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The cry of my soul

Monday, 6. July 2009, 03:41:55


My soul, as a wander,
Loses days rushing over the world
Strike her-it will bare its teeth
Stroke her-it will pray


My soul, as a songstress bird
sings in the morning and cries at night
and trusts in life after death
But still afraid of her sins.



My soul, as a prisoner
is chained by vice of sin
Praise her-it is all white
Begin to abuse-it is all black.



And our souls as travellers
They fall and rise
Rescue us God when we shall stumble
Forgive us God, when we repent.


My soul, as a wander,
Loses days rushing over the world
Strike her-it will bare its teeth
Stroke her-it will pray



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virmarytorres2 6. July 2009, 12:55

Thank you for sharing Yulia, you always know how to inspire.

yulenka 6. July 2009, 16:12

I translated this wonderful song that is so close to my heart...glad you liked it;)

virmarytorres2 6. July 2009, 16:56

It is beautiful, you went to a lot of trouble :wink:

yulenka 6. July 2009, 19:31

Is it not boring to live another way?If every day reminds you yesterday...if you are waiting for nothing in future...you all that can happen already happened?what will be the use of this life?What will be a reason?

virmarytorres2 6. July 2009, 20:59

I try not to live in the past, since whatever happened then is all but forgotten. I try to live the present, today with the hope that I can see tomorrow. For me this moment, now is what count for me. I can not changed yesterday, today is just today which I can live to the fullest or discard, and tomorrow, well I hope I do better, especially with those that I might encounter. That is the reason of my life, try to live for the moment, because tomorrow that moment might be gone. This is what life is all about, don't you think?

yulenka 7. July 2009, 04:25

yes,sure,but we have a lot of good things in past,that there ino use to forget.It is our past,good it or bad,but we lived there,were happy,were disappointed,were mad,were glad...it is life.I newva n who live all his life only remembering passed days,compairing it with today life all the time.It is not my way,i live in furuter.I try to pay much more attehtion to nowdays,for them not to pass so fast,but they fly and i am always wait for something...

virmarytorres2 8. July 2009, 00:52

I did not mean it hat way. Of course I have great memories that I wish not to forget. However there were other things that I rather do not think about it. If is going to bring me sadness why should I go there? If we are all happy at this moment in time and we are looking to the future with hope why to look back if is going to causes pain. I guess we all have our moments, our good days, our happy days, our sad days, and I know the future will also have days like that, because that is the way nature works.

yulenka 8. July 2009, 19:57

Agree :smile: But what is our past life...memories....and only memories...if you forget-you have no past :smile:

virmarytorres2 8. July 2009, 21:25

I really do not think we can not forget our past, since is our roots, where we come from. I just do not like to dwell on what brought pain inspite the fact that it could have been a life lesson. I guess we can't really deny our past, it is just the memories that sometimes are the hard part of the past

yulenka 9. July 2009, 02:06

Sometimes we change our opinion about past events,or this pain goes away with time and only leave something in your soul that is not so hard as it was before.

virmarytorres2 9. July 2009, 02:21

It is true what you write,however sometimes it is very difficult to let go of the past, especially when involves some kind of pain. I'm a very forgiving person that is not the problem. Sometimes it is hard to move on and trust again when those around you who are "to be your friends" break the #1 rule, HONESTY.

yulenka 9. July 2009, 02:30

:smile: It is nice that you are easy to forgive,I am the same.It is more easy to live after it.
But forgiveness is not always connected with trust again.
I understand all,forgive and change my mind sometimes...
I just know what this person is and will not let him to be close again.

virmarytorres2 9. July 2009, 03:09

That is one thing that I'm able to do. I can move on, that is the reason why I said that I do not dwell in the past. I live for today and hope for tomorrow. :smile:

yulenka 9. July 2009, 03:11

What do you think,tomorrow is a destiny or you can plan it always? :wink:

virmarytorres2 9. July 2009, 03:25

I can plan all I want, however it is up to God that I may see my plans move forward or not. That is why I usually do not have an agenda for work anymore. After so many trials and tests I take 1 day at a time. I no longer rush my days. I try to enjoy everyday from the time the sun rises to the time the sun goes down. You know we only get one chance at this life and I want to make sure it counts for something, that is why I rather focus my energy on today and not on yesterday in that way I can dream of tomorrow. :happy:

yulenka 9. July 2009, 03:35

Super!Very good choice :smile:I have a lot to learn from you :wink:

virmarytorres2 9. July 2009, 03:49

No I'm a firm believer that we all can learn from each other, remember we all can bring our uniqueness, our talents, our creativities, and everything else that is good on each one of us to make us better. Well dear Yulia, I most say good night, need to get up very early and it is almost 11:00pm. Tomorrow will be another glorious day, I hope, and I as well as you and the rest of the world will continue to dream about the future. :smile:

yulenka 9. July 2009, 03:53

:smile:Of course :smile: Good night to you.Today it is morning already here ...8 am :smile:

virmarytorres2 10. July 2009, 00:16

So how was your day? Any regrets today? :rolleyes:

yulenka 10. July 2009, 01:07

lol.......day was really nice from the beginning to the end,not every day is so good....and yours? :wink:

virmarytorres2 10. July 2009, 01:28

My day was ok, no regrets. Life it is what it is :whistle:

yulenka 10. July 2009, 05:13

:smile:Good night then and let tomorrow bring some surprise...:smile:
Do you like surprises?Or prefer life to go calm and straight?

virmarytorres2 10. July 2009, 11:02

I do not mind surprises as long as they are enjoyable, and not sad ones. :smile:

yulenka 11. July 2009, 02:06

Of course I am speaking about surprises that bring some pleasure :smile:

virmarytorres2 11. July 2009, 02:22

OK, I do not mind those kind of surprises. Sometimes I hesitate answering my phone in the middle of the night ::eyes: because every time that I had done that it has been bad news, :cry: Surprises are always welcome :smile: it is important for the heart to experience joy :happy:

yulenka 11. July 2009, 02:42

:smile: Do you want a post card from Russia :wink:

virmarytorres2 11. July 2009, 02:55

Well of course, I would like that, that would be a great surprise :happy:

yulenka 11. July 2009, 03:01

:smile:write me address in PM )

virmarytorres2 11. July 2009, 03:05

ok

yulenka 11. July 2009, 03:11

:smile:

yulenka 11. July 2009, 03:11

good night,dear

virmarytorres2 11. July 2009, 03:15

Good night yulia sleep tight may you have sweet dreams :zzz:

yulenka 11. July 2009, 03:19

lol...it is morning here already....good night for you!

virmarytorres2 11. July 2009, 03:22

Thats right I keep forgeting, do not work to hard, I most work tomorrow, so yes I should try to sleep, even though it is lightening and thundering, thanks again :smile:

yulenka 11. July 2009, 03:33

:wink:

virmarytorres2 11. July 2009, 03:35

::zzz:

Captivevet 14. July 2009, 12:19

My association with you has exposed me to wonderful new culture experiences. I trust that you are well.:coffee:

yulenka 14. July 2009, 20:18

Yes,Tyler :smile:i am well,and life is still wonderful and nice!

Captivevet 14. July 2009, 20:21

Well I went to the doctor today. I am comming along nicely. He said come and see me in a month.:coffee:

yulenka 22. July 2009, 03:07

How are you ,Tyler?

virmarytorres2 22. July 2009, 03:14

It is nice 2 B back on this blog, salutations 2 the both of U, take cre Captivevet, hi Yulia, hope you 2 are doing well :smile: :coffee:

yulenka 22. July 2009, 03:19

Thank you,dear..I am well enough,pity that people around me are not always happy :frown:

virmarytorres2 22. July 2009, 04:14

Sorry to hear that, wish I could fix it :frown: :wink:

yulenka 22. July 2009, 04:18

:smile: My dear friend:) Thank you for all you give me.You cannot do more,it is very important and i appreciate it a lot!

Captivevet 22. July 2009, 12:17

I was thinking of you this morning.:coffee:

Captivevet 10. August 2009, 19:09

:cool:

yulenka 10. August 2009, 19:37

Tyler:) And what were you thinking? :smile: That this girl promis much more than she can do? :lol:
I want to show you new photos,but do not think I can find time till the end of the week :frown:
I wanted to show our trip to Aland Islands! They are charming to rest on!

Captivevet 10. August 2009, 21:08

I sent you a regular Email with a new recording on it. I would like to post it on Opera but I cannot figure out how to do it.:confused: :coffee:

yulenka 10. August 2009, 21:09

I'll check soon,hi Tyler :smile:

Captivevet 10. August 2009, 21:11

It is an MP3 recording. I made it today.:bandit:

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