water as long as it possible...and there will no be a way back...
So......he did..

What has happened to him after it looked like a dream.
He felt some fish touches...he felt the care of the ocean...he felt himself floating somewhere...
He was so calm and even happy...he felt the kisses on his body that he forgot long ago...

Sun rose . It was a calm morning.The beach was empty this hour and only one man was laying on the sand.
He woke up and founded his clothes near by...he was surprised why he was here naked on the beach.
he tried to rememeber this night,but all mixed in his mind. And he could not understand what was a dream,and what was reality.

"It was a dream" he thought...Strange and unusual dream.
He looked around...strange...all changed.All was the same and at the same time different.
The sun was pleasant and tender...the nature around was singing and inviting him to enjoy the beauty.
he smiled and started to put on his clothes to go to his new life. He was sure it will be better now.
He will find all he need,he just must know what to look for and not live this grey life,but change it day by day.
He stand up on his feet....something was shining in the send near by...he bend to this and saw that it is a fish scale shining on the sand.
He put it on his palm and watched over..It was a scale of some big fish.It was beautiful and changed colors under the sun shine.
he put it into the pocket as a talisman for his future life and went away from the ocean...calm and ready to live.

A pair of eyes was watching him going away....a smile was hidden under the water.

Amethyst always counted one of the mightiest talismans. This is a spirituality stone.
At all times amethyst was considered a powerful amulet protecting from bad fortune and driving undivided or importunate love from woman's heart.

Amethyst favors to inner sight by clearing the chakra of the third eye and crown chakra and making the auraÒs colors more clear. During meditation amethyst assists in reaching the state of rest and relaxation. It gives the feeling of calm and favors the deep comprehension. Indian "Aóurveda" says that amethyst helps to control emotions.

The magic properties of this stone are described on antique plates. These plates say that amethyst can stir up love to this gem's grantor, even if the person who takes it was in love with other person up to this moment. Therefore, married people or betrothed people mustn't take any items including this precious stone from strangers.
Many nations consider an amethyst as a symbol of peacefulness, frankness, sincerity and virtue. The owner of the given gem can feel confident that the chosen one is loyal and sincere.

To have an effect amethyst should be worn constantly and only then this precious stone will help to its owner. However, the owner of the stone should remember that this precious stone easily changes its mood and if its owner wears it during conflicts situations, quarrels with everybody at home, then the stone can gear up for negative energetics and start sending it towards its owner. That is why, after any conflict situation the article with amethyst should be kept 5 - 7 minutes under running water to quiet the stone.
Amethyst is a symbol of peacefulness, sincerity and frankness. If you have inner discord, anxiety and mental derangement then amethyst will help you. You will obtain an inner harmony, health and your chosen one will give you love.
There was a belief that amethyst rejuvenates its owner, relaxes the wrinkles and reduces freckles. It helps to get cheerful, wise and drives out unnecessary thoughts. It is put under the pillow to make the owner have happy dreams.
As a talisman, amethyst inspirits and emboldens the person and gives him wisdom.
As an amulet it guards against hard drinking and drug addiction, preserves memory and drives out bad thoughts. Amethyst protects the person wearing amethyst from snakes and other reptiles, as well as from bad people. This gem's magic properties are especially strong in February and March. As a talisman, amethyst becomes more active each Saturday and as an amulet it becomes active each Wednesday.

What is one of important things we must know to live better?
I read in many books that it is very important to feel balance.
To live in the "gold middle".Not to worry too much,not to be happy too much...
just live in the middle.
It is not possible everytime,and it is not possible for some persons.
But if you want to be calm-to feel balance is very important.
Balance in doings,in feelings, in every step upon our life.
It is wonderful to know that nobody can prevent you to go your own way,
nobody can change your mind,nobody can prevent you to do what you want.
Just feel this balance inside you and you will be happy...
I write all this for you,but to feel balance is impossible thing for me.
I live a life of volcano.
Burn....calm...then burn again making a lot of troubles to those who are near by...
Do not follow my way of living. It will not bring happiness to you.
Be calm...feel balance.